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I don't know anything anymore.
Clueless about myself even.
I don't know what to do :(


Common Test next week. Monday's a free day, probably have to mug for COS (something I'm really lost at)... Will I be able to focus? I hope so...
On a brighter note, after common test is HOLIDAY! :D

IT

Okay, so the outcome was predictable and I'm stuck in IT. Come to realise that it isn't that bad afterall, and the things I'm learning are new to me. So I hope they'll be usefull in anyway (:

School has been fine so far, I wouldn't say it's BAD.. cos I've great classmates who are willing to help and are JOKERS! LOL! I just hope I won't be stuck stranded and not be able to catch up with the rest. Yupp. Started on project work for IS, my group's cool and moving forward (Y). Now gonna start on COS project work. OMG so many project works coming already when it's only the 3rd week of school. I see sleepless nights coming, but of course I'll remain a pig and sleep.. so it doesn't matter. HEH. COS project is not going to be easy, esp when the tutor doesn't even explain what we're supposed to do but just ask us to "read up". Something really joke happened.. One day after COS lesson, the teacher was walking out:

Teacher: Am I going too fast for you?
Me: ER....
Teacher: If you don't understand read up on your own okay

-then she walked off-

So what was the point of asking me? I really don't know. HAHA.
Anyway, enough of school let's go on to something else.



Yesterday was 1st Anniversary! Made a video for baby (: He was surprised and he told me he cried! LOL so emotional :P And he got me a bulldog pillow! ^^ We were both super bloated cos of the heavy heavy heavy and no other words can decribe but heavy dinner. Apetizers are meant to be apetizers but he ordered like 4 different apetizers! And their portion was really HUGE for 2 people. Apart from that, we still ordered MAIN COURSE & SOUP and DESERT and TEA. Imagine that amount of food we had for a dinner!! No wonder we were so bloated right? LOL! Okay, I've got to go start on project. So I shall blog when I'm slightly more free again! Can find pictures on facebook when I upload them, most prob the next few days (we didn't take much though).

Oh yes! I've ambassadors interview tmr. So does baby! All the best to both of us! :D

NP first day

Haven't posted in a LOOONNNGGGGG while, just thought of blogging.

Things please turn out well, I think this is my last chance. I really want.... :( Pleaseeeeee, this could've been done so much earlier if they have called to notify. SIGH. NP orientation first day was SO BORING. So tired, not energetic. Maybe cos it's not what I want. Been told I should try to accept and enjoy what I got. BUT HOW. I can't bring myself to. How now brown cow. Please please please someone withdraw from _____. ARGH PLEASE!!!!!!! What i got really sucks :( I can't help but say that. Okay, I'm just here to vent. If I didn't call them back I wouldn't have known. Should I just go up to BS? I think I should, maybe I would tomorrow. I don't want to be so sticky.... SERIOUSLY I MEAN IT :(

My mind only has BS now.. NOTHING ELSE. That's how bad I wanna go there :( PLEASEEEEEEE something good happen!!!

P.S: SOMEONE STEPPED ON A BIG GRASSHOPPER TODAY. I HAVE 2 WITNESSES!

:(

What has the world come to... things don't work the same anymore. WHYYY... why must all these happen. It's not the way things should work eh... ZzZ

kids!

CHILDCARE

Omg my last post was 15 December. I'm so sorry I just got too lazy to continue with Perth's daily update. OOPS! =X Anyway, I'm working again! (:

Working at the same childcare I worked at the other time. Some new kids, some familiar faces. Some kids left, new kids. New teachers. Work has been alright and quite fun till now. Started on 3rd Jan. Hee. I love kids! :D THEY ARE SO FREAKING CUTE ^^

Oh yes, I withdrew from PJC since 15th Nov. and I just submitted my JAE registration yesterday. Yes, I'm going through JAE again. Lol. Hope I made the right choice this time. Second chances may not need to be really bad. Maybe things will be better. Yupp. Transfering to poly from JC, wasted 1 yr.. but I wouldn't really say it's wasted.

That's about it. I'm lazy to continue.

perth day 2

Met up with Gloria today, she's back from Melbourne. lols. Walked around vivo, Singapore is as boring as ever. What more can I say. Let's move on....

PERTH DAY 2

Off from boring Singapore to Perth day 2. It was our 7th month, time flies.

Went to the market in the morning.. as I said we're staying at my dad's friend's place, so my dad bought stuff to cook instead of eat-out! A singaporean sold yogurts there!! Really good. Can't find it in Singapore. It ain't available :( Saw huge mushroom!! haha (: After the market we went to load off the food before going to the wildlife park!

Super excited about the wildlife park as I finally get to touch Kangaroo and Koala! :D Reached then explored around wallaby, various birds.. flying fox. Oh yea! The flying fox looks like a bat!! Except that it's not. I really can't tell the difference. Haha.

Saw owl that reminded me of "The Legend of the Guardians". Owls look the same eh?! White as anything, and they really look the same. Not cartoon-like in the movies. LOL.

After the owls section was the Kangaroos!!! Stayed for a while, took pictures and fed the Kangaroos! :D The kangaroos do bite! But not on purpose though, they just thought it was food. Heh. They're really cute!!! ^^ and I never thought that kangaroos would come in white!!

At the kangaroo area there was a peacock! and was proud. lols it spread up and it looked beautiful!! Proud Peacock. Don't be a peacock. haha.

Procceeded to see other animals! Met a donkey and my dad was engrossed with it! Haha. Kept playing with the donkey!! It's really funny to see the donkey's reaction after we "played" with it! Oops! =X

In the same area there was a huge fat pig!!!! It seemed like it's obese, or anyone can see it's obese! HAHA. Really super fat!!! Looks like it can't move, but I think it can. We were not allowed to feed it. LOL!

Koalas was our last stop!!! Didn't get to carry any, not allowed to. They were all sleeping!!!! We were told that they sleept 20 hours a day!! Only a few were awake. Sadly. But they're still cute!!! :D

You might think that after spending so long at the wildlife park, we were done with the day. But no! It was only 12plus in the afternoon!! We scanned through the wildlife park quite quickly. So up next was the winery at Swan Valley! Learned how the winery works and which period they brew their wines and had wine tasting. Only tasted 1 kind of wine though, on the sly. They're strict with the regulations!!! Elton, my bro and I were underage so we couldn't be invovled in the wine tasting :( So wasted, my birthday is just 2 months and a few days away!

Nvm, I still got to taste the wine in the end though, but a smaller variation ^^

Next up was a chocolate factory!! Wasn't as I expected, thought it would be an eye opener. But it was just another chocolate shop with their chocolate processing at the back in the kitchen. All and all, it was rather cool! The chocolates tasted good. Baby bought me a chocolate that said "I love you". I forgot to take a whole pic of it, but I did take one of me biting it! (: [haven't uploaded to com yet]

After the chocolate factory we procceeded back home. By the time we got home it's about 5pm anyway, shops would have been closed. So yupp! That's about it. 3rd day another time!

7th month was spent well with kangaroos and koalas and you! (:

perth!

PERTH! ♥

Okays, first of all I know I might just be slaughtered for this post cos I'm suppose to be sleeping. But I'm still gonna post cos I feel like it :P

Holidays were just like going out before 2 Dec, exploring the boring Singapore. Went to Perth from 2 Dec - 9 Dec and spent quite a great time there!! Slept the first day off somehow.. heh. so wasted, but good in a way. You'll know why soon.

View from the plane (:

Darling and I :D

Reached Perth, then procceeded to my dad's friend's house where we'll be staying (leaving the picture for the end). Slept the day away, by the time we woke up it was too late as all shops/entertainment places closed at 5pm. So we just went to explore tourist locations intro-ed to us;


Bell Tower, Really tall!! I think people actually hold graduation ceremonies near there around the dining area as we saw one group of people!! Can take ferry to I forgot which place too. Haha. Nice scenery!! Younger bro wanted to enter the tower for a view but it was closed already. A pity but at the same time, I didn't feel like going up, so I guess it's okay? :P

Bell Tower

Sea breeze. COLD!

Near dining areas.. did I mention, this small fountain stopped when I wanted to take picture at the other platform. Then the rest laughed at me :(

Next was King's Park. It's really big, so didn't walk around the whole thing. It's alot bigger than Singapore's Botanic Gardens. LOL! Yupp. So we only walked around where we alighted. There was a memorial for people who faught during the war long long long time ago, with a flame in the middle. Further down, you could view a great scenery of almost half the city! Looked a bit like Singapore with all the lights etc.

The grass is cold!

With baby ^^

Credits to Elton Sim, he says I don't take good pictures =.=

We didn't know where else to go, so as introduced we went to sight see some street that has pubs that opens only on weekends. Didn't get down to walk around the street though, was very late already and dark!! So just took a tour in the van, but I ended up sleeping! Oops!! Was quite tired already lah. Didn't take any pics of this area too.

Last stop was the casino/Intercontinental Hotel. Was told that 17 and above could enter so wanted to go and see how is it like. WHO KNOWS! END UP MUST BE 18 AND ABOVE TO ENTER. So we went to enquire about the various places we wanted to visit. Wildlife Park (where the K&Ks are!), Horse Riding, Winery etc etc. Was a fun and tiring day!!!

Day 2 up next, long post. I'm gonna sleep now! Am suppose to be sleeping like a pig, but I thought it's time for me to update about my holiday so far! [hope I can wake up early tmr :/ hee]

my fault

I'm sorry I'm just so annoying and can't get things right.

screw life

I alr have more than enough on my plate... stop pressurising me no more.

bad mood swings?

I'm kinda having mood swings.. ZZZ

fuck life?

It's been very long since I blogged. Results coming out tomorrow.. My fate is sealed. Nothing can be changed.
Haiz I said the wrong thing again. Sorry.

6 months

LOVE YOU! :D

Time is flying like nobody's business. It's been half a year. Hope we're going the right way (: It may seem confusing at times, anger, happiness, sadness. That's what we've to go through ain't it? Let it be then, but too much of something is always no good.

Happy six months darling! I'm posting this earlier as i'm getting tired, I feel like sleeping.. and I know you've been waiting for it. Don't be sad!!! I'm tired, but that doesn't mean I won't blog yea? :P Time is passing fast, 6 months. Never expected this from the beginning. Thanks for everything, good and bad. There were benefits somewhere.

I've watched many many movies with you!!! Watching horror movies are the best cos you'll be scared!! It's kinda funny to watch you get freaked out, and myself quite calm. LOL! I do get freaked out at times though. HAHA! Oops.

I wanna go shopping!!! I feel like shopping for alot alot alot of things!!! But I don't know what things. HAHA! We're having our movie spree again recently, they should totally have more horror movies!!!

MARCUS LOO YOU'RE FUCKED UP!!!!

hard on me

No matter how much I let out, things will still be like that. _______, thanks for listening to whatever I said (: I managed to let go a bit. It sucks, really.

sick :(

SICK!!

Madness, started having slight headache after school on friday. Thought it was still quite okay, and given that I don't see doc. yea. lols. Woke up yesterday with headache and throat hurt like mad! Walk a few steps and have to stop cos feel like vomiting :/ sucks ttm. then still went over to darling's place cos alr say hao liao. yea. instead of bussing, since I wasn't feeling well, I cabbed :/ anyway cab fare was cheaper than usual. so okay luh. lols.

then darling took care of me!! hee (: thanks! :D don't :( alr!! i'm better. will be okay soon. had fever, 37.9. after sleeping dropped to 37.5 and after a while dropped to 37.0 till now. yupp, just hope it doesn't go back up. throat still hurts!!! sucks ttm. swallow saliva also pain. eye kinda hurts a bit as well. sucks to be sick man!! it's been a while since I was sick. why must it come at this time!!! worst cramps this time as well. why does this month suck so bad...