:'( again

I feel the stingrays above me

Realised how much hurt I've caused. Had to chance upon that.. stuck between. I'll swallow whatever I've asked for. Need to learn to be better, alot better.
I just ask for you to be happy :(

GP lecture @ 6.45am tmr =.=". can't they have a more effective timeslot? ZZZ

1st celebration

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DARLING! :D


Hee! First time of your birthday celebration with me! (: Hope it was okay for you... will upload pics tmr! ^_^
I don't want to elaborate things here, secret :P

So old liao :P Don't so easy angry liao okay!! Control your temper!! heehee. The purple jersey looks a bit funny uh. OOPS! Had to say that. Anyway, hope you like the present and celebration today. Ohoh!! Don't eat the funny funny flavoured ice creams alr!!! SO WIERD =X Nvm, Isly.

I'm going to be a pig first! Good night!!

tiffany is a bitch

so freaking pissed off. seriously wth is wrong with you? if you don't want to change the schedule then i get someone who is willing to replace me okay?! argh. annoying. don't use teachers as excuses... if u're willing to change it for me, there's no reason why you can't.

don't want anything to happen to you, like seriously.
need to control myself. fml.

45 years

Happy Birthday Michael!!! :D
Happy National Day!! :D


Went out yesterday. Darling came to my hse for a while then we went out. Cut my hair, then went to watch movie. Watched Phua Chu Kang the movie!! Quite nice, like normal phua chu kang show, just that it's a movie. LOL! Funny luh.

Didn't go out today.. stayed home all day. Been a while since i stayed home for a whole day. LOL! oops =x wanted to do work but obviously i didn't. heh. got a lot of work due. darling's coming my hse tmr!!^^

Bro's birthday and national day today!!! (:

:'(

Just hope you would stop hurting yourself. I don't ask for anything more... :(
no longer gonna be so concerned. things just gets worse.

mixed feelings??

UNCLEAR

No idea what's getting on my nerves nowadays.. really don't know. I'm trying not to think, or in fact i don't even know what i'm thinking of!! =.=

Was falling asleep already.. vision was blurred. Your call made things seem better. I hope things are fine. I'm on the verge of going insane.. maybe i've alr gone crazy just that no one realised. holding things back can just be so difficult sometimes.

Have chinese compo due by 10.45am tmr... in the midst of celebrations. and I HAVE NOT STARTED. Eom final submission due tmr too... haven't printed, can't remember if all the necessary amendments are done. Lessons still on going from 8.15-10.15am and 2 hours of pw from 2-4. what a day of celebration. Started having headache while studying for chem quiz today. totally screwed it.. gonna fail. nothing is helping... lagging behind in everything. wtf is wrong with me? i dunno. i dunno wad i'm doing alr... lost in some island.

Going to sleep already... waking up at 4.30am to try and complete my work. Have to be in school by 7am as i'm helping out with some stuff. nice. still not too bad... wait till the first ever gp remedial starts... be in school by 6.45am, let's just hope i'll be in time. If not i'll just be in deep shit. Good Night.

3rd month

Happy 3rd Month Darling! :D

It's been so fast!!! 一转眼就三个月了! Still remember the first time I realised you liked me, only realised after 1 message. Did shock me though. After that I was thinking: "omg this ah beng, confirm won't be together one luh! No way!" LOL! Now, it had been 3 months already. Elton Sim, don't be so hot tempered already luh! :P and... get over your fear for (you know what). The other time super funny!! Because of (something you were admiring), then suddenly squat down! LOL!!! EPIC. Okay.. there's much more I can blog about but I'm not going to.

Heehee so fast 3 months already. I know I shouldn't be blogging now, given the fact that I've a lecture test on wednesday and I'm not going to have time to study later. Plus I've to re-type pw WR which I just have to "copy and paste" ^^ Just feel like blogging. HAHA :P

Gonna end school @ 5pm.. then going out! (: Long school day tmr.. looking forward to the end of the day! :D Not looking forward to the beginning though, have this speech thing in the morning :/ Hope I won't be a clown. HEH.

HAPPY THIRD MONTH! SEE YOU LATER!

*Adeline read this post already don't come disturb me ah. LOL!

cooped up

GETTING FATTER BY THE DAY

argh... need to lose weight. zzz. been eating so much, growing fatter and fatter!! :(
nothing much to blog about luh.. supposed to do work today end up didn't do. OOPS! :/ gonna clear it by tmr bah... i hope.
Don't know why it's so difficult. sigh.

2nd attempt

ECONS 2ND RE-PAPER

2nd period had GP standardised essay test. After school had class photo-taking, after which I studied for Econs. Totally disturbed Pooja and Nazira to help me make sure I memorized correctly. Ha! thanks man.

Took econs re-paper AGAIN today. wts luh... totally didn't feel like taking it at all. damn freaking tired alr... don't know why they just want that "A" ZzZ. Dragged for damn long, finally decided to just take the paper at 7pm. 2 hours paper... supposed to end at 9pm but i completed and handed in at 8.20pm. I have absolutely no idea how I did that O_o anyway I did, so yea. HAHA!

Went to meet darling after that.. watch tv. talk talk. his friends epic funny today luh. lizard drop right in front before ____. LOL!!! okays.. i'm going to sleep now. Good night! ^^

Just hope he can remain cheerful and happy! :D

f-ed up

GETTING MORE VULGAR... OOPS

Totally forgot there's GP test tmr... only remembered after viewing Adeline's blog. Aiyah, can't be bothered alr... tests after tests. MYE re-papers no A means fail. wts luh seriously. All of us are tired alr... enough of this shit. More tests coming up. Let's just hope I can clear promos. Have Econs re-paper tmr also... damn shits got a B the previous time. ZzZ. Next week got chem graded assignment too.. nice right. shits it man. study study study!!! HEADACHE LUH. study so much, du si shu.

Didn't go for night study today... falling sick alr I think :/ lost my voice due to sports carnival... body aching too. weak sia :( supposed to go for pw interview but yea... hate to walk right now.

Chinese teacher asked me speak for award presentation... but I think I gonna ask her find replacement. NO VOICE! LOL! Don't feel like going to school tmr leh... sians.

Just hope these things won't happen again... I don't wish to face it anymore.

piling up

super vexed nowadays... don't know due to wad also. horrible mood swings. argh. fml.

stressed?

when will you stop nagging at me for all the small little things... i'm so fucking irritated alr. don't even know what's happening and just continue nagging and nagging. totally spoils my mood. zzz. i'd rather return home late than hear some nagging...

too many sorrys

Too many sorrys... i don't know what's happening. Just hope you could understand...

shld this continue??

我只懂得忽略。。

很想逃避。。。

Watched 9 temples and Shanghai.. not bad. 9 temples isn't really THAT scary luh... more of sound effects and sudden appearances. Yet to watch Toy Story 3, totally not interested in eclipse :/

Met Gloria and Sin Hwee today!! Hee (: Caught up quite a bit... updates updates!!!

Then totally screwed my own day by doing something... nothing more I say will help.

:(

I didn't mean it, really.
such a let down :( it's too deep to measure...