results :/

GPA gonna suck.. sians

WHY?!

WHY?!

why is it always US, why?? I don't get it, really. Omg, I don't know what to feel know. Annoyed or what. All I know is I'm repelling. I AM. I don't know what has gotten into me, I don't know why I'm feeling and reacting this way... WTF.
Is it just me? or is it because it has always been me all the while that now, I'm so sick of it.

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K whatever, COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!!!!! Whooo!!! AND, Elton's classmate Benjamin is sponsoring me a ring that is gotten through event in maple! YAY! ^^ Okay, serious mood swings, maybe there's really a problem with me. Oh no (actually I'm not that high now, still quite annoyed). Maybe I should go vent my frustrations before I go mad O.o
Anyway I'm gonna sleep~ Having headache :(

IO!

HOLIDAY IS A DAY AWAY~

YAYAYAY!!! TOMORROW LAST PAPER! :D oh my! 4 papers as compared to JC, every paper 1.5 hrs, some JC papers go more than 2 hrs! :O

on a side note, I haven't started studying, should have started 0.5hrs ago as I said on fb, but what's this stupid web2.0 distraction that happens now :( stupid web2.0! you're good and bad you !)(^@(&@#_*! you give us entertainment (sometimes) but now you're distracting me from studying! :/ okay enough of this rubbish, I've gone crazy :O

Spend my whole morning+afternoon mapling.. what has maple done to me :( now I need to go study for CIS, 8.30am paper, means I've no time to prepare before that. HOPE I CAN WAKE UP IN TIME. *cross fingers* last paper last paper last paper!!! it actually felt like I've no paper tomorrow that's why I mapled :/ I actually didn't maple before exams, other than a few times but it wasn't really close to exam period :O

Okay byebye before I screw my paper tmr! AOQCC before you decide what you wanna believe (;
我去抱佛脚啦！

fuck?

What has it got to do with you? Your skin will drop off if I don't go is it? Use comp = not doing work is it? Then I don't know why the fuck I'm taking IT. I'm fucking vexed and annoyed... stop annoying me. Go there take how long, come back don't tell me you guys won't snatch the toilet with me. Even if you don't, need shower all that, then? Dry hair somemore. Then? You hope for more than 24hours in a day lah! Don't come and say "How can you not go? So bad" Fuck if it was you see if you'll say the same thing. What thing so bad, I want to be bad to myself then let me be lah. I'm sadist cannot is it. I've got common tests next week, you do for me is it? Fuck. I need to scream. I really don't know my feelings and I can't control them anymore. Fucked up. Who am I.

CTs next week

If I don't start studying, I'll probably flunk my CTs in the coming week :/

By the way I think I haven't updated on the ambassador's interview. Didn't go quite well as my Sec school classmate was there, so I kinda "chased" her out. And I think the rest of the interviewers were not very happy about it so throughout the interview I FELT like they were going against me.. unprofessional. Didn't bother to go see whether I got in or not. Lols

Okay on a random note, I was looking at Facebook photos of 11th SC last night, I miss those times!!! Though after I got in I sometimes complained about council, those fond memories are never forgotten. Maybe I drifted because of the lack of involvement, I didn't really have things to plan and stuff, or rather the only thing was investiture. Things are very different now that I'm in poly, very different.
I regret not working hard enough and promoting with you guys, I regret not being able to step down with you guys as a council! I haven't done enough to make those things happen. I don't know why, but I'm so attached...
You guys made my life great in PJ, and you guys are the ones that make me wanna visit PJ!

I'm no longer clear in what I want, I don't even know what I'm thinking nowadays. Oh my... Nothing much to blog about these days. Anyways, I bought a new jacket!!! It's damn cool, pink and purple. My GAY brother saw and went "ooi that's damn nice I want!" He's damn gay =.=
Okays I shall stop here, having lessons now but given break. Heh.