tests

math test coming this thursday.. haix.. i have a feeling work is starting to pile up already, and its not even halfway through the year!! i haven't been doing self-study lately honestly. :/ i still have like math worksheets to finish up.. this shall be a really short post. oh yes! talking about test, ms seow just gave us a compre test this morning.. and my brain was working so slowly lah!! i have no idea why either.. everything processed so slowly.. most probably because i'm too tired and i have no choice because i have to TRY to finish up my work! I TRY.. (LOL) so in the end, i didn't finish up the last few questions which i added up to 6 marks!! we didn't have to do summary though. seahorses are cool.. the male gets pregnant instead of the female. haha. yea.
i got to do work now though not really in the mood to actually even play.



mood at this very moment: stressed and tired :(

BAD DAY with BAD MOOD

argh!! today is such a bad day lah!! was like 'picked on' by math teacher cos i din complete my work (my fault lah). then had ss.. OH!! remember that questions ms tan gave?: "do you love yourself? why? why not?" and "where do you see yourselve in this world?/school? etc(can't rmb)" or "what do you think you can contribute to this society(i think)".. and then i got back my paper today.. and was told that i had to go for extra lessons.. which i don't know what for?! i seriously don't see how its even linked to ss.. =.=" (if it does.. maybe) argh i was even more moody after that. i was like staring into blank space in class after sch.. doing nothing = wasting my time. anyway.. when i came home i heard some bad stuff.. which so made my day worse!! argh :'( totally BAD day today.. H-A-T-E today!!!! 29th January 2008.. worse day of my life until now!!!!!



living in pitch darkness at this very moment.. thinking of what to do. will there be anyone around with me? what do i do?
To you: a moment of folly can cause a lifetime of regret.. think twice and think why. do not attempt to let yourself suffer because you regret. you are not speaking your mind.. the glue has not worn off and will not wear off, its too strong to.

RETARDED!! :P

We were doing notice board during CE today.. and there were glitter all over the floor!! and also US!! :O we were like pink and silver haha.. WE SPARKLE :P then more ppl had glitter after sch cos Wei Yee was glitter fighting with ppl.. LOL :D
Today was fun!!

OMG.. i went serene center with Wei Yee to eat mac flurry ice cream!! :D and then her mum came to buy some stuffs and some plants. and like the resturant nearby had this wierd smell soup.. then i saw this look-alike-dustbin thing from far.. then i thought the smell came from there and it was WIDE OPEN!! then i still so confidently told Wei Yee that the smell came from there. The smell was like omg SMELLY lah!! totally felt like vomiting.. =.=
Guess what?! Wei Yee told me.. that the barbeque thing lah!! then i was like :O.. so embarrassing!! and my voice wasn't THAT soft.

this was the barbeque pit that i mistook for a dustbin!! so embarrassing!! looks damn different from a dustbin lah!! :/

AHH!!!.. i have like TWO mosquito bites!! :( and they're on my FACE!!! :(
argh!

one should get the facts right before acting on something...

OMG lah!!! pissed.. but not anymore. SO ARGH!!!! =.=
got scolded during English lesson b'cos i din finish up my comprehension work that we were given.. and hello?! i wasn't the only one!!! but i HAD TO BE the ONLY ONE getting scolded ):< !!! its as if like i got a scolding on behalf of everyone else who didn't complete. and i KNOW that more than half the class did NOT complete the damn compre.. they were just copying the answers that damn ____ was saying!! and like i didn't cos i was thinking i copy in pencil under the questions first then i attempt the compre and do corrections!!! damn her bloody ass lah!! (sorry.. pissed!!!)
and the best thing was... after her lesson.. she asked me to clean the whiteboard and do it CHEERFULLY.. !(&#^!*(^!)$*^%@!)$~*#
how to? i was damn bloody yuan wang to be said as the ONLY ONE who didn't complete the damn compre lah!!! i admit i should have done it lah.. but i really forgot!!! b'cos i only remembered commonwealth essay.. which is like sooo =.= hate commonwealth essay. ARGH!!!!
and she said i'm now in her 'little black book' like whatever lah... not say i don't want do lor.. is i REALLY FORGOT lah!! if i don't do commonwealth.. also will get scolding.. ARGH!!! =.=


must my monday be so BLUE?!!! my monday has NEVER been so blue :(

ANGRY!!!

doing commonwealth essay.. running out of ideas... feeling super tired! :( can't think. i wanna sleep!!!!

argh! why is my aunt so... bu zi dong one?!!!! always come and sleep with me when i already say NO!! and i have a reason for saying NO. =.= so pissed lah!! can't stand it.. i'm boiling.. i see bubbles! ARGH!!!!!! i shall continue with my commonwealth essay...

i'm feeling SUPER BLUE!!!!

CLUMSY ME

haix.. during recess today, we were let out early. ONCE IN A LIFETIME (should be.. from this teacher :P) then me and Wei Yee were 'rushing' to the mee pok queue, cos it wasn't that long. i couldn't really run cos my muscles were aching. then suddenly, i tripped over Wei Yee and fell flat on the ground. i could see my inner flesh but no blood just YET. then when i reached the mee pok queue, i saw BLOOD. and i counted the total number of wounds i had = 6.
there was 1 each on both knees (somewhere around) but the one on the left is more serious. another on my little finger on my left again. and a few scratches on my left hand as well. another 2 wounds on my right hand, on under my middle finger and another on my right wrist.
and also because of that, Wei Yee started CRAPPING that i used a stapler to harm myself.. =.= (commit suicide =.= like i will.. i have learnt to cherish life ok!)
and want some disgusting pics? i don't think so.. i'll keep the pics for memorial.
oh yes! i can't remember how many times i've gotten similar wounds - i've had too many falls :P
though i'm like "prone" to all these, i still feel the PAIN.. but it wasn't that bad lah. hmm.. that proves something - I STILL HAVE FEELINGS!! :P


-SCHOOL-
hmm.. sch's been quite okay so far. i've gotten 1 demerit point already :( and i didn't wanna recgonise that demerit point ok! i was FORCED to! >:( .. that reminds me of another thing it adds to another point in my new year resolution.. NO DEMERITS!! (i just broke it :(.. never mind.. i'll get NO MORE!!)

Classes:
- i've got Math EVERYDAY!! be it A-Math or E-Math.. i'm really sorry to say this, but i don't think my Math teachers are up to the job :(
-OH!! one MIRICAL!! - i'm beginning to like lit! my teacher is so funny and can say till now quite nice =x hmm.. another thing.. i think she can teach :)
-As for Chinese, Wei Yee says ____ says she looks like big bird and today's lesson we have been visualising her with feathers and LAUGHING LIKE SOME MAD KIDS!! =x and Wei Yee was sketching. :P
-Geography: my teacher is the DM.. but she's nice (so far) hmm.. i can understand her quite well lah.. so i don't think it'll be as bad as _____ teaching me :P / =x
-Science: chem is fun! but there are alot of fomulaes to remember.. never mind, i'll try :D
etc... i can't state all my subjects here.. b'cos now i can't remember all my subjects =x i'm quite tired..

i'm gonna get to my commonwealth essay soon! i've got to hand it in by mon.. and i haven't started.. and my command of English is like =.= NOT GOOD! =x


*i will walk off slowly this time b'cos i'm injured :/ so i suppose you can still see me? :P

Planned is always ruined by my MUMMY!!! :(

i was supposed to go eat WAN TON MEE with Glynis today.. but then i forgot. Then Glynis was waiting for me after sch.. and didn't say anything thinking i'd remember, but i didn't. [sadly.. and like she reminded me!! :O so sorry Glynis!!] and anyway.. after waiting for a while, Glynis went " eh Olivia, can go alr not?".. i totally blurred out! i was like "huh? go where?" LOL =.= then Glynis was like " wan ton mee? ( or something like that.. can't really rmb)"... "OMG!! i forgot!!" < that was me, obviously. =.=
And guess what.. in the end i couldn't go b'cos my mum bought lunch for me and she didn't allow me to go :( i felt so bad lah! like wth.. i arranged with Glynis then in the end i can't go =.= SORRY!!! in the end Glynis went on her own cos her parents didn't buy lunch for her.. this made me feel worse!! its like.. i left her alone in the end lah.. tsk tsk to myself mans :(

Planned ruined... :( i'm still feeling damn bad.. not only to Glynis but to Joyce as well!! always made her wait when i went to eat wan ton mee with her... haix! what's with me mans.. rubber time..

Shall make the first and second point of my New Year resolutions:
1. Be Punctual!! = NO rubber time!!
2. Make sure mummy never gets my planned ruined =x
... more to come :)







Stay tuned to Channel O! :D
^ the result of boredom.. :P

<333 this song :D

i'm addicted to this song mans! 新家 :D its damn nice lah! sang by ah du. haha :P
oh yea.. and anyone who can dl this song send me? cos i have been trying since 6 plus and i still can't dl it *angry!*
i'm kinda bored now.. though i have tons of homework to do.. which i know i will be rushing through l8r. which means :/
shall write down the lyrics :D here it goes..

歌名：新家
歌手：阿杜

天堂的家什么样
是不是都长了翅膀
风暴降临带我们逃

我们用爱打造
原谅过往在拥抱希望
紧紧拥抱我们的新家
家是每个小孩的梦想
泪和汗水流过的胸膛
爱一块一块的砌上
装上门窗迎接阳光
家是每个心灵的天堂
伤痛了逃回的方向
爱一天一天的茁壮
家就是天堂

天堂的家什么样
是不是都长了翅膀
风暴降临带我们逃

我们用爱打造
原谅过往在拥抱希望
紧紧拥抱我们的新家
家是每个小孩的梦想
泪和汗水流过的胸膛
爱一块一块的砌上
装上门窗迎接阳光
家是每个心灵的天堂
伤痛了逃回的方向
爱一天一天的茁壮
家就是天堂

~FINALE~
家是每个小孩梦想
泪和汗水流过的胸膛
爱一块一块的砌上
装上门窗迎接阳光
家是每个心灵的天堂
伤痛了逃回的方向
爱一天一天的茁壮
家就是天堂


Love this song loads! :D <333333333333


p.s: send me the song if you have! thnx ALOT!!! :)

NATT!!!!!

Nat Diong is leaving for another country this coming thur! and we still haven't met up for SOOOOOO long! and she's not exactly free nowadays :( AWW!!!! and i don't know when she'll be back mans :(
hope she's back every holiday.. then we can meet up. We are still deciding on if we can go out any day within this 3 days. and i've been so nice (ego) i told her i'll fit in to her choice of day and time.. since she's SOOO BUSY!!! :(

AHHH!!! Nat!!! i'll miss you even more.. now that we can't just meet up when we're free, because you're somewhere else! Come stay with me? so you don't have to go? but i understand.. :) come back often!! and i hope your dad will be posted back here very very very absolutely soon!!!

-why-

heys peeps.. i have changed my blog to private for certain reasons.
really apologize for the trouble and thnx for understanding :)

~Random~

LOL!!! guess what.. i woke up at 7am today because i thought i had school.. and i was like :O till i realised that today is a saturday. =.=

OH!!! my sis came back from taiwan yesterday night!, or in fact, earlier this morning.. and she got me this COW SHIRT which is really cute!! So happy! :D its long sleeved, and oh i just realised.. there is this interesting quote that matches my class motto!! so cool.. it sorts of explains my class motto :D [don't need to think to tell Mrs Logan :P]

Gonna meet Joyce l8r for wan ton mee :)







so tataz for now! gonna catch more sleep :P
*i'm in this background.. can't see me eh? i used black paint :P

True friends?

Sometimes its not easy to tell whether one is hanging out with true friends or not. I just heard something from someone that this particular person, ___ ___ ___, asked why this someone is hanging out with me, i'm so fat. Although i know i'm fat lah.. but is this really the way to define friends? I don't really treat her as a friend though.. and now i don't know if i should trust what this someone had said to me. She told me she don't like this particular person, but she's still talking to her. I'm not saying that just because you don't like this person, you can't talk to her. But come on.. i find something wrong going on here. I don't know how to explain this.

This only tells me that TRUE FRIENDS ARE NOT EASY TO GET, cherish one that comes by. I don't know how it works for you people out there, but when i think i have enough faith in a person to keep my secrets, i won't hold back sharing my feelings with this person. I have found one.. i believe she can be trusted. We consult in each other with our feelings, though we just came together not long back. ( I'm sure you know who you are, thnx for letting me have all these trust in you :D) Though i believe i still won't have correct judgement in my friends, i DO believe that this friend is one of a kind.. THANK YOU!! :)

I will really cherish this friendship.. not letting it fade away. As time goes by, i hope that people will cherish and not treat friendship like a ball.. when you like it, you keep it like GOLD. When the ball gets old, you just leave it aside :(
As for people who are like that, i hope u will re-evaluate your definition of friendship.

Though i don't really treat you as a friend, it has affected my feelings.. as well all do have feelings, we are bound to be affected by words said by others. I know myself better than you do, i don't need people to remind me how i present myself. I think you're not any better, but i don't go to the extend of hurting other peoples' feelings. (i do not mean anything, i'm just stating my feelings) I hope you will think.. how will you react if people said that about you? No one is perfect, everyone has their week points, but i don't hope that this would be the week point of anyone, judging any friends by their size? weight?
I don't think this is any example of TRUE FRIENDS.

Initially i thought u were fine, but this has made me think twice. What you say always reflects on how people will think of you. I DON'T DENY that i have said hurtful things before. I have realised my mistake, and i hope you will.

On the whole, just trying to say, things one do/say affects the people around you. Think twice before you do/say something of others. Think of how you will feel if people said the same thing to you. Then only decide if you should say it. And i still believe that TRUE FRIENDS won't do such things. And i hope i'm not wrong.
I am happy that this someone told me about this, it will allow me to know how this particular person thinks of me, and change my opinion of her.

:)

Good Morning! i'm editing my ppt slides at the same time. hmm.. i ate the chocolate waffles today!! feel like eating wan ton mee :D/=.=.. LOL
anyways.. here to post a SHORT post.

mother just came in to nag at me.. =.= say i was late for sch today alr.. and my younger bro even l8r cos his sch is further =.= fine! everything my fault.. then i woke him up early don't say anything..

and oh yes.. my forehead still hurts frm that bang on the stupid wall! :(

i gtg now! Good Night/Morning! :)




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you're not supposed to be able to see me, i used vanish power O2!!

Waffles!!!! :D

whoooot!!! i met up with Joyce today @ heeren and she made waffles for me again!! the other time was raisin. This time even more!!! thnx LOADS!!! and a MILLION!!!
This time she made me chocolate with coloured rice toppings (you know those kind.. smth like donut the colourful one but this is waffle!), seaweed, cheese and raisin!! YUMMY!!! i haven't eaten them yet.. i WILL, DEFINITELY!! :D They look too nice that i can't bear to eat them.. watch these and you'll know why
~wandered off to look for pics~


Cheese :)


Raisin ;)


~Seaweed~


Chocolate!!! ^_^

don't they look just so tasty? i have more.. watch O_O


Drool!!!


Drool further :P *evil laugh*

and oh yes.. greatest apologies to Joyce!! couldn't accompany you further for your wan ton b'cos i had to leave for home :( i'll treat you another day!!
waffles are waiting.. i'll eat ONE tomorrow. :D and share!! share the great food :) i'm nice but evil :P

be back again!
*poof*
you don't see me do you? O_o

Some stuffs...

why are some people just so ARGH!! why can't they keep promises? why can't they keep things to themselves? listening to what _______ has to say alr makes me pissed off. Here we are trying to make you feel better and there you are spilling the beans out. I seriously don't think this is right. If i'm giving too big a reaction, i'm sorry but then again.. this makes people lose trust in you. This happens everywhere and i think these people don't treasure what they have until they lose it. U'll regret it one day when you get the taste of your own medicine. I don't know if u're doing this for (some reason)but still, this shouldn't be the way.


Empty promises = lost in trust


And to ____,____ i suggest u not to cling on to stuffs that won't head ashore in this current situation. Some might know who i'm talking about. (pls don't say, i don't want any trouble) I don't see the reason u are clinging on but then again.. you can if you want, we don't have a say in whatever you want to do. I hope you will let go.


... Let Go :)












p.s: these are just some of my own opinions of some stuffs i'm looking @..

OUCH!!!

this is super ridiculous.. b4 ss class started today, ms tan let us have a short break. so i went to drink frm the water cooler as i didn't bring my bottle. and guess what.. after i drank, i turned around and knocked my head onto the wall. and i nvr did rmb a extended wall there when i went over. guess i was too tired.. LOL!! this is what happens. and it still hurts ok!! :( and like i bumped my forehead!!

oh yes.. ms tan made us write "do you love yourself? why? why not?" and "where do you see yourselve in this world?/school? etc(can't rmb)" or "what do you think you can contribute to this society(i think)" and i was like?!!! how to answer this kind of questions.. LOL!!! she said she was FORCING us to THINK.
Anyway.. i was telling myself i love myself because i'm myself! haha.. lame right. and like.. i thought i see myself in the mirror and i can contribute carbon dioxide man! i'm utterly lame here.. but like i was FORCED to think after i bumped my head onto the damn wall?!! ms tan picked a few of us for 'extra lessons' cos we didn't write much... =.= i'm like ?!! i don't really like expressing myself you know.. although i have my own thinkings.. that's how i am..

workload is seriously coming, i can sense it :O its like.. BUSY days are coming soon.. no more delaying of work if not it'll DEFINITELY be worse. i felt like blogging ytd but then again, i had to finish up my lit presentation.. so i didn't blog in the end. and i felt like blogging @ like arnd 1am this morning?! i was still working on my lit presentation.. haha!! ended up with 15 slides.. gonna improvise on it. this yr and nxt yr cannot play play :/ very impt!!

Another thing! Joyce made me waffles yesterday!! and i SO REGRET not keeping it for today b'cos i'm craving for somemore.. it so rocks ok!! its like SUPER NICE!!! yummy!! Joyce i wanna order 10!!! haha!!!.. i asked her alr, she say not for sale leh :( but she can make for me when we meet again :D.. haha!! i didn't take pic of it leh.. nxt time she make for me i take and show u guys!! make u DROOL!!! i think you are alr drooling now :P

okays! so long for now.. i gotta do my work.. if not it will pile up ;)
i was supposed to meet Joyce just now but i fell asleep and decided not to go cos i still have work to do. sorry Joyce!! and talking about this.. i feel so bad. everytime i meet Joyce i will be late :( paiseh. i will be early the nxt time.. provided i don't get held back by my mum AGAIN.. she always holds me back for don't know what reason. okok.. really got to go now!! i will see if i come back tmr :)








p.s: deepest condolences to MC King and family :(

OMG!!!!

omg.. this is bad.. i just read that MC King(his nick), the actor from mediacorp passed away today. and its out of a sudden. he's still in the midst of filming. people suspects its heart attack but the reason is undefined.
he's such a nice and funny guy. this is really sad :(

BIRTHDAYS!!

Today is 3rd January 2008 and I would like to wish my parents and my younger brother a Happy Birthday!! Its really cool to have 3 family members having the same birthday. May all be smooth sailing and Lady luck strikes up! I'll be wishing them personally, that's all for now. So long!


Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PARENTS and Marcus [my younger brother] ;)

Met Elvin @ RG

I'm so happy today! I was gonna meet Joyce @ MCS and we planned to go have wan ton mee for dinner! LOL.. wan ton mee addicts :p
We saw Elvin coming out frm RG and he stopped for us. SWEET^^
[in case anyone don't know what RG is.. radio gate]
_____1)was in a dampened spirit, and_____(2)felt dampened too,so did I. :(
I have mostly recovered by now. :)
The sentence quoted from xiaogu[cheng li ping's role in huang jin lu aka golden path]: "笑也过一天，哭也过一天，为什么不开开心心地过每一天?"
I find this sentence really meaningful.. why not live life happily when you can? This is really hard to do as humans have feelings, we are bound to be unhappy at times, but do recover as quickly as possible! Some people say, every one time you laugh, it lengthens your life by 30 sec. Don't look down on this 30 sec, you can do many things with it. Live everyday happily! It helps cheer up your dull times :) trust me.. i have times when i'm down too and the memories will come back from time to time. We just have to learn to let go as soon as possible. Cry it all out if need be ;)


I really hope to see happy faces from____(1) and _____(2) once again!
p.s:_____(2) you cheered me up when i was down the other time, this time its my turn. I hope i'll succeed :) [allow me to :P]
_____(1) I really hope u'll cheer up, things WILL get better. There'll be a solution to it, don't be affected by these.
Nothing is impossible. the word 'impossible' itself says i'm possible. :)[quoted from one of my school teachers]


CHEER UP PEEPS!!! It's only the second day of 2008!! :D

2008 Countdown

I went to countdown @ vivo together with the other elves yesterday.
We had fun and Celest managed to take REALLY CLOSE UP pix of Elvin!! :D It was really nice!! close up with his blink blink costume!! :D
Shall not elaborate further, will be sharing pix that i took!

Today is the starting of 2008, may all be smooth sailing for everyone and Happy 2008! :)

Now for the pictures.. Elvin,Nat and Daren Tan
Elvin,Nat


Me and J'S


Jo Yee,Me


Oh ya!! We saw some disgusting ppl


:/...


...and inconsiderate ppl >:(