studying with xin

Studying @ KFC

Went to study with Shu Xin @ KFC, Plaza Sing today... for her = productive. For me, not productive. Fell asleep for 30min even before I started work.. then did only abit after I woke up.
Bought two shirts from Outfitter Girls and influenced Shu Xin to get too.. HAHA oops :/ Then headed to join my parents for dinner.. Jap food. Not very fantastic, tasted better california makis... doubt any other california maki can be compared to it. But, no more :(

Going to Universal Studios tmr.. hope it's gonna be fun. Suddenly don't feel like going but I'm not gonna let this chance pass.

突然感到很烦，不知道该怎么说。。。眼前一片黑暗，都不知道自己正往的方向。
错了吗？

3.2km (:

3.2km, 8 rounds

Ran 8 rounds for pe today... quite okay luh, cos we could run at our own pace... just that chilli acted up :/ okay I need to refrain from chilli. It's bad. Having headache now =.= and stomach feels weird... no idea why :/ but I still got chinese work to complete!! yea, since yesterday or in fact, hols :/ roar.. HATE CHINESE HOMEWORK. WHY MUST THEY EXIST. LOL!



Oh yes! This is a must mention!



MARILYN RAN TODAY!!! 7 ROUNDS, think she walked some but AT LEAST SHE RAN. WHOO!! :D GOOD JOB :D now Jessie owes her milo... HAHA!

MARILYN BE HONOURED I PRAISED YOU HERE. LOL :P

chinese! :o

:O

WHOO!! Went to sleep at 8plus pm yesterday cos I was alr flying up somewhere amongst the clouds :/ Set alarm at 9.30pm but obviously an Elephant cum Pig like me who sleeps like a log didn't hear it. Luckily woke up at 12plus... then being myself, obviously play with games/chat online. Totally not prioritising.. ZzZ. But they're just to tempting!! Stoned and slacked till 2plus am then started on Chinese. Oops! ALMOST complete!! Left with 1 essay and 1 comprehension passage; a few MCQs and a few structured questions... due on Wed (which is tmr!! *argh*) Oh well... Chinese homework sucks, I'm serious. Have to "touch up" on Econs work cos have to add on explanation which I was obviously too lazy to do :/ HAHA! but that's due on Fri and I love Econs although I kinda suck at it.. so yea :D

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Okay, I've absolutely no idea why I'm not going back to sleep after completing quite a fair bit of chinese.. the last time I was crazily awake at this kind of timing was a week ago. HAHA!
I feel so slack :( and I SENSE THE NEED TO MUG

frustrated

I JUST FEEL SO EMPTY WITHIN

Why do I feel frustrated at a certain someone? Why is it that you can and I can't??? Why Why Why... damn sian now. ROAR. Just cos u're older doesn't mean u've the upper hand okay, bitch. Feeling so vexed.. the things you grumble at doesn't make sense at all because you do that all the time. U don't ask, so why should I? and I don't take your personal things... it's just a freaking footwear. Like you don't put on mine. U can rant, so can i. Why make things so difficult? Why am I even feeling vexed over such small matter? I just don't feel that I belong. Somehow... I need the beach, I need to K! Argh... I need time. Sometimes 24 hours is more than enough if you slack your day through... if you realise that you've many things to do, it's NEVER enough ):

I need to:

1) MUG
2) go to the beach and scream my lungs out... spend my day there. awesome

3) K!!! -- waiting and waiting... I need more time, 24 hours is NOT enough! ):

and the list goes on...

Sometimes I wonder what friends are for, and who are your true friends. Truth comes to light one day, u'll never be able to hide it. Just a random thought.

NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY I LOVE THE BEACH SO MUCH.

I didn't use to appreciate it as much as i do now....... it's just where peace comes in (:

mugger

WHAT TIME IS IT?
IT'S MUGGER TIME!


Really need to mug like I've never mugged before (which is so true). Lots of homework left!! I've no idea what I've been doing, though I started doing hol work early... but I've still got lots to complete!!! ROAR! I'M GOING TO TURN MYSELF INTO A MUGGER -- Hope it really happens. HAHA!

MUGGER TIME!!!

thank you!!

THANK YOU KIMBERLEY JOANNE!!!


This is one thing I decided to post after a whole night of thoughts. I AM REALLY GLAD AND FORTUNATE TO HAVE YOU AS MY ATTACHE FOR CAMPAIGNING. Thank you for speaking up against the rumours, thank you for believing in me. I am really glad that I got into council! :D I do not know how did those rumours surface, but you will not be disappointed. I gave in my all during campaigning, if I really did complain about council, I wouldn't have done so. I did not join council for my testimonial, but to give myself a challenge and make myself a better person.

Speaking of foul language outside class? yes. In class? not in my memory. So I've no idea how it got to you guys as feedback as well, but i'll be more cautious in future. I thank you guys for believing in me, and giving me this chance. I'll treasure it.

Okay, I really think too much... like what Dilip says. HAHA oops =x

council

IT'S A NEW START (:


I got into council :D Got comments that I scold vulgarities in class... not in my memory but I'll be more cautious in future. It's making me wonder... but maybe i should stop wondering. At least council took me in (:
Friends who didn't get in, cheer up! I'm bad with words... I don't know what I should say :/


Meeting Jiaxi l8r, I'll prob fall asleep soon before going out again. Lots of homework to complete!! I WILL COMPLETE THEM (:

OUT WITH BRAAAAA

OUT WITH BRAAAAA ^^
I'm so nice... I used green cos it's ur fav colour Braaaa!!!!!!

Headed to school for Econs lecture in the morning! :D I became "The annoying orange" cos i was all orange!!! Jacket orange, bag orange, hair tie orange. LOLL! Deborahhhh sms and called me in the midst of lecture O_O we met up!! ^^ Went to watch being human and walked around/camwhored. She posted pictures on fb alr! (:

Did 10 shots ^^

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On my way back, something really annoying happened. Some Indian guy (not that i'm against Indians but what he did was really =.=) came up on the bus a few stops after I did and sat next to me. That is totally fine with me but what he did wasn't! First, he took up 1/4 of my seat. By the time i alighted the bus, I WAS THE ONE OCCUPYING 1/4 OF MY SEAT. He occupied 1/4 of my seat, so naturally I shifted inwards so that we wouldn't touch each other. Then he shifted inner and inner =.= WTS MAN! I had to bend forward and slant my body in order to refrain from bumping into each other. AND THE WORSE THING IS, HE FREAKING KNEW I DIDN'T HAVE SPACE! given that he turned to me everytime he woke up =.= the slightest bit I move, I'll bump into him. IT IS THAT BAD. ARGH. TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF.

Still coughing, and having headache on and off.. but I just had cookies! :D HAHAHA

NEXT COMES EITHER...
SENSE OF SATISFACTION,
OR DISAPPOINTMENT

It's the end of term 1!! March break has started, lots of homework and i've cleared some (: For the first time in more than 5 years I'm not doing last minute work!! ^^ Had council debrief with attache Kimberley on friday. Had to write reflections on whole campaigning process, do peer evaluation and write our reply on: "If I could only choose 1 to enter council, who should I choose" So i wrote accordingly, how I felt. Though I feel bad, but that's the truth...


Received feedback from Kimberley:

1) I should learn to step back and let others lead at times -- I WILL! :D Give me the chance to be in council and work together with the rest!!

2) I took the initiative to lead, which was really good... she liked it.

Feedback from grp mate:

1) I do not listen to her sometimes


I've received these feedbacks and I've looked into them. I'll do the changes I've to make!! But sometimes good ideas need to come in before they can be accepted (: I haven't seen myself so committed before, give me this chance and I'll make good use of it.
Jiaxi, stop discouraging me.. it's not working and not going to work :P

Went to study with Julie, Fred and Bryan yesterday... ended up only I was doing work. LOL! I didn't complete anything in the end, cos I was stuck at one question and refused to move on. Oops. Studying with that Ameircan Idol guy out at Bugis = not productive.
Today, went out to study with Elton at East Coast Park! Breeze was awesome!!! But it became too windy then we went to Macdonalds to study instead. Rained sometime after, and it was super cold!!! Roar. More work done, completed one math worksheet with 1 question left undone cos I dunno how to do.. and another math worksheet and I wasn't quite focused cos of shit headache that comes and goes. IDIOCY. LOL! Came home after that (:

GOING BACK TO CHILDCARE TO VISIT MY KIDS!!! SOHDAI! I'M COMING! :D
missed them so so much!!! Cute bunch of kids I wouldn't regret looking after/teaching. Can't wait for tmr to come!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE! Then meeting Jo Yee and Naomi after that ^^


Scared wed would come, yet I'm hoping for good news.

disappointed

I WILL NOT PULL OUT.

Disappointed... now the "really good" impression is on me cos you dumped all the work to me while you happily complete your lovely work and give some fantastic impression of time management. Thank you so much man, you were super "awesome" =.=

I know that my time management isn't good, but this is what i wanna change. That is why i'm challenging myself, to make myself a better person. I get what you mean... I'm very sensitive, i get ppl's opinions and feelings at the very beginning. I've remembered whatever you said today and you'll come to realise that you regret what you've said. This is not going to be the end of my journey... I will walk on. You already have in mind what you want, go ahead... I've already given you my answer. Take it or leave it, your answer is very clear to me. You're just trying to put it in a nicer way, which i appreciate.. but I'd prefer it to be swift and nice.


I haven't given up, and I'll hang in there. To those who haven't voted, VOTE FOR ME :D

海，在我目前的状况，颜色是绿的。。。我已经沉入到海底。


I teared.. for my heart.
It sank deep down into the green waters...
I hope it will continue beating till I save it

END OF CAMPAIGNING

Last day of campaigning today (: Performance + booth set up. Performance was embarrassing!!! Came out at the wrong time =.= omg.... it was entertainment man! :/ EMBARRASSING TTM! T.T

Think booth part was not really successful... most ppl left for CCA, home etc. HAHA! Whole campaigning process was kinda fun actually! ^^ Most of us thought after today, don't need to wear red sash... BUT still have to wear our red sash till fri... lols.

VOTE FOR ME!! :D I'M YOUR RIGHT CHOICE.
i can only be disappointed with myself if i don't make it...

Copied chem prac twice cos hand up late :/ then headed to lot 1 to look for the others. fun time!! Jessie damn chio sia!!!! [not revealing anything ^^]
Lost my earpiece :/ don't know where it fly to... lols


still coughing... zzz =.=

new way of life (;

LESS TIME AT HOME,

THE MORE I TREASURE THE TIME SPENT (:

Had speech today! NERVOUS :/ My hand was shaking!! Don't know if it was obvious but yea, disappointed with myself. IT SHALL NOT BE LIKE THAT FOR ONE LINER TMR (: Just got home not too long ago, left school at 9plus.. stayed back to do council performance ^^ It's getting somewhere! Thanks to DILIP BHAGWAN. He helped us coreograph alot of steps!! Really appreciate it now that we're at least 1/2 done with his help!! :D

I AM VERY HAPPY! BECAUSE MY REQUEST FOR CHANGE OF H1 SUBJECT IS APPROVED!!!!! WHOO!!! I'M TAKING CHINA STUDIES IN ENGLISH^^ NO MORE 600-WORD ESSAY EVERY WEEK. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

There's no time to slack, lots of work to complete! I shall go off now.

I AM STILL HOLDING ON TO MY HOPES OF BEING A COUNCILLOR. GIVE ME YOUR VOTE, AND I'LL DO MY BEST TO ACCEDE TO YOUR REQUESTS (:

Till then!

Looking forward to end of campaigning, yet scared of the final outcome.

After so long, I'm still waiting for your return... will you come back? :(

I.MISS.YOU ♥

*edited:

I missed out something really impt!!! SOMEONE PUT BACK MY CHICKEN RICE WHEN I HAVEN'T FINISHED EATING :( AND UNTIL NOW I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO. SAD...

almost there! ^^

COUNCIL IS STILL WHAT I WANT :D

I decided that I should update, cos Ying Ying asked me why don't I update. HAHA! School's been fine, busy with campaigning stuff. DRAINED AND TIRED but i'll pull through! It's ending!!! And my hyper-ness has come back, from some pessive mind set :/ But things are fine now!! :D Been having less than 5 hours of sleep straight, surviving and I WILL SURVIVE. Slept during a few lectures, I'll get that knowledge back by reading through! (:

I'm still waiting for a reply for my requests for change of H1 subject. He didn't get back to me when he was supposed to on Friday!! Super responsible :/ Anyway, I really really hope to get free from GSC and take CSE. I'll catch up!! I'll make more time to read through notes given before and study them! PLEASE LET ME CHANGE H1 (:

Woke up at 8plus today, fell back asleep. Woke up at 10.30 when I'm supposed to meet my group at 10am. OOPS! Met up late with my PW group today for PI (: Things are looking good! At first when i was put into this group, honestly, I didn't feel safe. Ying Ying felt too quiet to me, Eunice too. Yong Xuan is just plain crazy. HAHA! But things went pretty well today! We worked quite fast.. with digressing and everything, we completed our PI in about 3 hours. With crapping and stoning, I would say that's a good start. But there's still a huge room for improvement. I'm looking forward to working well with the 3 of them! Let's make our project score an A! :D I'm not looking forward to project work though... well, got to live with it. A levels subject, no choice. No second best alternative = no opportunity cost. Shouldn't this be inexistent in the real world?! Cheat.

I'm looking forward to the end of campaigning! Speech on Mon, Morning intro on Tue. I'm scared for the end result though, I really want to get into council. I'm scared to face that disappointment I might face. Saying this may seem that I have no confidence that I can do it, but it's the real world we're facing. There'll always be something unpredictable. The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment. I may seem to be holding back my enthusiasm now, but it won't be the same! I will commit myself and do my best! Give me a chance. VOTE FOR ME! I'll make it worthwhile :D

Sick since last week I think... can't rmb when, sometime back. Still coughing! and on and off headache =.= IRRITATING. LOLs! I want to be in pink health again!!!

I love this photo (:
Credits to Adeline for taking ^^

Chicken rice is good (: Look like councillor? HEHE^^

It is the last lap!!

VOTE FOR ME! :D Thank You Very Much ^^

P.S: I MISS MY KIDS FROM THE CHILDCARE :( I'LL GO BACK TO VISIT THEM DURING MY HOLS!!! OMG. I MISS THEM MORE THAN WORDS!!!!!!!! :( MARCH HOLIDAYS COME QUICKLY!!!!!!!!!! I'LL RESERVE ONE DAY TO VISIT MY LOVELY KIDS ^^

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I'M STILL HOLDING ON TO MY COUNCIL PASSION :D
Time to update! HAHA!

Everyone got pass the interview cos they felt that everyone should be given a chance to go through campaigning. However, some ppl pulled out so less competitors!^^ Due dates for SC submission is very tight.. so now everything's rushing! But i'll pull through, i know they're testing our efficiency, capability to cope etc.. i won't get knocked down. THIS IS WHAT I WANT.

I wanna change H1 subject though! I don't know if they'll allow.. roar. GSC really =.= The teacher is just boring... and all he has done is to ask us to read papers, after 4 lessons! Rushed through how to write 剪报 which is kinda screwed up.. cos we don't know what is it that is exactly wanted. And i've another 600 word essay to be completed by tonight!! OMG! I really wanna change combi... roar.

Shall end of here (:

I'M STILL HOLDING ON TO MY COUNCIL PASSION (:

School's been great! Except that it's tiring... and there are TONNES! of homework = shitwork. Had council interview on wed, results out tmr. HOPE I PASS!

Dad's holding advance chinese b'dae celebration for me today.. so yeap! Leaving house to study soon then be back for celebration ^^

Happy Birthday Fred! (: Have a great one.
p.s: stop being emo over ____ it's over alr!! don't let that small matter affect u luh... at least u didn't hide it from them. right?