Saturday, May 29, 2010

the rose

LTC Camp starts tmr... need to report at 7am. Breaking camp on tue afternoon (:
Updating a bit then gonna sleep. June hols started!! Mid yrs started too!! GP paper on thur.. H1 paper coming up on the last day of holidays and when term starts I'll have to sit for the rest of the papers. 1st week of holidays alr packed, then gonna study for mid yrs! Can't screw this shit.

Had party last night, things were fine I guess? Curious (Kaypo) kids... L.O.L speechless.
I'll miss you. Don't be sad alr alright??
Don't wanna worry, cheer up kay :(

The rose -- Westlife
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns, the tender reed

Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves, your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need

I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never, learns to dance

It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never, takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot, seem to give

And the soul, afraid of dying
That never, learns to live

When the night, has been too lonely
And the road, has been too long
And you think, that love is only
For the lucky, and the strong

Just remember, in the winter
Far beneath, the bitter snow
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love
In the spring
Becomes the rose

Thursday, May 20, 2010

privacy

ANNOYED

Why is there no privacy instilled in this freaking household... don't you guys even understand that each individual needs their own space? what the hell is wrong with you!!!!!! i'm so freaking pissed off right now. don't you understand it is MY message? must you freaking read it? f-ed up. you wanna be so paranoid u go be paranoid towards the other siblings.. must you target me? ARGH!


SUPER PISSED OFF.
stupid... made it so obvious that the msg was read... when i didn't even read it? give them basic respect but my phone is nvr safe... what the shit is this?!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

i'm back!

BACK!

It's been very long since I last updated... more towards "don't know what to blog" than "no time to blog". LOL! *ONE VERY IMPORTANT THING: I BOUGHT A YELLOW NUM BAG!!! :D :D :D omg it rocks!! it's yellow!!!! Haha (: Nth much to blog about actually, previously busy over council investiture rehearsals... now investiture is over and I seem to be free on certain days, but got to catch up with my work :/
Stressed being in the same class as Jessie... she nvr broke any rule, but I alr broke rule number 4 countless times :/ Oops.

*4) Complete assignments on time

Not that I don't want to, just have this bad habit of staring at the same question if until I solve it. Not a very practical way of doing stuff... trying to change :P Been late to school for 5 times alr :/ (lucky this is not in the contract... heh) up for detention... oops! Embarrassing, and feels bad.

oh yes, attended Temasek Junior College's investiture... cool. SAW LYN TAN HUI LING!!! :D Happy to see her after so long... now I'm waiting to see SARAH REBEKAH TAN. hehe. Still hoping I can attend Deborah's guitar performance on the 22nd.. let's hope I don't have a pile of homework waiting for me and I've time to go!! Been long since I last met her too.

Went for class dinner just now... 7 of us only. Some people are just damn funny luh!! L.O.L! Chicken drumlet was good! :D Pizza hut!!!! But the counting of the money was omg tedious!! so many coins etc. haha. anyway, it was fun. Kinda pissed Jessie off I think.. oops :/

Need to catch up with my work after coming back from cambodia during June hols.. GP paper and math lecture test next week! :/ Hope I pass... fail GP = GG. Scared! Mid-Yrs coming up! Cannot fail or contract breeched.... Don't want to be suspended, bet the feeling will suck. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! School hours extended till 4pm tmr :O let's hope I survive. Lols!

LTC camp coming! Looking forward to it! I needa get sandals O_o

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

pre-invest!

Updates

Hey! So I haven't been blogging. Been busy with school work (though many left incomplete) and investiture rehearsals. Most importantly, busy sleeping. Think I've been sleeping A LOT! but people say I look tired. Ironic. I've no idea why either. HAHA.
3rd time late for school yesterday... SIGH!!!! detention coming up.. sickening. annoyed the whole morning. lols :/

Nothing much to blog about, except that I really need proper time management. Creating a timetable may just work.. maybe I should try soon (: Still have econs work to complete before I get punished (again :/). TATA!


Invest rehearsals all the way till the day itself.. looking forward to invest and the end of it (: