perth day 2

Met up with Gloria today, she's back from Melbourne. lols. Walked around vivo, Singapore is as boring as ever. What more can I say. Let's move on....

PERTH DAY 2

Off from boring Singapore to Perth day 2. It was our 7th month, time flies.

Went to the market in the morning.. as I said we're staying at my dad's friend's place, so my dad bought stuff to cook instead of eat-out! A singaporean sold yogurts there!! Really good. Can't find it in Singapore. It ain't available :( Saw huge mushroom!! haha (: After the market we went to load off the food before going to the wildlife park!

Super excited about the wildlife park as I finally get to touch Kangaroo and Koala! :D Reached then explored around wallaby, various birds.. flying fox. Oh yea! The flying fox looks like a bat!! Except that it's not. I really can't tell the difference. Haha.

Saw owl that reminded me of "The Legend of the Guardians". Owls look the same eh?! White as anything, and they really look the same. Not cartoon-like in the movies. LOL.

After the owls section was the Kangaroos!!! Stayed for a while, took pictures and fed the Kangaroos! :D The kangaroos do bite! But not on purpose though, they just thought it was food. Heh. They're really cute!!! ^^ and I never thought that kangaroos would come in white!!

At the kangaroo area there was a peacock! and was proud. lols it spread up and it looked beautiful!! Proud Peacock. Don't be a peacock. haha.

Procceeded to see other animals! Met a donkey and my dad was engrossed with it! Haha. Kept playing with the donkey!! It's really funny to see the donkey's reaction after we "played" with it! Oops! =X

In the same area there was a huge fat pig!!!! It seemed like it's obese, or anyone can see it's obese! HAHA. Really super fat!!! Looks like it can't move, but I think it can. We were not allowed to feed it. LOL!

Koalas was our last stop!!! Didn't get to carry any, not allowed to. They were all sleeping!!!! We were told that they sleept 20 hours a day!! Only a few were awake. Sadly. But they're still cute!!! :D

You might think that after spending so long at the wildlife park, we were done with the day. But no! It was only 12plus in the afternoon!! We scanned through the wildlife park quite quickly. So up next was the winery at Swan Valley! Learned how the winery works and which period they brew their wines and had wine tasting. Only tasted 1 kind of wine though, on the sly. They're strict with the regulations!!! Elton, my bro and I were underage so we couldn't be invovled in the wine tasting :( So wasted, my birthday is just 2 months and a few days away!

Nvm, I still got to taste the wine in the end though, but a smaller variation ^^

Next up was a chocolate factory!! Wasn't as I expected, thought it would be an eye opener. But it was just another chocolate shop with their chocolate processing at the back in the kitchen. All and all, it was rather cool! The chocolates tasted good. Baby bought me a chocolate that said "I love you". I forgot to take a whole pic of it, but I did take one of me biting it! (: [haven't uploaded to com yet]

After the chocolate factory we procceeded back home. By the time we got home it's about 5pm anyway, shops would have been closed. So yupp! That's about it. 3rd day another time!

7th month was spent well with kangaroos and koalas and you! (:

perth!

PERTH! ♥

Okays, first of all I know I might just be slaughtered for this post cos I'm suppose to be sleeping. But I'm still gonna post cos I feel like it :P

Holidays were just like going out before 2 Dec, exploring the boring Singapore. Went to Perth from 2 Dec - 9 Dec and spent quite a great time there!! Slept the first day off somehow.. heh. so wasted, but good in a way. You'll know why soon.

View from the plane (:

Darling and I :D

Reached Perth, then procceeded to my dad's friend's house where we'll be staying (leaving the picture for the end). Slept the day away, by the time we woke up it was too late as all shops/entertainment places closed at 5pm. So we just went to explore tourist locations intro-ed to us;


Bell Tower, Really tall!! I think people actually hold graduation ceremonies near there around the dining area as we saw one group of people!! Can take ferry to I forgot which place too. Haha. Nice scenery!! Younger bro wanted to enter the tower for a view but it was closed already. A pity but at the same time, I didn't feel like going up, so I guess it's okay? :P

Bell Tower

Sea breeze. COLD!

Near dining areas.. did I mention, this small fountain stopped when I wanted to take picture at the other platform. Then the rest laughed at me :(

Next was King's Park. It's really big, so didn't walk around the whole thing. It's alot bigger than Singapore's Botanic Gardens. LOL! Yupp. So we only walked around where we alighted. There was a memorial for people who faught during the war long long long time ago, with a flame in the middle. Further down, you could view a great scenery of almost half the city! Looked a bit like Singapore with all the lights etc.

The grass is cold!

With baby ^^

Credits to Elton Sim, he says I don't take good pictures =.=

We didn't know where else to go, so as introduced we went to sight see some street that has pubs that opens only on weekends. Didn't get down to walk around the street though, was very late already and dark!! So just took a tour in the van, but I ended up sleeping! Oops!! Was quite tired already lah. Didn't take any pics of this area too.

Last stop was the casino/Intercontinental Hotel. Was told that 17 and above could enter so wanted to go and see how is it like. WHO KNOWS! END UP MUST BE 18 AND ABOVE TO ENTER. So we went to enquire about the various places we wanted to visit. Wildlife Park (where the K&Ks are!), Horse Riding, Winery etc etc. Was a fun and tiring day!!!

Day 2 up next, long post. I'm gonna sleep now! Am suppose to be sleeping like a pig, but I thought it's time for me to update about my holiday so far! [hope I can wake up early tmr :/ hee]

my fault

I'm sorry I'm just so annoying and can't get things right.

screw life

I alr have more than enough on my plate... stop pressurising me no more.

bad mood swings?

I'm kinda having mood swings.. ZZZ

fuck life?

It's been very long since I blogged. Results coming out tomorrow.. My fate is sealed. Nothing can be changed.
Haiz I said the wrong thing again. Sorry.

6 months

LOVE YOU! :D

Time is flying like nobody's business. It's been half a year. Hope we're going the right way (: It may seem confusing at times, anger, happiness, sadness. That's what we've to go through ain't it? Let it be then, but too much of something is always no good.

Happy six months darling! I'm posting this earlier as i'm getting tired, I feel like sleeping.. and I know you've been waiting for it. Don't be sad!!! I'm tired, but that doesn't mean I won't blog yea? :P Time is passing fast, 6 months. Never expected this from the beginning. Thanks for everything, good and bad. There were benefits somewhere.

I've watched many many movies with you!!! Watching horror movies are the best cos you'll be scared!! It's kinda funny to watch you get freaked out, and myself quite calm. LOL! I do get freaked out at times though. HAHA! Oops.

I wanna go shopping!!! I feel like shopping for alot alot alot of things!!! But I don't know what things. HAHA! We're having our movie spree again recently, they should totally have more horror movies!!!

MARCUS LOO YOU'RE FUCKED UP!!!!

hard on me

No matter how much I let out, things will still be like that. _______, thanks for listening to whatever I said (: I managed to let go a bit. It sucks, really.

sick :(

SICK!!

Madness, started having slight headache after school on friday. Thought it was still quite okay, and given that I don't see doc. yea. lols. Woke up yesterday with headache and throat hurt like mad! Walk a few steps and have to stop cos feel like vomiting :/ sucks ttm. then still went over to darling's place cos alr say hao liao. yea. instead of bussing, since I wasn't feeling well, I cabbed :/ anyway cab fare was cheaper than usual. so okay luh. lols.

then darling took care of me!! hee (: thanks! :D don't :( alr!! i'm better. will be okay soon. had fever, 37.9. after sleeping dropped to 37.5 and after a while dropped to 37.0 till now. yupp, just hope it doesn't go back up. throat still hurts!!! sucks ttm. swallow saliva also pain. eye kinda hurts a bit as well. sucks to be sick man!! it's been a while since I was sick. why must it come at this time!!! worst cramps this time as well. why does this month suck so bad...

GET WELL SOON!

Stop falling sick darling!!! anyway, I've decided to change to tumblr, BUT!!! in the midst of signing up for a tumblr account, APPARENTLY THEIR SERVER IS FULL AND I CAN'T ENTER. what good service, they should totally improve on that. LOL! (:

tumblr seems cool

TUMBLR.

I feel like changing to tumblr. Should I should I?? Haha.. anyway, meeting darling later for buffet or some sort. Been meeting up a bit too much luh... but yea. HAHA.

Wild wild wet & escape

Went to wild wild wet and escape with darling today. It was supposed to be a happy day, but I spoilt it for him. Sorry, I'm exploding easily nowadays.


It's okay. Maybe I should learn to get back my previous temper where a volcano will just be forced to become extinct. No more.. Everything shall be kept in a safe box where no one else knows. So I'll just stop making people around me unhappy. Can someone invent some vanishing powder? Because it may just be useful for some people...

finally over

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!, for now...

whether or not I'll make it, leave it for later. let's just not spoil my alr very unstable mood now (:
I'm just gonna have fun all I can before I've to face the consequences :/

oh well, I'm not in the best of mood to blog, BYE!

pissed off

PISSED OFF

i'm losing my freedom because of shitty results that are being produced? now my sis is doing well studying something she's interested in, and i'm here "studying dead books". i don't know.... i'm vexed, frustrated... pissed off, whatever. totally in no mood. didn't continue studying chem, gonna fail tmr?

is being honest bad? i was just being honest and frustration came about. "你以为很好听啊？" retaining isn't something good, but... nvm what's said has been said. whatever harm has been done. it's not a reversable reaction. i'm handling something harder and tougher now, is it being fair to me? you think i'm not stressed? i didn't intend to come into a JC, but i did. I don't know... i think i no longer feel happiness. what fuck is this society doing to people?
i'm tired. i need to vent out everything...

haiz... screw life.
tired of everything.. seriously, I GIVE UP.

number 5

Mambo Number Five


Happy 5th month darling! ^^ Here's your long awaited blog post. Jiayou for promos!! 3 more papers left (: then we go on movie spree again okay? hee. the last movie we watched was ages ago! :D can't wait for thur after 11am! and and fri you sure champion again not? lols :P


my hiccup is finally gone!! I think I'm going to sleep soon. Good Night! (:

post exam

EXAMS PLEASE END

i can't wait for post-exam activities man!!! PLAY LIKE MAD before torture starts again. HOPEFULLY i can be promoted *cross fingers* of course crossing fingers doesn't work. but then again, i'm absorbing faster now. i just need to dedicate my time to my studies. for this period of time. 2 weeks!! or less, very short. i hope i can clear, i really hope so. pass with you!!! (:

although it really seems interesting, and i really want the feeling of my taiwan trip back, i won't go. ouch.

anyway, other than all that shits!!! I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO AFTER EXAMS.
there's quite a cool enrichment, SAND ART!!! WHOOO!!! haha finally get to get in touch with it!!! (: provided i get my choice? heh. i hope i do get it!!! not sure if it's the same one as i'm aiming for, but in any case it should be similar. if i don't get into that, then i'll be somewhere going one of the hip hops bah. and and, i wanna go to the beach again!!! the breeze, the peace (other than the noise pollution). or like, universal studios!! [which i promised to go with you, after promos okay!] and like, shopping/window shopping?? hahah any one of which is fine!!! :D just let me have a breather. and and, most importantly the factor of exercise!!! badminton is fine. it's been a while since i've played it. netball/badminton for IHG, i can only go for one and netball it is. HAHA (:
yay yay!!! i'm looking forward to end of promos. LIKE SUPER LOOKING FORWARD!!!!

this post is going to be bloody long.. cos i suddenly feel like blogging. HAHA! i've been slacking luh, i shouldn't be blogging but studying :/ oops. okay going to soon... like SOON! it's been 4 months, ups and downs. feeling lost, getting back. a range of feelings. heh. oh wells, i guess it's just this way.. recently it's been worse? stress cos of promos? things will get better. de-stress whichever way!! just don't let one day go to waste alright? (:
Elton Sim Cheng Hui! HEH. you said my blog post isn't about you, it will be soon!! like one whole post. I haven't had the mood to blog, you know why. random note: Mdm Chan is super kaypo :/ oops!! hahahaha. anyway, I LOVE YOU! :D

does my blog post finally look bright and colourful?

bleeding inside

it struck me finally. those words hit hard... very hard.

why're you so fucked up?

BITCH

why the fuck are you freaking like that? does it make a difference if I go out with someone else? you don't even know what's happening right. freaking fucked up. you can go out all day till dawn and I don't even do that but you complain I'm going out everyday. I'M FUCKING STUDYING. what're you doing? your fucking leisure activities till after 3am and u're still not home. fucking hell, do you fucking know what you're doing? must you just shout at me when u're fucking unhappy with something and haven't even gotten the facts right? what's your fucking problem? u do whatever you want and want NO ONE to fucking control you... then why must you fucking spoil my mood and shout and me for whatever fucking reasons you have?! I have my promo papers coming up.. maybe you should just fucking shut up before I've no fucking mood to study and screw my papers up. When I don't get promoted, you'll have your fucking reasons to put the blame on something I know YOU WILL. so fucking hell, stop your fucking annoying actions. I've enough of your shit, and some others have had enough too. u're just plain annoying, learn to control how you speak before you get your fucking facts right. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

sorry for the super vulgar post... just freaking pissed off.

HAIZ

Seriously Hate Exams. ZZZ

I don't treat you like an idiot.. I never did... haiz.

why...

Do you really have to tell me all that? Isn't that not supposed to be what people of my age is suppose to worry about?
Is it really necessary??? haiz. as if i've nothing else to worry about. life sucks.

argh fuck it

DAMMIT IF YOU THINK IT'S SO EASY, YOU DO IT.

argh. life sucks sometimes. choose to ignore but it never succeeds because YOU have to keep saying and saying for whatever reason that pleases you. what do you want me to do?! It doesn't work if I do this and it also doesn't work if I do that. WHAT THE HELL CAN I DO THEN?! why do I have to be stuck in this kind of shit?! I alr chose to keep quiet because it's what I should endure if I chose it. BUT YOU ARE MAKING IT WORSE. do you understand what i'm going through? NO. then why do you have to comment on every single thing I do?! so what if I get irritated and pissed off and helpless if I hear them? There's absolutely NOTHING I can do about it. because which ever way I choose and whatever way I do, IT WILL BE WRONG.

Chose to suffer in silence and take it as nothing has happened. You had to drag in every single thing you feel like talking about. TOO LONG!! WAY TOO LONG. Didn't even want to blog it out but it's the only way I can vent it. DID YOU EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT IN THE EARLIER STAGES THEN? NO. SO WHY ARE YOU COMMENTING SO MUCH? IT'S TORTUROUS. NVM... I DESERVE IT LUH. Will continue to suffer in silence... swallow whatever shit you have for me. There's nothing I can say anyway. Disappointment.. you think I want? NO. what can I do about it? NOTHING.

AND TO SOME OTHERS: IT'S NOT EVEN YOUR PROBLEM. WHY DO YOU EVEN HAVE TO OPEN YOUR FREAKING MOUTH AND COMMENT? DOES IT SERVE ANY PLEASURE TO YOU? BECAUSE IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW, YOU'RE JUST ADDING OIL TO THE FLAME. AND IF YOU DON'T REALISE, LET ME TELL YOU. IT'S NOT GONNA HELP ME IN ANY WAY... IT'S JUST GOING TO HELP YOU GAIN SOME PLEASURE.

I'm beginning to lose the patience in me. Getting frustrated easily etc etc. FML. one more thing, if you could really shut up about it, it'll be best. If not, maybe you should consider talking less about it if you don't even know what's going on. Now everything seems to be on me, whatever. Take it as that. It doesn't matter anymore. Just a matter of time. Not what it seems to be.

sick zzz

RIGHT OR WRONG?

Was falling sick on thur... officially fell sick on fri. Nose was so freaking tired, ran like from thur night and its still running on and off. Coughing a little.. but nvm luh. heh. Didn't go for council... no photo taking for me. Anyway I looked very sick (according to Ling Yuan), so nvm luh. Take photo will look even worse than when i'm not sick. lols.

Promos are in a month's time =/ Need to start serious studying alr!! I'm so freaking screwed... dammit. Haven't started to revised.. can't seem to focus. for some reason. Haiz, whatever luh. Many priorities have to be put in place, many things to worry about. TOTALLY NEED MORE THAN 24 HOURS A DAY, DEFINITELY NOT ENOUGH. Too demanding?
Still learning to gulp everything down. Shouldn't explode soon. I don't know what I should do :( Standing alone? I've absolutely no clue.

"SORRY" no longer means anything.

it doesn't matter anymore. too many times.
caring is no longer something good.

:'( again

I feel the stingrays above me

Realised how much hurt I've caused. Had to chance upon that.. stuck between. I'll swallow whatever I've asked for. Need to learn to be better, alot better.
I just ask for you to be happy :(

GP lecture @ 6.45am tmr =.=". can't they have a more effective timeslot? ZZZ

1st celebration

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D


Hee! First time of your birthday celebration with me! (: Hope it was okay for you... will upload pics tmr! ^_^
I don't want to elaborate things here, secret :P

So old liao :P Don't so easy angry liao okay!! Control your temper!! heehee. The purple jersey looks a bit funny uh. OOPS! Had to say that. Anyway, hope you like the present and celebration today. Ohoh!! Don't eat the funny funny flavoured ice creams alr!!! SO WIERD =X Nvm, Isly.

I'm going to be a pig first! Good night!!

tiffany is a bitch

so freaking pissed off. seriously wth is wrong with you? if you don't want to change the schedule then i get someone who is willing to replace me okay?! argh. annoying. don't use teachers as excuses... if u're willing to change it for me, there's no reason why you can't.

don't want anything to happen to you, like seriously.
need to control myself. fml.

45 years

Happy Birthday Michael!!! :D
Happy National Day!! :D


Went out yesterday. Darling came to my hse for a while then we went out. Cut my hair, then went to watch movie. Watched Phua Chu Kang the movie!! Quite nice, like normal phua chu kang show, just that it's a movie. LOL! Funny luh.

Didn't go out today.. stayed home all day. Been a while since i stayed home for a whole day. LOL! oops =x wanted to do work but obviously i didn't. heh. got a lot of work due. darling's coming my hse tmr!!^^

Bro's birthday and national day today!!! (:

:'(

Just hope you would stop hurting yourself. I don't ask for anything more... :(
no longer gonna be so concerned. things just gets worse.

mixed feelings??

UNCLEAR

No idea what's getting on my nerves nowadays.. really don't know. I'm trying not to think, or in fact i don't even know what i'm thinking of!! =.=

Was falling asleep already.. vision was blurred. Your call made things seem better. I hope things are fine. I'm on the verge of going insane.. maybe i've alr gone crazy just that no one realised. holding things back can just be so difficult sometimes.

Have chinese compo due by 10.45am tmr... in the midst of celebrations. and I HAVE NOT STARTED. Eom final submission due tmr too... haven't printed, can't remember if all the necessary amendments are done. Lessons still on going from 8.15-10.15am and 2 hours of pw from 2-4. what a day of celebration. Started having headache while studying for chem quiz today. totally screwed it.. gonna fail. nothing is helping... lagging behind in everything. wtf is wrong with me? i dunno. i dunno wad i'm doing alr... lost in some island.

Going to sleep already... waking up at 4.30am to try and complete my work. Have to be in school by 7am as i'm helping out with some stuff. nice. still not too bad... wait till the first ever gp remedial starts... be in school by 6.45am, let's just hope i'll be in time. If not i'll just be in deep shit. Good Night.

3rd month

Happy 3rd Month Darling! :D

It's been so fast!!! 一转眼就三个月了! Still remember the first time I realised you liked me, only realised after 1 message. Did shock me though. After that I was thinking: "omg this ah beng, confirm won't be together one luh! No way!" LOL! Now, it had been 3 months already. Elton Sim, don't be so hot tempered already luh! :P and... get over your fear for (you know what). The other time super funny!! Because of (something you were admiring), then suddenly squat down! LOL!!! EPIC. Okay.. there's much more I can blog about but I'm not going to.

Heehee so fast 3 months already. I know I shouldn't be blogging now, given the fact that I've a lecture test on wednesday and I'm not going to have time to study later. Plus I've to re-type pw WR which I just have to "copy and paste" ^^ Just feel like blogging. HAHA :P

Gonna end school @ 5pm.. then going out! (: Long school day tmr.. looking forward to the end of the day! :D Not looking forward to the beginning though, have this speech thing in the morning :/ Hope I won't be a clown. HEH.

HAPPY THIRD MONTH! SEE YOU LATER!

*Adeline read this post already don't come disturb me ah. LOL!

cooped up

GETTING FATTER BY THE DAY

argh... need to lose weight. zzz. been eating so much, growing fatter and fatter!! :(
nothing much to blog about luh.. supposed to do work today end up didn't do. OOPS! :/ gonna clear it by tmr bah... i hope.
Don't know why it's so difficult. sigh.

2nd attempt

ECONS 2ND RE-PAPER

2nd period had GP standardised essay test. After school had class photo-taking, after which I studied for Econs. Totally disturbed Pooja and Nazira to help me make sure I memorized correctly. Ha! thanks man.

Took econs re-paper AGAIN today. wts luh... totally didn't feel like taking it at all. damn freaking tired alr... don't know why they just want that "A" ZzZ. Dragged for damn long, finally decided to just take the paper at 7pm. 2 hours paper... supposed to end at 9pm but i completed and handed in at 8.20pm. I have absolutely no idea how I did that O_o anyway I did, so yea. HAHA!

Went to meet darling after that.. watch tv. talk talk. his friends epic funny today luh. lizard drop right in front before ____. LOL!!! okays.. i'm going to sleep now. Good night! ^^

Just hope he can remain cheerful and happy! :D

f-ed up

GETTING MORE VULGAR... OOPS

Totally forgot there's GP test tmr... only remembered after viewing Adeline's blog. Aiyah, can't be bothered alr... tests after tests. MYE re-papers no A means fail. wts luh seriously. All of us are tired alr... enough of this shit. More tests coming up. Let's just hope I can clear promos. Have Econs re-paper tmr also... damn shits got a B the previous time. ZzZ. Next week got chem graded assignment too.. nice right. shits it man. study study study!!! HEADACHE LUH. study so much, du si shu.

Didn't go for night study today... falling sick alr I think :/ lost my voice due to sports carnival... body aching too. weak sia :( supposed to go for pw interview but yea... hate to walk right now.

Chinese teacher asked me speak for award presentation... but I think I gonna ask her find replacement. NO VOICE! LOL! Don't feel like going to school tmr leh... sians.

Just hope these things won't happen again... I don't wish to face it anymore.

piling up

super vexed nowadays... don't know due to wad also. horrible mood swings. argh. fml.

stressed?

when will you stop nagging at me for all the small little things... i'm so fucking irritated alr. don't even know what's happening and just continue nagging and nagging. totally spoils my mood. zzz. i'd rather return home late than hear some nagging...

too many sorrys

Too many sorrys... i don't know what's happening. Just hope you could understand...

shld this continue??

我只懂得忽略。。

很想逃避。。。

Watched 9 temples and Shanghai.. not bad. 9 temples isn't really THAT scary luh... more of sound effects and sudden appearances. Yet to watch Toy Story 3, totally not interested in eclipse :/

Met Gloria and Sin Hwee today!! Hee (: Caught up quite a bit... updates updates!!!

Then totally screwed my own day by doing something... nothing more I say will help.

:(

I didn't mean it, really.
such a let down :( it's too deep to measure...

2nd month

HAPPY 2ND MONTH! :D

Okay.. so after he pestered me for super duper long, I told him will change the fb r/s status when 2nd month comes. So yeaps (:

Gonna watch 9 temples later! hee ^^ HORROR MOVIES! (Y)

econs

ARGH! freaking scared for econs paper tmr :/ haven't really studied and i'm not done studying... duh. i dunno wtf am i still doing here blogging when i should totally be mugging my ass off and getting econs content into my head. argh... feel like bursting into tears, as if it'll make me feel better =.=

:/

Don't know how should I feel right now... haiz

drown sorrows

5 Days

How i wish there was this one way which could solve any problem... exams started, ending next thur. Hope i'll pull through. NEED TO PASS EVERYTHING :/ impossbile better become im possible this time. Econs, Chinese, Math, Chem... then i'll be up for movies :D Hope there're nice movies to watch... or if not, feel like going to WWW/US to play. heehee. OMG i shld be thinking of how to get content into my head instead of planning for before death =.= Just hope before death wouldn't exist.

It's not that i dont want ppl to know... being watched on for more than a thing is horrible. Hope my results wouldn't affect what's gonna come after... Thanks for reminding me to study, if not i doubt i would have studied as much for H1 (:
Upsetting you time and again.. sigh.

Shall go for a swim after exams ^^

hopes for a time stall

Been studying a bit... need to progress faster in order to have a hope of only passing my exams :/ not much time left!! still need to go back to school on the 23rd for chinese lesson and oral. OH NO! hate all these craps :/ but i've no choice... this totally doesn't exist in economis :(

Not really looking forward to end of exams. Isn't exactly ready for bombarding yet... hope things go normally bah :/

(:

5 Days to H1, 8 Days to start of H2

Holidays has been like holidays, in a way. Been slacking quite a bit, which is bad. Scared for mid-yrs but can't get down to studying. I NEED TO STUDY :( but one good thing is, i've only 3 days of papers!! If I remember correctly.. just that mother tongue and mathematics is on the same day. and H1 paper is nxt fri! Followed by econs :/ Time's running out, got to treasure every second! But I doubt i'm treasuring every second, given the fact that i'm right here now typing a post.

On a side note, i'm officially getting my own room... after my sis kinda snatched mine away and the room became a shared-room. Now shifting is in progress and i'll get my new room soon! Hopefully soon enough. LOL. So tonight, I have no idea where i'm gonna sleep... cos the old bed has been removed and the room's not really set-up yet. Plus, the bed is kinda there but there's no mattress... so there's a hole in the middle. I can't possibly sleep on that eh.. HAHA! So might squeeze tonight with 3 other ppl. O.O let's just hope it works =x

Another thing, I'm going to eat wanton mee again tmr @ far east plaza! (: Like after so long!! Then gonna walk arnd town and maybe catch a movie or something. Sunday gonna get back down to serious studying.. don't feel like studying now alr.. shall clear my H1 studies by sunday!!! Two words: Exams suck :(

MYE

I NEED TO GET DOWN TO SERIOUS STUDYING.
OLIVIA STUDY!!!!

service learning trip

PHNOM PENH

Came back from Cambodia yesterday noon. Things were on the whole okay. Quite fun, service learning trip not shopping trip so didn't get to shop much. Nothing much to shop for also. Didn't take any pictures, didn't bring my camera... so this post is going to be wordy.

First day checked in at the hotel, wasn't too bad. Explored the genocide museum... quite grossed out. It was scary, how people was tortured for no particular reason :/ On the way to the museum there was this guy at the gate, one side eyeball-less. SCARED SHITS OUT OF ME :/ he was damn close to Sheryl somemore. Went to killing fields, some bones still stuck in the ground as they were uncovered as flooding occurs... where sands were deposited elsewhere. chinese tombs were half destroyed.

Second day headed to Baray T-house. Stayed for 2 nights... as it was nearer to the village and kadhamhar primary school. Worked the afternoon... built base for the walls (fence). Group 2 evil man! Tease me what potential!! Didn't interact with the kids as we gave up our slot to another group. But we took back our slot the nxt day anyway. hee. Didn't do much either, but was tired. Salute to the kids there, stronger than any of us!! Got owned by them totally!! Malnutritioned kids but stronger :/

Third day first half went for interaction with grade 3 kids. Fast learners I must say! Took some time for them to warm up though. And it's harder to keep them in place as they're younger and more active in a way. Things went chaotic when we brought them out of class to teach them hair washing.. any other kid at school who didn't have lessons would join in. Since they all look similar, we couldn't recognize those from our class and it was hard to coordinate stuff. But we still had to sort things out. Teaching them chicken dance was kind easy... they followed and most of them enjoyed (: After lunch worked again... continued wall building. Insects present at night were crazy!! The guys were having ranger war.. LOL!! Totally acted like girls. The guys even created names for them: airborne rangers, abseil rangers... dunno what other rangers. LOL!! Jokers.

Fourth day all 3 groups supposed to work, in the end we were told the kids were waiting for us to have class with them. So we did last minute lessons. Re-capped chicken dance with the class for performance. Our performance kinda screwed up :/ cos not all from our class and they don't know the dance.. so in the end looked messy. haha. Headed back to the city from the village area at 2plus cos the bus sank into mud and we couldn't leave. Shopping couldn't be done as planned as it was too late.

Last day at Phnom Penh woke up early to shop! Slightly less than an hour? Then headed to the airport for departure to Singapore!! There wasn't anything that was available for shopping at the Phnom Penh airport... was quite bored. Ha. Touched down in Singapore and went to watch The Karate Kid at night! (: It was cool!!! Nice show!!! RECOMMENDED.
I wanted more time with you...
I couldn't bear to see you torturing yourself again so I said I didn't, actually I did. Green waters is where the sea is really deep... something is still left there.
some things doesn't have to be named... now deeper.

cambodia

Service Learning Trip

Leaving for cambodia tmr morning... hope it'll be a fruitful and fun trip! Be back 5 days later (:

is it really working out?

nobody told you to do it, u can just leave it be... starting to doubt whatever's happening :/ haiz... EQ cui alr. don't know wtf is wrong with me... my fault again. don't wanna keep saying sorry... it'll come to nothing in the end. at most one day i explode and do whatever nonsense. i dunno why can't you just leave me alone???

sick and tired of everything.

is it working out?

Back from LTC! It's quite okay... DID ZIP LINE LIKE FINALLY!!! Long awaited activity ^^ Completed all activities that we were supposed to complete.. camp wasn't as tough as EI camp, personal opinion. EI camp was more strict... fire drill wouldn't last for 40 min =.= TERRIBLE. feel kinda ashamed as well :/ nvr experienced such thing before.. Oops. Food in camp was surprisingly better than expected.. HAHA. overall LTC was fine... trek back to school was crazy!! but we endured (: Lots to post about for LTC... but kinda lazy to elaborate :P

Don't know what's happening. Don't know how should I feel.
Haiz...

the rose

LTC Camp starts tmr... need to report at 7am. Breaking camp on tue afternoon (:
Updating a bit then gonna sleep. June hols started!! Mid yrs started too!! GP paper on thur.. H1 paper coming up on the last day of holidays and when term starts I'll have to sit for the rest of the papers. 1st week of holidays alr packed, then gonna study for mid yrs! Can't screw this shit.

Had party last night, things were fine I guess? Curious (Kaypo) kids... L.O.L speechless.
I'll miss you. Don't be sad alr alright??
Don't wanna worry, cheer up kay :(

The rose -- Westlife
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns, the tender reed

Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves, your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need

I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never, learns to dance

It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never, takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot, seem to give

And the soul, afraid of dying
That never, learns to live

When the night, has been too lonely
And the road, has been too long
And you think, that love is only
For the lucky, and the strong

Just remember, in the winter
Far beneath, the bitter snow
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love
In the spring
Becomes the rose

privacy

ANNOYED

Why is there no privacy instilled in this freaking household... don't you guys even understand that each individual needs their own space? what the hell is wrong with you!!!!!! i'm so freaking pissed off right now. don't you understand it is MY message? must you freaking read it? f-ed up. you wanna be so paranoid u go be paranoid towards the other siblings.. must you target me? ARGH!


SUPER PISSED OFF.
stupid... made it so obvious that the msg was read... when i didn't even read it? give them basic respect but my phone is nvr safe... what the shit is this?!

i'm back!

BACK!

It's been very long since I last updated... more towards "don't know what to blog" than "no time to blog". LOL! *ONE VERY IMPORTANT THING: I BOUGHT A YELLOW NUM BAG!!! :D :D :D omg it rocks!! it's yellow!!!! Haha (: Nth much to blog about actually, previously busy over council investiture rehearsals... now investiture is over and I seem to be free on certain days, but got to catch up with my work :/
Stressed being in the same class as Jessie... she nvr broke any rule, but I alr broke rule number 4 countless times :/ Oops.

*4) Complete assignments on time

Not that I don't want to, just have this bad habit of staring at the same question if until I solve it. Not a very practical way of doing stuff... trying to change :P Been late to school for 5 times alr :/ (lucky this is not in the contract... heh) up for detention... oops! Embarrassing, and feels bad.

oh yes, attended Temasek Junior College's investiture... cool. SAW LYN TAN HUI LING!!! :D Happy to see her after so long... now I'm waiting to see SARAH REBEKAH TAN. hehe. Still hoping I can attend Deborah's guitar performance on the 22nd.. let's hope I don't have a pile of homework waiting for me and I've time to go!! Been long since I last met her too.

Went for class dinner just now... 7 of us only. Some people are just damn funny luh!! L.O.L! Chicken drumlet was good! :D Pizza hut!!!! But the counting of the money was omg tedious!! so many coins etc. haha. anyway, it was fun. Kinda pissed Jessie off I think.. oops :/

Need to catch up with my work after coming back from cambodia during June hols.. GP paper and math lecture test next week! :/ Hope I pass... fail GP = GG. Scared! Mid-Yrs coming up! Cannot fail or contract breeched.... Don't want to be suspended, bet the feeling will suck. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! School hours extended till 4pm tmr :O let's hope I survive. Lols!

LTC camp coming! Looking forward to it! I needa get sandals O_o

pre-invest!

Updates

Hey! So I haven't been blogging. Been busy with school work (though many left incomplete) and investiture rehearsals. Most importantly, busy sleeping. Think I've been sleeping A LOT! but people say I look tired. Ironic. I've no idea why either. HAHA.
3rd time late for school yesterday... SIGH!!!! detention coming up.. sickening. annoyed the whole morning. lols :/

Nothing much to blog about, except that I really need proper time management. Creating a timetable may just work.. maybe I should try soon (: Still have econs work to complete before I get punished (again :/). TATA!


Invest rehearsals all the way till the day itself.. looking forward to invest and the end of it (:

pubco (:

PUBLICITY EXECUTIVE

Well, didn't get house captain but it's ok. Publicity's good too (:
Don't know if i should feel disappointed.... but well kinda mood-less now. lols!

Council's been good (: Going home real "early" everyday... heh. Attending TJC's investiture tmr!! I GET TO SEE LYN TAN HUI LING (in her pisai green uni -- it's how she describes her uni L.O.L) like finally!! LOL :D looking forward!! ^^

EI :D

ELECTS INDUCTION

Had EI camp from 23rd - 24th. Broke camp at about 1.15pm yesterday then went to lot 1 to eat before coming home. The bus ride was embarrassing luh!! Dropped my HP and wallet and my first reaction was "f***" :/ and i kept dropping my wallet =.=

Anyway, EI was kinda fun! except that PT was crazy :/ 5.2km endurance run in the morning at 7.30am! survived it though (: nvr thought i would. fire drill was hilarious.. both times! 2 different people reacted differently. and both reactions were just plain funny. lols. 2nd "fire drill" was to start night activities.. lols. night activities were kinda fun, except that my group became SUPER SMELLY after our 3rd station. and our butts were burning hot cos of the chilli sauce :O every station we went to after that, the station masters will go "omg you guys are so smelly". Kimberley even said we claimed the smelliest group award. LOL! not our fault kay! we HAD TO sit on the chair that had mixture of sauces.

Last part of camp was dry... kept falling asleep cos of the lectures :/ and my 红鸡蛋 dropped right after we broke camp! thanks to kang kiat who made me shift my egg from the other side of the table =.= LOL!! totally forgot my egg was shifted.. ZzZ
On the whole, EI camp was okay. Used to camps alr what.. lols (:

falling asleep =.=

FELL ASLEEP AGAIN ):

I need to stop falling asleep omg... supposed to discuss important stuff and poof I just disappeared =.= Sorry Xun Xin!!! :/

dead and dun wanna live again

GRATS ELVIN (:

I can't make myself put a big smiley cos i'm just not in the mood. Grats Elvin for taking the improvement award home.

It's not how u treat me, it's how u treat the other one. Many things left an impact on me, shall DNA test be done? sounds ridiculous, but seriously.. you guys have done many things to keep me in doubt if i belong :/ My heart is dead, i think i can say that. u're just plain ridiculous at times. i'm not even forcing u to do it for me.. i did it myself, and u went on nagging. i just need some peace and quiet, if u'd be willing to shut up. if it was the other one, he'd have screamed and u'd just do with no complains. what's there to say u help with whatever u can when u're hoping for something in return? and u use that to nail us when we do something against ur wish. wad shit. enough is enough. wait till i don't return, maybe u'll lead a happier life. there are times when u are nice, yes. i get contented easily.. i can't and don't expect much from you. i give up. i'm sick and tired of letting this go on.

biased =.=

WHATEVER.

When I'm the one that needs it, he gets it. I'm not even asking... and he keeps asking. Then when I ask, you.... aiyah. Do what you deem right luh, I can't really be bothered anymore. At least I've another one who cares :/

eunicelimbixian.petty.

UPDATES

A whole week of school passed again. Heh.. school's been fine, except for slight hiccups which I have no idea why happened. M ok with it though.. Looking forward to temasek's invest! Will be able to see Lyn ^^

Nothing much to blog about... Star awards tmr! I hope I'll have time to tune in to channel 8 though. Not attending the show, too busy :/
ELVIN :D

things have changed, and it seems awkward now... tell me why.

updates

TIME TO REVIVE BLOG? HEHE ^^

Haven't been updating... blog's so dead. heh. Been running from tuesday-friday for the past 2-3 weeks. i think.
Tues, thur = pe...wed, fri = council physical trng. feeling slighty fitter but not getting any slimmer :( LOL! feels good after exercise luh.. but during exercise it's just KILLER. LOL!

School's been fine.. planning for council invest now. In logco (: Went to support canoe finals on fri, missed lessons... good and bad. Good = get to drag for homework submission. Bad = miss lessons and may not be able to catch up. Plus the lazy me, sigh. Need to stop being so lazy :/ Need to study econs.. failed both 1st test and class test, cos i didn't study :/ ROAR.

Went out to clear work today, obviously failed to clear AGAIN =.= haiz. supposed to meet Xunxin and Janessa @ 9.45am at JE lib but the pig me woke up at 10plus :/ and met them at about 2 :/ then they had to leave at 5pm. lols. Elton came over after that then continued work till library close. Yishu was there =.= annoying me, touching my pencil case without asking cos he was bored. ZzZ. feel so grossed out now. and he stole Xunxin's onion ring! HAHAHA

convo was super funny:
[ys was looking for help for econs]
ys: what's your H1 subject?
me: China studies
ys: CSC or CSE?
me: there's no china studies in chinese (=.=)
ys: ohhh
-a while later-
ys: *looking at my econs work* did i remember u saying that ur H1 subject is china studies?
me: ya so? doesn't mean i can't take H2 econs wad
ys: *gave the embarrassed look*

zzz damn shit luh =.=
okay i shall go off!

stupid shits

I. HATE. THIS. SHIT.

totally ruined my mood to do newsroom... hate this shit feeling. WHY?
how i wish i can easily let things go... why do i worry so much?? =.=

studying with xin

Studying @ KFC

Went to study with Shu Xin @ KFC, Plaza Sing today... for her = productive. For me, not productive. Fell asleep for 30min even before I started work.. then did only abit after I woke up.
Bought two shirts from Outfitter Girls and influenced Shu Xin to get too.. HAHA oops :/ Then headed to join my parents for dinner.. Jap food. Not very fantastic, tasted better california makis... doubt any other california maki can be compared to it. But, no more :(

Going to Universal Studios tmr.. hope it's gonna be fun. Suddenly don't feel like going but I'm not gonna let this chance pass.

突然感到很烦，不知道该怎么说。。。眼前一片黑暗，都不知道自己正往的方向。
错了吗？

3.2km (:

3.2km, 8 rounds

Ran 8 rounds for pe today... quite okay luh, cos we could run at our own pace... just that chilli acted up :/ okay I need to refrain from chilli. It's bad. Having headache now =.= and stomach feels weird... no idea why :/ but I still got chinese work to complete!! yea, since yesterday or in fact, hols :/ roar.. HATE CHINESE HOMEWORK. WHY MUST THEY EXIST. LOL!



Oh yes! This is a must mention!



MARILYN RAN TODAY!!! 7 ROUNDS, think she walked some but AT LEAST SHE RAN. WHOO!! :D GOOD JOB :D now Jessie owes her milo... HAHA!

MARILYN BE HONOURED I PRAISED YOU HERE. LOL :P

chinese! :o

:O

WHOO!! Went to sleep at 8plus pm yesterday cos I was alr flying up somewhere amongst the clouds :/ Set alarm at 9.30pm but obviously an Elephant cum Pig like me who sleeps like a log didn't hear it. Luckily woke up at 12plus... then being myself, obviously play with games/chat online. Totally not prioritising.. ZzZ. But they're just to tempting!! Stoned and slacked till 2plus am then started on Chinese. Oops! ALMOST complete!! Left with 1 essay and 1 comprehension passage; a few MCQs and a few structured questions... due on Wed (which is tmr!! *argh*) Oh well... Chinese homework sucks, I'm serious. Have to "touch up" on Econs work cos have to add on explanation which I was obviously too lazy to do :/ HAHA! but that's due on Fri and I love Econs although I kinda suck at it.. so yea :D

I

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ECONS

Okay, I've absolutely no idea why I'm not going back to sleep after completing quite a fair bit of chinese.. the last time I was crazily awake at this kind of timing was a week ago. HAHA!
I feel so slack :( and I SENSE THE NEED TO MUG

frustrated

I JUST FEEL SO EMPTY WITHIN

Why do I feel frustrated at a certain someone? Why is it that you can and I can't??? Why Why Why... damn sian now. ROAR. Just cos u're older doesn't mean u've the upper hand okay, bitch. Feeling so vexed.. the things you grumble at doesn't make sense at all because you do that all the time. U don't ask, so why should I? and I don't take your personal things... it's just a freaking footwear. Like you don't put on mine. U can rant, so can i. Why make things so difficult? Why am I even feeling vexed over such small matter? I just don't feel that I belong. Somehow... I need the beach, I need to K! Argh... I need time. Sometimes 24 hours is more than enough if you slack your day through... if you realise that you've many things to do, it's NEVER enough ):

I need to:

1) MUG
2) go to the beach and scream my lungs out... spend my day there. awesome

3) K!!! -- waiting and waiting... I need more time, 24 hours is NOT enough! ):

and the list goes on...

Sometimes I wonder what friends are for, and who are your true friends. Truth comes to light one day, u'll never be able to hide it. Just a random thought.

NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY I LOVE THE BEACH SO MUCH.

I didn't use to appreciate it as much as i do now....... it's just where peace comes in (:

mugger

WHAT TIME IS IT?
IT'S MUGGER TIME!


Really need to mug like I've never mugged before (which is so true). Lots of homework left!! I've no idea what I've been doing, though I started doing hol work early... but I've still got lots to complete!!! ROAR! I'M GOING TO TURN MYSELF INTO A MUGGER -- Hope it really happens. HAHA!

MUGGER TIME!!!

thank you!!

THANK YOU KIMBERLEY JOANNE!!!


This is one thing I decided to post after a whole night of thoughts. I AM REALLY GLAD AND FORTUNATE TO HAVE YOU AS MY ATTACHE FOR CAMPAIGNING. Thank you for speaking up against the rumours, thank you for believing in me. I am really glad that I got into council! :D I do not know how did those rumours surface, but you will not be disappointed. I gave in my all during campaigning, if I really did complain about council, I wouldn't have done so. I did not join council for my testimonial, but to give myself a challenge and make myself a better person.

Speaking of foul language outside class? yes. In class? not in my memory. So I've no idea how it got to you guys as feedback as well, but i'll be more cautious in future. I thank you guys for believing in me, and giving me this chance. I'll treasure it.

Okay, I really think too much... like what Dilip says. HAHA oops =x

council

IT'S A NEW START (:


I got into council :D Got comments that I scold vulgarities in class... not in my memory but I'll be more cautious in future. It's making me wonder... but maybe i should stop wondering. At least council took me in (:
Friends who didn't get in, cheer up! I'm bad with words... I don't know what I should say :/


Meeting Jiaxi l8r, I'll prob fall asleep soon before going out again. Lots of homework to complete!! I WILL COMPLETE THEM (:

OUT WITH BRAAAAA

OUT WITH BRAAAAA ^^
I'm so nice... I used green cos it's ur fav colour Braaaa!!!!!!

Headed to school for Econs lecture in the morning! :D I became "The annoying orange" cos i was all orange!!! Jacket orange, bag orange, hair tie orange. LOLL! Deborahhhh sms and called me in the midst of lecture O_O we met up!! ^^ Went to watch being human and walked around/camwhored. She posted pictures on fb alr! (:

Did 10 shots ^^

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10!

On my way back, something really annoying happened. Some Indian guy (not that i'm against Indians but what he did was really =.=) came up on the bus a few stops after I did and sat next to me. That is totally fine with me but what he did wasn't! First, he took up 1/4 of my seat. By the time i alighted the bus, I WAS THE ONE OCCUPYING 1/4 OF MY SEAT. He occupied 1/4 of my seat, so naturally I shifted inwards so that we wouldn't touch each other. Then he shifted inner and inner =.= WTS MAN! I had to bend forward and slant my body in order to refrain from bumping into each other. AND THE WORSE THING IS, HE FREAKING KNEW I DIDN'T HAVE SPACE! given that he turned to me everytime he woke up =.= the slightest bit I move, I'll bump into him. IT IS THAT BAD. ARGH. TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF.

Still coughing, and having headache on and off.. but I just had cookies! :D HAHAHA