NEXT COMES EITHER...
SENSE OF SATISFACTION,
OR DISAPPOINTMENT

It's the end of term 1!! March break has started, lots of homework and i've cleared some (: For the first time in more than 5 years I'm not doing last minute work!! ^^ Had council debrief with attache Kimberley on friday. Had to write reflections on whole campaigning process, do peer evaluation and write our reply on: "If I could only choose 1 to enter council, who should I choose" So i wrote accordingly, how I felt. Though I feel bad, but that's the truth...


Received feedback from Kimberley:

1) I should learn to step back and let others lead at times -- I WILL! :D Give me the chance to be in council and work together with the rest!!

2) I took the initiative to lead, which was really good... she liked it.

Feedback from grp mate:

1) I do not listen to her sometimes


I've received these feedbacks and I've looked into them. I'll do the changes I've to make!! But sometimes good ideas need to come in before they can be accepted (: I haven't seen myself so committed before, give me this chance and I'll make good use of it.
Jiaxi, stop discouraging me.. it's not working and not going to work :P

Went to study with Julie, Fred and Bryan yesterday... ended up only I was doing work. LOL! I didn't complete anything in the end, cos I was stuck at one question and refused to move on. Oops. Studying with that Ameircan Idol guy out at Bugis = not productive.
Today, went out to study with Elton at East Coast Park! Breeze was awesome!!! But it became too windy then we went to Macdonalds to study instead. Rained sometime after, and it was super cold!!! Roar. More work done, completed one math worksheet with 1 question left undone cos I dunno how to do.. and another math worksheet and I wasn't quite focused cos of shit headache that comes and goes. IDIOCY. LOL! Came home after that (:

GOING BACK TO CHILDCARE TO VISIT MY KIDS!!! SOHDAI! I'M COMING! :D
missed them so so much!!! Cute bunch of kids I wouldn't regret looking after/teaching. Can't wait for tmr to come!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE! Then meeting Jo Yee and Naomi after that ^^


Scared wed would come, yet I'm hoping for good news.

disappointed

I WILL NOT PULL OUT.

Disappointed... now the "really good" impression is on me cos you dumped all the work to me while you happily complete your lovely work and give some fantastic impression of time management. Thank you so much man, you were super "awesome" =.=

I know that my time management isn't good, but this is what i wanna change. That is why i'm challenging myself, to make myself a better person. I get what you mean... I'm very sensitive, i get ppl's opinions and feelings at the very beginning. I've remembered whatever you said today and you'll come to realise that you regret what you've said. This is not going to be the end of my journey... I will walk on. You already have in mind what you want, go ahead... I've already given you my answer. Take it or leave it, your answer is very clear to me. You're just trying to put it in a nicer way, which i appreciate.. but I'd prefer it to be swift and nice.


I haven't given up, and I'll hang in there. To those who haven't voted, VOTE FOR ME :D

海，在我目前的状况，颜色是绿的。。。我已经沉入到海底。


I teared.. for my heart.
It sank deep down into the green waters...
I hope it will continue beating till I save it

END OF CAMPAIGNING

Last day of campaigning today (: Performance + booth set up. Performance was embarrassing!!! Came out at the wrong time =.= omg.... it was entertainment man! :/ EMBARRASSING TTM! T.T

Think booth part was not really successful... most ppl left for CCA, home etc. HAHA! Whole campaigning process was kinda fun actually! ^^ Most of us thought after today, don't need to wear red sash... BUT still have to wear our red sash till fri... lols.

VOTE FOR ME!! :D I'M YOUR RIGHT CHOICE.
i can only be disappointed with myself if i don't make it...

Copied chem prac twice cos hand up late :/ then headed to lot 1 to look for the others. fun time!! Jessie damn chio sia!!!! [not revealing anything ^^]
Lost my earpiece :/ don't know where it fly to... lols


still coughing... zzz =.=

new way of life (;

LESS TIME AT HOME,

THE MORE I TREASURE THE TIME SPENT (:

Had speech today! NERVOUS :/ My hand was shaking!! Don't know if it was obvious but yea, disappointed with myself. IT SHALL NOT BE LIKE THAT FOR ONE LINER TMR (: Just got home not too long ago, left school at 9plus.. stayed back to do council performance ^^ It's getting somewhere! Thanks to DILIP BHAGWAN. He helped us coreograph alot of steps!! Really appreciate it now that we're at least 1/2 done with his help!! :D

I AM VERY HAPPY! BECAUSE MY REQUEST FOR CHANGE OF H1 SUBJECT IS APPROVED!!!!! WHOO!!! I'M TAKING CHINA STUDIES IN ENGLISH^^ NO MORE 600-WORD ESSAY EVERY WEEK. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

There's no time to slack, lots of work to complete! I shall go off now.

I AM STILL HOLDING ON TO MY HOPES OF BEING A COUNCILLOR. GIVE ME YOUR VOTE, AND I'LL DO MY BEST TO ACCEDE TO YOUR REQUESTS (:

Till then!

Looking forward to end of campaigning, yet scared of the final outcome.

After so long, I'm still waiting for your return... will you come back? :(

I.MISS.YOU ♥

*edited:

I missed out something really impt!!! SOMEONE PUT BACK MY CHICKEN RICE WHEN I HAVEN'T FINISHED EATING :( AND UNTIL NOW I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO. SAD...

almost there! ^^

COUNCIL IS STILL WHAT I WANT :D

I decided that I should update, cos Ying Ying asked me why don't I update. HAHA! School's been fine, busy with campaigning stuff. DRAINED AND TIRED but i'll pull through! It's ending!!! And my hyper-ness has come back, from some pessive mind set :/ But things are fine now!! :D Been having less than 5 hours of sleep straight, surviving and I WILL SURVIVE. Slept during a few lectures, I'll get that knowledge back by reading through! (:

I'm still waiting for a reply for my requests for change of H1 subject. He didn't get back to me when he was supposed to on Friday!! Super responsible :/ Anyway, I really really hope to get free from GSC and take CSE. I'll catch up!! I'll make more time to read through notes given before and study them! PLEASE LET ME CHANGE H1 (:

Woke up at 8plus today, fell back asleep. Woke up at 10.30 when I'm supposed to meet my group at 10am. OOPS! Met up late with my PW group today for PI (: Things are looking good! At first when i was put into this group, honestly, I didn't feel safe. Ying Ying felt too quiet to me, Eunice too. Yong Xuan is just plain crazy. HAHA! But things went pretty well today! We worked quite fast.. with digressing and everything, we completed our PI in about 3 hours. With crapping and stoning, I would say that's a good start. But there's still a huge room for improvement. I'm looking forward to working well with the 3 of them! Let's make our project score an A! :D I'm not looking forward to project work though... well, got to live with it. A levels subject, no choice. No second best alternative = no opportunity cost. Shouldn't this be inexistent in the real world?! Cheat.

I'm looking forward to the end of campaigning! Speech on Mon, Morning intro on Tue. I'm scared for the end result though, I really want to get into council. I'm scared to face that disappointment I might face. Saying this may seem that I have no confidence that I can do it, but it's the real world we're facing. There'll always be something unpredictable. The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment. I may seem to be holding back my enthusiasm now, but it won't be the same! I will commit myself and do my best! Give me a chance. VOTE FOR ME! I'll make it worthwhile :D

Sick since last week I think... can't rmb when, sometime back. Still coughing! and on and off headache =.= IRRITATING. LOLs! I want to be in pink health again!!!

I love this photo (:
Credits to Adeline for taking ^^

Chicken rice is good (: Look like councillor? HEHE^^

It is the last lap!!

VOTE FOR ME! :D Thank You Very Much ^^

P.S: I MISS MY KIDS FROM THE CHILDCARE :( I'LL GO BACK TO VISIT THEM DURING MY HOLS!!! OMG. I MISS THEM MORE THAN WORDS!!!!!!!! :( MARCH HOLIDAYS COME QUICKLY!!!!!!!!!! I'LL RESERVE ONE DAY TO VISIT MY LOVELY KIDS ^^

(:

I'M STILL HOLDING ON TO MY COUNCIL PASSION :D
Time to update! HAHA!

Everyone got pass the interview cos they felt that everyone should be given a chance to go through campaigning. However, some ppl pulled out so less competitors!^^ Due dates for SC submission is very tight.. so now everything's rushing! But i'll pull through, i know they're testing our efficiency, capability to cope etc.. i won't get knocked down. THIS IS WHAT I WANT.

I wanna change H1 subject though! I don't know if they'll allow.. roar. GSC really =.= The teacher is just boring... and all he has done is to ask us to read papers, after 4 lessons! Rushed through how to write 剪报 which is kinda screwed up.. cos we don't know what is it that is exactly wanted. And i've another 600 word essay to be completed by tonight!! OMG! I really wanna change combi... roar.

Shall end of here (:

I'M STILL HOLDING ON TO MY COUNCIL PASSION (:

School's been great! Except that it's tiring... and there are TONNES! of homework = shitwork. Had council interview on wed, results out tmr. HOPE I PASS!

Dad's holding advance chinese b'dae celebration for me today.. so yeap! Leaving house to study soon then be back for celebration ^^

Happy Birthday Fred! (: Have a great one.
p.s: stop being emo over ____ it's over alr!! don't let that small matter affect u luh... at least u didn't hide it from them. right?

SIAN

JESSIE WALKS AROUND SCHOOL WITH A LARGE ROSE (:
-- forced to. NOT! :P

Class exco positions were announced today... Jessie Class manager, i'm assistant class manager. But we're both applying for SC! haha :D Student council interview on wed, hope things go well. [let's just hope that the kiddy act today wouldn't be taken into consideration]
Kevin treasurer.. nt bad, late one day additional 10 cents. PROFITS! hahaha.. okay class joke. Pooja chem rep, but she's applying for SC too! (: Marilyn was announced GP rep since last week, with Stanley assisting her LOL! Cindy civics rep.. then Christopher AVA. hehe. I don't know what other reps are there luh.. lols.

I passed down a huge rose (made with cloth) to Jessie this morning... then she was wondering who gave it to her, cos i was denying :P but in the end i told her, and she almost killed me. aww. i purposely brought it to school today! though i met her yesterday.. cos i wanted her to hold the rose around the school. HAHA! and she wasn't going home straight after school = BONUS! anyway she held the rose upside down =.= hiding it behind her big big board she brought to school!!!! -- present for someone...


ARGH! Feeling damn sian today... since halfway through PW lesson. roar. It's the first lesson... and i was alr quite sian-ed even before the activity. what you want me to do! grrr

Sian ttm... still got homework to clear. I'm nowhere starting on GSC's 600 word essay.. i haven't even found the article. but i'll most prob do tmr. bye.

Jessie turns 17!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSIE! :D


Happy birthday to you birdie!!!!!
You're as old as me now! So you can't laugh at me :P Haha!!! 3 days only still laugh i'm older than you.. tsk tsk. Thanks for the cute present!!! I haven't finished the marshmellows! SO MANY!!! HAHAHAHA. You've been a great friend yo!!! 17 years old alr, can be more girl not?! HAHAHAHA :D Why not i get you uh.... a dress?! :P You won't even wear it luh!! Cheat! See you in school on Monday!!! Or maybe later (:


School's been great. Except that work's starting to pile up :/ GSC is gonna be a killer but i'll try (: Newspaper article everyweek + 600 word essay. JIAYOU! :D
Ran 3.2km on Thursday to familiarise the route for road run and ran another 3.2km yesterday for road run!!!! It was a competition between the 6 houses. POLO WON!!! :D Thanks to the J2s who were super fit! J1s Byron got alot of fit ppl who can run :/ Got to buck up alr! POLO!!!! Thursday's run was a killer, almost vomitted :/ But yesterday's run was so much better, i ran a longer distance before i started walking also. HAHA (: The feeling was quite good after that though, i could feel my muscles! So cool. I feel like running somemore.. but not for competition sake :P



side note: I wanted to post about more stuff, but i forgot. This post shall be edited (:

17!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D


Thanks for the wishes people!! (:

Jessie Wang is so freaking cute man! She got me a bomberman toy cos _____ (inside joke). Thanks alot!! I've only known you for like 5 days and we're kinda close alr. So cool man! 10S12 is a cool class! ^^
Atif gave me a paper/card/photo holder. Can use as any luh... he thinks it's lame so he owes me a movie date! hahahaha. The pic that he drew on, is super funny! Thanks (: You've really been a great OGL together with Pearlyn, Huldah and Belle Joy! :D
MG28! :D

Then i've some presents from elves too (: Today was fine i guess, was late for econs lecture. SILVESTER TOOK MY ECONS NOTES! so now i don't have my econs notes and i've to wait... cos it's out of stock =.=

Feeling super sian suddenly, no idea why. I've gone mad.
Anyway, my day's been great! So yea (:

17 years of my life and i still look.... THE SAME! haha!

Dr Gloria Suagu!

Dr Gloria Suagu!

OMG!!! I can't believe Gloria is leaving for Australia later tonight ): I'm gonna miss her craps and everything!!!! GAHHH!!

Gloria, be honoured this post is dedicated to you. I'm really glad to have you as a friend.. all the laughter you brought to us, be it your lame joke or us teasing you. We tease you really out of pure entertainment... and you allowed us to. Who does that?!!! Don't feel offended by the jokes and everything okay, cos we HEART YOU! I'm gonna miss you like mad!! Esp i haven't been meeting up with you during holiday period and even now, cos you're too busy. In any case, Wish you all the best in Trinity!!! I'm sure you can do it.


Let me explain the underlying meaning of the gift from Sin Hwee, Qian Yi, Nicola and Myself.

We picked the tortoise because Sin Hwee said you wanted a tortoise the last time. That aside, the clothes was picked cos it was a Doctor suit in operation theatres. And as the name suggests, Dr Gloria Suagu. Suagu was just for fun!! Dr Gloria is who we will meet a few years down the road. Yes?!!! I'm sure you can do it girl!!!!! We're all behind you. WHOOO!! You'll graduate as the most outstanding student. Be confident in what you want to do, because YOU CAN!!!! You're like a smart ass. Do not feel inferior in any way!!!! It's good that Nat Hui will be there with you. Both of you can work together!! Whatever you specialise in, you're still Dr Gloria Suagu when we meet you a few years down the road after you graduate OK?! Jiayou!!! All the best. I hope whenever you see Dr Gloria Suagu, you'll be motivated because that's where you want to stand in the near future. Let Dr Gloria Suagu be your motivation! And the one that represents us by your side supporting you. All the way!!! :D


We will really really miss you. I'll try to make my trip to the airport later!!! Really!!!

CNY

HAPPY CNY

AND

HAPPY VALENTINES

TO ALL! (:

Happy CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year!

What a way to start my lunar new year... while going down the stairs i fell and the edge of the stairs hit my stomach. my bones kinda hurt now but i think it's ok luh :P

新年快乐！祝大家事事顺利，身体健康！生意人，生意蒸蒸日上！学生们，学业进步！




Wish i can get into council! I really really want to be different from what i was in secondary school, the useless and lazy me shall leave (: I know i can, and i will.

10S12

S12!

My class isn't as bad as i thought it would be. People are high and we have fun together! BUT I STILL MISS MY MG! My MGLs and OGLs were awesome!!!!! Orientation was a blast! The dances were wierd at first but it was fun during finale night! Everyone just got high together (:
Official lessons starting next wednesday, after CNY break. Hope things go well :D

Emo songs are the love! Somehow they seem nicer than other genres.

MG #28!

MG28! lives on forever (:

Shall blog about school. Orientation so far is, AWESOME! MG28 ROCKS! But we're gonna be split up on mon... sian, everything starts over. I M GONNA MISS ALL THE CRAP AND FUN MG28 HAD TOGETHER! but friday wasn't our last day together, we're meeting to go out as a MG on mon! :D Looking forward to that ^^

Got to go out now, bye!