MARCUS LOO YOU'RE FUCKED UP!!!!

hard on me

No matter how much I let out, things will still be like that. _______, thanks for listening to whatever I said (: I managed to let go a bit. It sucks, really.

sick :(

SICK!!

Madness, started having slight headache after school on friday. Thought it was still quite okay, and given that I don't see doc. yea. lols. Woke up yesterday with headache and throat hurt like mad! Walk a few steps and have to stop cos feel like vomiting :/ sucks ttm. then still went over to darling's place cos alr say hao liao. yea. instead of bussing, since I wasn't feeling well, I cabbed :/ anyway cab fare was cheaper than usual. so okay luh. lols.

then darling took care of me!! hee (: thanks! :D don't :( alr!! i'm better. will be okay soon. had fever, 37.9. after sleeping dropped to 37.5 and after a while dropped to 37.0 till now. yupp, just hope it doesn't go back up. throat still hurts!!! sucks ttm. swallow saliva also pain. eye kinda hurts a bit as well. sucks to be sick man!! it's been a while since I was sick. why must it come at this time!!! worst cramps this time as well. why does this month suck so bad...

GET WELL SOON!

Stop falling sick darling!!! anyway, I've decided to change to tumblr, BUT!!! in the midst of signing up for a tumblr account, APPARENTLY THEIR SERVER IS FULL AND I CAN'T ENTER. what good service, they should totally improve on that. LOL! (:

tumblr seems cool

TUMBLR.

I feel like changing to tumblr. Should I should I?? Haha.. anyway, meeting darling later for buffet or some sort. Been meeting up a bit too much luh... but yea. HAHA.

Wild wild wet & escape

Went to wild wild wet and escape with darling today. It was supposed to be a happy day, but I spoilt it for him. Sorry, I'm exploding easily nowadays.


It's okay. Maybe I should learn to get back my previous temper where a volcano will just be forced to become extinct. No more.. Everything shall be kept in a safe box where no one else knows. So I'll just stop making people around me unhappy. Can someone invent some vanishing powder? Because it may just be useful for some people...

finally over

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!, for now...

whether or not I'll make it, leave it for later. let's just not spoil my alr very unstable mood now (:
I'm just gonna have fun all I can before I've to face the consequences :/

oh well, I'm not in the best of mood to blog, BYE!

pissed off

PISSED OFF

i'm losing my freedom because of shitty results that are being produced? now my sis is doing well studying something she's interested in, and i'm here "studying dead books". i don't know.... i'm vexed, frustrated... pissed off, whatever. totally in no mood. didn't continue studying chem, gonna fail tmr?

is being honest bad? i was just being honest and frustration came about. "你以为很好听啊？" retaining isn't something good, but... nvm what's said has been said. whatever harm has been done. it's not a reversable reaction. i'm handling something harder and tougher now, is it being fair to me? you think i'm not stressed? i didn't intend to come into a JC, but i did. I don't know... i think i no longer feel happiness. what fuck is this society doing to people?
i'm tired. i need to vent out everything...

haiz... screw life.
tired of everything.. seriously, I GIVE UP.

number 5

Mambo Number Five


Happy 5th month darling! ^^ Here's your long awaited blog post. Jiayou for promos!! 3 more papers left (: then we go on movie spree again okay? hee. the last movie we watched was ages ago! :D can't wait for thur after 11am! and and fri you sure champion again not? lols :P


my hiccup is finally gone!! I think I'm going to sleep soon. Good Night! (: