Thursday, April 30, 2009

misses

I MISS YOU.
I REALLY DO.
WILL . YOU . LET . ME . SEE . YOU . AGAIN...
SOON?


ahhh!! school will always be bad whenever i hear *** HAHA! whatever luh.. labour day tmr! not = rest, but = LABOUR :( study study study.. is all i hear from now. sigh. why is life just ??? so... practical. sad isn't it? AGREE WITH ME :) hah [since someone says i dictate what people should say to me]

wheee!! i haven't told my mum but i've decided not to go for study camp [i know my home phone will start ringing non-stop for some particular reason, but i don't care.. if i think i won't be able to study under that environment, i won't].. because, i doubt i'll be able to study in THAT ENVIRONMENT =.= i'd prefer to study on my own.. plus, i'm having a crash course in June! which will leave me no time for stupid study camp, which i don't think will be of much help. so... no study camp! self-discipline it shall be. i'll try my best :) KAY FUN LET'S WORK TOGETHER. YOU RAWK! :D okays.. i just felt like posting something and now i'm done.. i'll upload 26th April's photos SOON okays!!! SRRY!! :/

the day i see you again will be the day my heart truly smile again

Monday, April 27, 2009

FUCKED UP SCHOOL LIFE

THINGS SHALL JUST BE KEPT TO MYSELF :)



SCHOOL SERIOUSLY SUCKS LIKE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN ALREADY. OKAY, FROM NOW ON, I'M NOT GOING TO COMMENT ON WHATEVER YOU SAY. OPINIONS WILL BE KEPT TO MYSELF. PERIOD. NOTHING MORE TO SAY.. WHATEVER SAID WILL BE WRONG ANYWAY.

CA1 nvr pass criteria and you give us the idea of "retaining sec 3". if you don't mean that way, then why after talking to my mum.. she sms me to say that if i don't do well i've to retain sec 3? even my mum interprets this way.. so she's wrong?! there's really nothing more to say.. just voicing out my opinions and such a huge reaction that i'm rude, i'm not facing reality blablabla. yea if i'm not facing reality, i won't be panicking for O levels NOW =.= you don't always have to show ppl how hardworking you are right? wtf. who doesn't want to do well? u right.. i'm sure. irritating luh.. just saying you shouldn't us to think of retaining and be more encouraging right? you don't have to be nice to encourage. you can be harsh while encouraging too you know! i don't dictate what ppl has to say to me.. i'm not in the position to, i don't see what makes you think so. and other ppl doesn't say anything about it doesn't mean i have to keep quiet like them.. though i thought i should have. so you can think u're always right blablabla. i'm sure u're not doing this for the benefit from the school, but i'm sure from most peoples' perspective, you are. CA1 not doing well, didn't clear straight in sec 3, means you think of retaining. not even asking us to aim for O levels or even prelims. just say, oh if you don't do well blablabla retain =.= so that's very nice? ppl will be encouraged or discouraged? u think twice. ppl will study harder or give up? think twice again. whatever u say, i've to agree.. if not i'm wrong. yea ok.. then there's no point asking questions right? say i won't voice out my opinions anymore, nonono it's not the attitude. THEN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO? u think this game very fun isit? STANDING ALL ALONE ALL THESE WHILE, NOT BOTHERING MY PARENTS WITH LITTLE THINGS. HOW MUCH LONGER CAN A PERSON TOLERATE.. my tone was harsh, yes. i did apologise didn't i? so that wasn't enough? expect me to kneel down right? not even in ur dreams.. i'm not so low down to that extent. 37 points.. where to go.. i know it can bring me nowhere. so will think of slacking? you? some retarded question. "do you want to do well for Os?" DUH who doesn't. "what does good grades mean?" 7,8 points? "so how far are you from your aim" encouraging or discouraging? asking me to work on or give up since i'm -not up to caliba- i think i was kinda rude, but i did realise it in the end and apologise right? when one person is irritated, since when they'll speak in the right tone. speak for yourself, you won't be speaking in the right tone too. i don't mind the harshness, what haven't i heard before? but hello.. harsh in an encouraging way or harsh to ask us to give up. uh whatever.

whatever i say = wrong.
whatever i interpret = wrong.
I SHALL JUST LEARN TO KEEP EVERYTHING TO MYSELF SO THAT ONE DAY I CAN JOIN IMH :)

ISN'T THERE ALWAYS A LIMIT TO A PERSON'S TOLERANCE?

If you're misunderstood, it's your fault.
If i'm misunderstood, it's my fault.
So we're both at fault.. why does everything seem to be MY fault? =.=

Thursday, April 23, 2009

overdue stuffs.. hahaha

LIFE IS SHORT WITH UNFULFILLED DREAMS...

LIFE IS LONG WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A DREAM...

Okays.. so this is going to be a long and wordy, but also full of pictures post. HAHA! I shall blog about many many things.
First, I just realised I have many pictures in my camera that i did not upload! cos i was lazy to :P so now, i owe many ppl many pictures.. lols. First picture taken with my camera was with Kailin :)




Met Michelle on 22nd FEB. LOL! This year i'm meeting them quite alot eh, i just realised most of my pictures taken are with Michelle and Shermaine! :) haha. Anw, i met them again on the 25th & 28th Feb (to celebrate their birthday), and again on 9th & 19th April! hahahah.. maybe we've met more, just that we didn't take pics so i don't remember! :/ yea went to sing, watch movie and stuff. Going out with them is fun! cos i get to disturb Shermaine :P


*there are lots more pics but.. i cant seem to upload them. facebook :)

Personal Mastery Workshop
Had personal mastery workshop on 26th and 27th Feb rmb.. i'm going to post pics up only. heh. oh yea, i saw Ken @ Bugis on Sunday.. lols.



SPORTS DAY!
i was so crazy ! lols practically went crazy throughout.. can ask Gloria. Think i posted on sports day before so i shall not be so long-winded. Pictures!!

I'm having NAPFA 2.4km run tmr! First lesson of the day!! :/ and I'm still aching from the 5 items :/ too unfit! i needa exercise!! heh. Kailin is going gymming with me! cos she's so skinny alr but she wants to lose her tummy.. which i don't see at all =.= she's mad.. agree with me :)

Saturday, April 18, 2009

broke down :/

DO . YOU . KNOW . HOW . MUCH .
I . HATE . YOU .

School SUCKED yesterday.. so embarrassing, shall not think about it anymore. but then again, i can't get over it. what do you expect me to say? you already expect that answer so what more do i have to say.. argh =.= whatever luh huh. make me out to be the worse.. pick on me EVERY lesson. i still don't see the point in telling the whole class where i went after school. it's none of your business. rude, a little. but i was just so irritated ok? =.= i was signing YOUR marksheet.. fine, i've signed it alr right.. don't ask me to sign ur freaking stupid mark sheets. THERE IS SUCH A THING AS DO AND LISTEN AT THE SAME TIME. JUST LIKE HOW WE COPY NOTES AND LISTEN AT THE SAME TIME. WTH?! ARGH.
i seriously do not wish to see you again, but do i have a choice? :(

Thank You Miss Tan

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

haha!! haven't posted since last thur.. anw, had both english and chinese oral today. it's for prelims :/ i kinda screwed english oral up. chinese oral, hmm.. 躯 yes it's qu!~~ i guessed it correctly!! :) but it's not going to help my english oral marks =.= argh!! screwed CA1.. oh wells, O levels is all that matter right? I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT! :D shall end of here.. oh yea! sports day pics are not uploaded yet, lazy yo. heh :P byebye!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

lols

haven't been posting. Oh wells, no mood bah :/ sigh.. this weeks finally not so bad. SS test on tuesday that's it! well, for my class chem girls :)

SCHOOL SUCKS!! :( so presurizing.. which only makes me feel like stop working and rest and relax all i can. ok fine, just an excuse. what choice do i have right? :( OH YA!! i went into the General Office (GO) to handup my edusave form yesterday, then LAN came in and Lyn greeted her.. then she saw me she went like "what are you doing here?" with the "what's ur problem" look =.= OMG SO SICKENING!! which P does that?! mine.. she smiled at Lyn somemore.. wtf?! i didn't even do anything to her pls. so pissing. anw, that pissed me frm that point of time till now. LOL!

Sports day today was just so BORING. yea BORING. nth much to do.. as usual, stay there and picnic. uh =.= yea grow fatter.. and i'm going to the movies l8r. okays.. gtg off soon to complete math homework (HAHA!! subj michelle hates most)
TOMORROW IS A HOLIDAY! i shall be happy for once? or shall i say i shall try to hold my happiness :)