bad mood?

sigh.. i've been so moody lately, wth! not like i want right.. ZzZ
just that, i don't even know my bloody feelings now luh huh... wth! i'm suppose to be studying yet i'm not absorbing anything. how's this going to work out man!!!! I'M SO PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF!!! >:( wth.. geog test tmr, going to re-study 4 chapters cos i don't rmb anything =.= and what's the time now?! 21:38pm.. how am i going to finish 4 chapters. and it's AFTER BREAK. but, it seems like i've no break cause there's chem test on fri. wth?! O levels suck like mad luh.. i really don't feel like doing anything but i don't have a choice. sigh...

disappointed

I'M SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT :(

hate my mood these few days

Oh man.. have been so moody. sucks totally!! Had math test today and i screwed the last part up cos i thought what was right was wrong.. so what i could have drawn wasn't drawn in. DAMN! have chem SPA practical day after tmr, followed by e-lit on mon then geog on tue (4 chapters to study =.=) then chem on fri. wtf!!!! my time is so bloody packed can.. bloody hell. school sucks, the teachers suck even more. my school teachers are wth crappy i swear! damn them... fine luh, to you, i may not be putting in enough effort. but if all 7 subjects teachers want me to put in the same amount of effort for every single subject, i'll probably be dead by now. there's a limit to a person's patience and tolerance of one thing. if you can flare up, so can we.. so don't push us to a corner. there's a reason for everything, i don't like to speak up, can? it's my character.. what's wrong with not talking in class.. i don't bloody get it. don't talk, you guys complain we don't respond. talk too much, you guys complain we're too noisy. can you guys please not be so demanding?! fuck.

SO WHAT IF THE SY GIRLS CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER THAN US?! EACH AND EVERY PERSON IS DIFFERENT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.. THEIR BRAINS CAN REMEMBER STUFF BETTER THAN US, HAPPY? 讀死書是沒有用的。書是死的，人是活的。 you guys might have had a hard time while you were studying, but what you guys studied were much easier as well. and now, while setting the papers, don't you guys have ur formula sheets with you?! don't you guys have your "txtbk" with all the contents inside while coming up with the answer scheme?! wtf.. have some understanding will you, we're not machinese nor robots, we're HUMANS just like you are. or maybe u guys are not.. being able to come up with such ridiculous questions. you guys are adults, gone through much.. have we? NO =.= bloody hell.. i need to vent out man. dammit.

think i'm not hurt?

sometimes we need to think about what we have to say.. if we give out our point of views, we might be at the losing end. perhaps it's better to keep quiet and go with the flow. but is that what we really want? sometimes people don't wish to have the negative points of a certain thing to be pointed out.. but sometimes these have to be pointed out in order to have improvements. yes, we might sound as if we're against it.. but if you want us to be able to accept and understand your point of view, we hope that you will do the same to our point of view. it does not always mean that when a certain person stands out to speak, everything will be settled. it's not easy to say or do anything.. once a promise is made, you have to bring it out and it won't be easy. don't always think as though someone is going against you when nobody is. you can say that you're hurt.. so by saying those stuff and adding on a certain person says more stuff.. you think we won't be hurt? of course we'll be. but then.. i'm quite certain things won't end here, when things get out of hand, only then one will regret. that's when things aren't carried out the correct way.. i'm quite disappointed in u. there's nothing i can say.

儅一個人清醒的時候，也許已經太遲了。。。

march hols

WHEEEE!!! LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY! HAPPY & sad :/
HAPPY BECAUSE IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL DUH! :D but sad cos our movie marathon was cancelled thanks to _____ =.= so irritating! URGH

anyway, i must say lessons today was kinda fun cos all the teachers (at least most of) were looking forward to the end of the day. chem lesson wasn't really a lesson today. LOL! so rare yea.. i know ^^ Mrs Logan went through QA then halfway or like 3/4 of the lesson Yenhua said something to Shuwen so as usual, Logan commented and went on with multiple stories. THEY WERE SO FREAKING FUNNY!!! THE BOY ROLLING AND JUST SO HAPPEN REACH THE START OF THE STAIRS :O he could have died or injured himself :/ because why, the teacher threw him out of class cos he was saying all the curse words and the teacher was a muslim and couldn't stand it. hahahahha.. and the funny thing was, the boy told his mother about it but his mother went "GOOD! ASK YOUR TEACHER TO DO SOMEMORE" damn hilarious i tell you!

then during geog Ms Goh didn't really irritate me except for the part that she kept wanting me to stay back and complete her homework.. but since like the whole class didn't have it, we could hand up on mon during remedial :)

after school supposed to have ss remedial cos Ms Tan wanted to return our test papers but... MS TAN HAS YET TO RETURN OUR SS TEST PAPERS cos SHE HASN'T FINISH MARKING and SHE SAID SHE WILL DURING REMEDIAL SLOT TODAY! she said she's proven a liar.. the whole class heard it! :P SO... in the end we didn't have remedial. LOL :D and and.. it was so funny cos Yenhua tried to run away but Ms Tan was coming in her direction. HAHA!!

Had peer mentoring after that.. oh my the scholars discuss funny stuffs that made me laugh so much. butbut, it was kinda fun.. and i realise.. scholars DO have a life afterall. they actually have idols! :O i found that out today.. heh.

now i have like 3-4 sets of work due on mon. hehe.. oops! :P

quiz from Naomi!

Tagged by NAOMI to do this quiz.

1.What is your full name?
Olivia Celine Loo Yun Jing

2.Do u like your name?
duh! it's MY name?

3.How long do you like the person u currently like?
erm.. as long as i lived

4.Have you kissed anyone before?
YEA DUH! :D

5.Did you cry today?
nope.. for no reason? mad

6.What were you doing at 8am this morning?
having PE

7.What were you doing an hour ago?
Watching TV and on the net :/

8.What are you currently doing now?
this quiz? ain't it obvious?

9.Who last texted you?
erm... Gao Bin

10.Have you told someone I love you today?
YEA! :D

11.Are you missing anyone now?
DUH! i miss people EVERYDAY :(

12.Any plans for tomorrow?
study?

13.What was the reason the last time u cried?
touched? regrets? into deeper thinking?

14.Any one you want to be with right now?
YES

15.Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with 's'?
YES :D

16.Name anyone who made you smile today.
OLIVIA :)

17.Name someone whos name starts with 'z'.
Zeshan!

18.Which friend of yours stay near you?
My red friend

19.Do you prefer to call or text?
depends on the info i'm going to deliver

20.Do you prefer today or yesterday?
i prefer days where i don't have to study (impossible)

21.Can you live a day without hp or television?
erm.. no

22.Are you mad at anything now?
maybe.. i don't know

23.Do you think relationship is worth it?
it all depends on each relationship..

24.Who is the last person you visited in hospital?
Dad's fren who gave birth to a really cute baby?

25.Who gave you the last and second hug?
last hug = my mum
second hug = how am i suppose to remember?! it should have been way back when i was a baby right? how would i know.. silly question

26.What is the last message in your hp says?
erm.. regarding peer mentoring. lols

27.Do you hate anyone?
i guess not hate but just don't wish to have interaction with :/

28.Who was the last person you called?
returning a miss call from pet lovers

Tag 5 people to do this quiz.
1. Kaileng
2. Zeshan
3. Lyn Tan
4. Khoo Kailin
5. Jo Yee

haha i look so fierce! :/

i'm OBESE!!! :'(

天灰

OMG!!! I just received this letter today to say that i'm _____ :( I'M FREAKING SAD!!!! I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT (ok this makes the blank look obvious but i don't care luh) AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Friday after school went to dad's salon and washed my hair again cos i was too lazy to do it myself :P after that went to god bro's resturant opening! the food there is nice ok :D one day see if i can organise some stuff there. hehe. then after that went to Nat. C's house to do geog project.. so funny! halfway through somewhere at 4am we SOS-ed Ms Goh! LOL! we finished like 1/2 of the project. oh speaking about geog, during geog today Ms Goh did the usual chasing of work again.. HAHA! butbut.. she won't let us bring home our work to do! ARGH. and we had to re-arrange our files today cos it wasn't what she wanted. and like, i filed it ACCORDINGLY and because she wanted the summarised copy of Green Revolution and Blue Revolution infront of the whole set of BR & GR notes, she made a fuss out of it =.= ok that got me so irritated cos it was only ONE piece! which doesn't make that much of a difference even if it was left behind the BR notes. MS GOH WANTS ME TO STAY BACK DURING RECESS TO DO MY GEOG TMR.. wth?! but it'll help me lose weight cos i won't get the chance to eat :) actually i will.. she allow us to eat in class =.=

went to swim at Michelle's house on sat! :) but didn't swim alot this time round.. the water was too cold! we went after the rain stopped so yea. then she came over to my house after that and after she went home, something happened :/ O_o Sunday = guilty. cos i didn't really study for SS test and SS was FIRST period today :O damn.. but i think i can borderline pass if Ms Tan is lenien? I hope she'll be :)

Monday is the worst of the 5 days as usual, all 7 subjects. man.. got back chinese test today.. KANASAI! did so badly :( then during geog Ms Goh kinda irritated the whole class with small things that she pick at. LOL! chem was fine.. maybe cos i wasn't totally focused. heh :/ chem spa test first week of term 2.. sigh. AHHHH ok i shall not blabber on.. i got to do work which i'll do like don't know how long l8r so i got to stop blogging now. haha!

enrichment + kaileng's 21st! :)

Enrichment Week

Had some "personal mastery" aka superteens workshop on thur and fri. It benefits quite a bit i guess... something happened on the first day, the wrong approach was used to some ppl. cos some girls still can't "accept" which was what we were supposed to do, so that we can move on. oh whatever, it's over it's over :)

Second day was quite cool.. at the end we were taught to sleep, but it kinda didn't work. LOL! cos everyone was laughing :P anyway, this programme was quite fruitful in one way or another. well, at least to me :)

Friday! went for Kaileng's 21st celebration at club sake.
Just received the pictures from Ryan yesterday but i was too tired.. so i'm blogging now! :)
I shall let the pictures do the talking.. as the saying goes " a picture speaks a thousand words" so... :)

Present from _____ (annonymous)

my day yesterday will be in the next post~