post exam

EXAMS PLEASE END

i can't wait for post-exam activities man!!! PLAY LIKE MAD before torture starts again. HOPEFULLY i can be promoted *cross fingers* of course crossing fingers doesn't work. but then again, i'm absorbing faster now. i just need to dedicate my time to my studies. for this period of time. 2 weeks!! or less, very short. i hope i can clear, i really hope so. pass with you!!! (:

although it really seems interesting, and i really want the feeling of my taiwan trip back, i won't go. ouch.

anyway, other than all that shits!!! I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO AFTER EXAMS.
there's quite a cool enrichment, SAND ART!!! WHOOO!!! haha finally get to get in touch with it!!! (: provided i get my choice? heh. i hope i do get it!!! not sure if it's the same one as i'm aiming for, but in any case it should be similar. if i don't get into that, then i'll be somewhere going one of the hip hops bah. and and, i wanna go to the beach again!!! the breeze, the peace (other than the noise pollution). or like, universal studios!! [which i promised to go with you, after promos okay!] and like, shopping/window shopping?? hahah any one of which is fine!!! :D just let me have a breather. and and, most importantly the factor of exercise!!! badminton is fine. it's been a while since i've played it. netball/badminton for IHG, i can only go for one and netball it is. HAHA (:
yay yay!!! i'm looking forward to end of promos. LIKE SUPER LOOKING FORWARD!!!!

this post is going to be bloody long.. cos i suddenly feel like blogging. HAHA! i've been slacking luh, i shouldn't be blogging but studying :/ oops. okay going to soon... like SOON! it's been 4 months, ups and downs. feeling lost, getting back. a range of feelings. heh. oh wells, i guess it's just this way.. recently it's been worse? stress cos of promos? things will get better. de-stress whichever way!! just don't let one day go to waste alright? (:
Elton Sim Cheng Hui! HEH. you said my blog post isn't about you, it will be soon!! like one whole post. I haven't had the mood to blog, you know why. random note: Mdm Chan is super kaypo :/ oops!! hahahaha. anyway, I LOVE YOU! :D

does my blog post finally look bright and colourful?

bleeding inside

it struck me finally. those words hit hard... very hard.

why're you so fucked up?

BITCH

why the fuck are you freaking like that? does it make a difference if I go out with someone else? you don't even know what's happening right. freaking fucked up. you can go out all day till dawn and I don't even do that but you complain I'm going out everyday. I'M FUCKING STUDYING. what're you doing? your fucking leisure activities till after 3am and u're still not home. fucking hell, do you fucking know what you're doing? must you just shout at me when u're fucking unhappy with something and haven't even gotten the facts right? what's your fucking problem? u do whatever you want and want NO ONE to fucking control you... then why must you fucking spoil my mood and shout and me for whatever fucking reasons you have?! I have my promo papers coming up.. maybe you should just fucking shut up before I've no fucking mood to study and screw my papers up. When I don't get promoted, you'll have your fucking reasons to put the blame on something I know YOU WILL. so fucking hell, stop your fucking annoying actions. I've enough of your shit, and some others have had enough too. u're just plain annoying, learn to control how you speak before you get your fucking facts right. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

sorry for the super vulgar post... just freaking pissed off.

HAIZ

Seriously Hate Exams. ZZZ

I don't treat you like an idiot.. I never did... haiz.