Been a while since I last blogged.
Was working at childcare again and this time with infants! Learnt many more things about babies that I never knew before... which was great (: Kids are just so innocent and awesome!
Involved in Math Carnival till tmr, haven't been doing what I was supposed to do but I do hope I at least get a chance on the last day. If not, really damn sian and boring :/
Met new friends from school of BA, super smart taking IBZ (International Business) heh! Cool bunch of friendly and sociable people ^.^
Okays, nothing much left to blog about. Till then!
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Monday, August 8, 2011
am i yours?
CONFUSED yet NOT CONFUSED?
The thought comes running back, somehow. After watching a show.. well, it does make sense. But the results will shake fear in me. i don't think i'll know how to face the truth, because it's most likely what i think it would be...
i keep things within myself, because i trust no one. i learnt to trust, and through that i learnt only to trust myself.
wtf?
Know when to stop asking..
When someone choose to be ignorant of your question when he/she actually heard it actually just means that he/she doesn't wish to answer that question and just wants to shuddup about it. There's no need to keep asking fyi. If you've asked a question, don't purposely ask again just cos you want ppl to say again, it's f*king annoying. Stop thinking you know everything cos you don't.
When someone sensitive faces these dumb ass stuff, it's not a good thing. don't f*king ruin other ppl's life tyvm. cos I think you did.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Friday, August 5, 2011
r/s
Been long since I blogged. So I'm back here after a long long while.....
Feel that I am more engrossed with school work and other commitments in Polytechnic. Thought that I'll be more playful but surprisingly I work when I have to. Maybe because there's just this time and space for me to have enough play.
End of semester common test next week, prepared for math but not the other stupid computer module. Zzz. Whole of next week will be a normal school week other than Tuesday. Wednesday other people have holiday but poly don't have :(
Anyway, came across this just now:
9 signs that you're being clingy
Just a thought: Guys do that too, not only girls.
Monday, July 4, 2011
macbook!!!
I FELL IN LOVE WITH MACBOOK AFTER USING IT WHEN I WAS VOLUNTEERING UNDER ACRES. HOWWWWW :/ I WANNA USE MACCCCCC!!! BUT I ALREADY HAVE A LAPTOP.... SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Friday, July 1, 2011
korean dramas!!
Kay kay so I'm blogging again.
Been watching korean shows. damn cool :D love them! but i'm not really watching those idol dramas, prob will get to them soon. HAHA!
yay yay! Korean sounds cool! I don't know, maybe cos I've been hearing it almost all day long ^^ OOPS! Hahah, I wanna continue watching the show BUT at the same time I don't want it to end! :( oh mans...
I think I'm going crazy, heh.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
WHY?!
WHY?!
why is it always US, why?? I don't get it, really. Omg, I don't know what to feel know. Annoyed or what. All I know is I'm repelling. I AM. I don't know what has gotten into me, I don't know why I'm feeling and reacting this way... WTF.
Is it just me? or is it because it has always been me all the while that now, I'm so sick of it.
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K whatever, COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!!!!! Whooo!!! AND, Elton's classmate Benjamin is sponsoring me a ring that is gotten through event in maple! YAY! ^^ Okay, serious mood swings, maybe there's really a problem with me. Oh no (actually I'm not that high now, still quite annoyed). Maybe I should go vent my frustrations before I go mad O.o
Anyway I'm gonna sleep~ Having headache :(
why is it always US, why?? I don't get it, really. Omg, I don't know what to feel know. Annoyed or what. All I know is I'm repelling. I AM. I don't know what has gotten into me, I don't know why I'm feeling and reacting this way... WTF.
Is it just me? or is it because it has always been me all the while that now, I'm so sick of it.
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K whatever, COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!!!!! Whooo!!! AND, Elton's classmate Benjamin is sponsoring me a ring that is gotten through event in maple! YAY! ^^ Okay, serious mood swings, maybe there's really a problem with me. Oh no (actually I'm not that high now, still quite annoyed). Maybe I should go vent my frustrations before I go mad O.o
Anyway I'm gonna sleep~ Having headache :(
Thursday, June 9, 2011
IO!
HOLIDAY IS A DAY AWAY~
YAYAYAY!!! TOMORROW LAST PAPER! :D oh my! 4 papers as compared to JC, every paper 1.5 hrs, some JC papers go more than 2 hrs! :O
on a side note, I haven't started studying, should have started 0.5hrs ago as I said on fb, but what's this stupid web2.0 distraction that happens now :( stupid web2.0! you're good and bad you !)(^@(&@#_*! you give us entertainment (sometimes) but now you're distracting me from studying! :/ okay enough of this rubbish, I've gone crazy :O
Spend my whole morning+afternoon mapling.. what has maple done to me :( now I need to go study for CIS, 8.30am paper, means I've no time to prepare before that. HOPE I CAN WAKE UP IN TIME. *cross fingers* last paper last paper last paper!!! it actually felt like I've no paper tomorrow that's why I mapled :/ I actually didn't maple before exams, other than a few times but it wasn't really close to exam period :O
Okay byebye before I screw my paper tmr! AOQCC before you decide what you wanna believe (;
我去抱佛脚啦！
YAYAYAY!!! TOMORROW LAST PAPER! :D oh my! 4 papers as compared to JC, every paper 1.5 hrs, some JC papers go more than 2 hrs! :O
on a side note, I haven't started studying, should have started 0.5hrs ago as I said on fb, but what's this stupid web2.0 distraction that happens now :( stupid web2.0! you're good and bad you !)(^@(&@#_*! you give us entertainment (sometimes) but now you're distracting me from studying! :/ okay enough of this rubbish, I've gone crazy :O
Spend my whole morning+afternoon mapling.. what has maple done to me :( now I need to go study for CIS, 8.30am paper, means I've no time to prepare before that. HOPE I CAN WAKE UP IN TIME. *cross fingers* last paper last paper last paper!!! it actually felt like I've no paper tomorrow that's why I mapled :/ I actually didn't maple before exams, other than a few times but it wasn't really close to exam period :O
Okay byebye before I screw my paper tmr! AOQCC before you decide what you wanna believe (;
我去抱佛脚啦！
Thursday, June 2, 2011
fuck?
What has it got to do with you? Your skin will drop off if I don't go is it? Use comp = not doing work is it? Then I don't know why the fuck I'm taking IT. I'm fucking vexed and annoyed... stop annoying me. Go there take how long, come back don't tell me you guys won't snatch the toilet with me. Even if you don't, need shower all that, then? Dry hair somemore. Then? You hope for more than 24hours in a day lah! Don't come and say "How can you not go? So bad" Fuck if it was you see if you'll say the same thing. What thing so bad, I want to be bad to myself then let me be lah. I'm sadist cannot is it. I've got common tests next week, you do for me is it? Fuck. I need to scream. I really don't know my feelings and I can't control them anymore. Fucked up. Who am I.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
CTs next week
If I don't start studying, I'll probably flunk my CTs in the coming week :/
By the way I think I haven't updated on the ambassador's interview. Didn't go quite well as my Sec school classmate was there, so I kinda "chased" her out. And I think the rest of the interviewers were not very happy about it so throughout the interview I FELT like they were going against me.. unprofessional. Didn't bother to go see whether I got in or not. Lols
Okay on a random note, I was looking at Facebook photos of 11th SC last night, I miss those times!!! Though after I got in I sometimes complained about council, those fond memories are never forgotten. Maybe I drifted because of the lack of involvement, I didn't really have things to plan and stuff, or rather the only thing was investiture. Things are very different now that I'm in poly, very different.
I regret not working hard enough and promoting with you guys, I regret not being able to step down with you guys as a council! I haven't done enough to make those things happen. I don't know why, but I'm so attached...
You guys made my life great in PJ, and you guys are the ones that make me wanna visit PJ!
I'm no longer clear in what I want, I don't even know what I'm thinking nowadays. Oh my... Nothing much to blog about these days. Anyways, I bought a new jacket!!! It's damn cool, pink and purple. My GAY brother saw and went "ooi that's damn nice I want!" He's damn gay =.=
Okays I shall stop here, having lessons now but given break. Heh.
By the way I think I haven't updated on the ambassador's interview. Didn't go quite well as my Sec school classmate was there, so I kinda "chased" her out. And I think the rest of the interviewers were not very happy about it so throughout the interview I FELT like they were going against me.. unprofessional. Didn't bother to go see whether I got in or not. Lols
Okay on a random note, I was looking at Facebook photos of 11th SC last night, I miss those times!!! Though after I got in I sometimes complained about council, those fond memories are never forgotten. Maybe I drifted because of the lack of involvement, I didn't really have things to plan and stuff, or rather the only thing was investiture. Things are very different now that I'm in poly, very different.
I regret not working hard enough and promoting with you guys, I regret not being able to step down with you guys as a council! I haven't done enough to make those things happen. I don't know why, but I'm so attached...
You guys made my life great in PJ, and you guys are the ones that make me wanna visit PJ!
I'm no longer clear in what I want, I don't even know what I'm thinking nowadays. Oh my... Nothing much to blog about these days. Anyways, I bought a new jacket!!! It's damn cool, pink and purple. My GAY brother saw and went "ooi that's damn nice I want!" He's damn gay =.=
Okays I shall stop here, having lessons now but given break. Heh.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
????????
I don't know anything anymore.
Clueless about myself even.
I don't know what to do :(
Common Test next week. Monday's a free day, probably have to mug for COS (something I'm really lost at)... Will I be able to focus? I hope so...
On a brighter note, after common test is HOLIDAY! :D
Clueless about myself even.
I don't know what to do :(
Common Test next week. Monday's a free day, probably have to mug for COS (something I'm really lost at)... Will I be able to focus? I hope so...
On a brighter note, after common test is HOLIDAY! :D
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
IT
Okay, so the outcome was predictable and I'm stuck in IT. Come to realise that it isn't that bad afterall, and the things I'm learning are new to me. So I hope they'll be usefull in anyway (:
School has been fine so far, I wouldn't say it's BAD.. cos I've great classmates who are willing to help and are JOKERS! LOL! I just hope I won't be stuck stranded and not be able to catch up with the rest. Yupp. Started on project work for IS, my group's cool and moving forward (Y). Now gonna start on COS project work. OMG so many project works coming already when it's only the 3rd week of school. I see sleepless nights coming, but of course I'll remain a pig and sleep.. so it doesn't matter. HEH. COS project is not going to be easy, esp when the tutor doesn't even explain what we're supposed to do but just ask us to "read up". Something really joke happened.. One day after COS lesson, the teacher was walking out:
Teacher: Am I going too fast for you?
Me: ER....
Teacher: If you don't understand read up on your own okay
-then she walked off-
So what was the point of asking me? I really don't know. HAHA.
Anyway, enough of school let's go on to something else.
Yesterday was 1st Anniversary! Made a video for baby (: He was surprised and he told me he cried! LOL so emotional :P And he got me a bulldog pillow! ^^ We were both super bloated cos of the heavy heavy heavy and no other words can decribe but heavy dinner. Apetizers are meant to be apetizers but he ordered like 4 different apetizers! And their portion was really HUGE for 2 people. Apart from that, we still ordered MAIN COURSE & SOUP and DESERT and TEA. Imagine that amount of food we had for a dinner!! No wonder we were so bloated right? LOL! Okay, I've got to go start on project. So I shall blog when I'm slightly more free again! Can find pictures on facebook when I upload them, most prob the next few days (we didn't take much though).
Oh yes! I've ambassadors interview tmr. So does baby! All the best to both of us! :D
School has been fine so far, I wouldn't say it's BAD.. cos I've great classmates who are willing to help and are JOKERS! LOL! I just hope I won't be stuck stranded and not be able to catch up with the rest. Yupp. Started on project work for IS, my group's cool and moving forward (Y). Now gonna start on COS project work. OMG so many project works coming already when it's only the 3rd week of school. I see sleepless nights coming, but of course I'll remain a pig and sleep.. so it doesn't matter. HEH. COS project is not going to be easy, esp when the tutor doesn't even explain what we're supposed to do but just ask us to "read up". Something really joke happened.. One day after COS lesson, the teacher was walking out:
Teacher: Am I going too fast for you?
Me: ER....
Teacher: If you don't understand read up on your own okay
-then she walked off-
So what was the point of asking me? I really don't know. HAHA.
Anyway, enough of school let's go on to something else.
Yesterday was 1st Anniversary! Made a video for baby (: He was surprised and he told me he cried! LOL so emotional :P And he got me a bulldog pillow! ^^ We were both super bloated cos of the heavy heavy heavy and no other words can decribe but heavy dinner. Apetizers are meant to be apetizers but he ordered like 4 different apetizers! And their portion was really HUGE for 2 people. Apart from that, we still ordered MAIN COURSE & SOUP and DESERT and TEA. Imagine that amount of food we had for a dinner!! No wonder we were so bloated right? LOL! Okay, I've got to go start on project. So I shall blog when I'm slightly more free again! Can find pictures on facebook when I upload them, most prob the next few days (we didn't take much though).
Oh yes! I've ambassadors interview tmr. So does baby! All the best to both of us! :D
Monday, April 18, 2011
NP first day
Haven't posted in a LOOONNNGGGGG while, just thought of blogging.
Things please turn out well, I think this is my last chance. I really want.... :( Pleaseeeeee, this could've been done so much earlier if they have called to notify. SIGH. NP orientation first day was SO BORING. So tired, not energetic. Maybe cos it's not what I want. Been told I should try to accept and enjoy what I got. BUT HOW. I can't bring myself to. How now brown cow. Please please please someone withdraw from _____. ARGH PLEASE!!!!!!! What i got really sucks :( I can't help but say that. Okay, I'm just here to vent. If I didn't call them back I wouldn't have known. Should I just go up to BS? I think I should, maybe I would tomorrow. I don't want to be so sticky.... SERIOUSLY I MEAN IT :(
My mind only has BS now.. NOTHING ELSE. That's how bad I wanna go there :( PLEASEEEEEEE something good happen!!!
P.S: SOMEONE STEPPED ON A BIG GRASSHOPPER TODAY. I HAVE 2 WITNESSES!
Things please turn out well, I think this is my last chance. I really want.... :( Pleaseeeeee, this could've been done so much earlier if they have called to notify. SIGH. NP orientation first day was SO BORING. So tired, not energetic. Maybe cos it's not what I want. Been told I should try to accept and enjoy what I got. BUT HOW. I can't bring myself to. How now brown cow. Please please please someone withdraw from _____. ARGH PLEASE!!!!!!! What i got really sucks :( I can't help but say that. Okay, I'm just here to vent. If I didn't call them back I wouldn't have known. Should I just go up to BS? I think I should, maybe I would tomorrow. I don't want to be so sticky.... SERIOUSLY I MEAN IT :(
My mind only has BS now.. NOTHING ELSE. That's how bad I wanna go there :( PLEASEEEEEEE something good happen!!!
P.S: SOMEONE STEPPED ON A BIG GRASSHOPPER TODAY. I HAVE 2 WITNESSES!
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