Monday, June 28, 2010
econs
ARGH! freaking scared for econs paper tmr :/ haven't really studied and i'm not done studying... duh. i dunno wtf am i still doing here blogging when i should totally be mugging my ass off and getting econs content into my head. argh... feel like bursting into tears, as if it'll make me feel better =.=
Sunday, June 27, 2010
drown sorrows
5 Days
How i wish there was this one way which could solve any problem... exams started, ending next thur. Hope i'll pull through. NEED TO PASS EVERYTHING :/ impossbile better become im possible this time. Econs, Chinese, Math, Chem... then i'll be up for movies :D Hope there're nice movies to watch... or if not, feel like going to WWW/US to play. heehee. OMG i shld be thinking of how to get content into my head instead of planning for before death =.= Just hope before death wouldn't exist.
It's not that i dont want ppl to know... being watched on for more than a thing is horrible. Hope my results wouldn't affect what's gonna come after... Thanks for reminding me to study, if not i doubt i would have studied as much for H1 (:
Upsetting you time and again.. sigh.
Shall go for a swim after exams ^^
How i wish there was this one way which could solve any problem... exams started, ending next thur. Hope i'll pull through. NEED TO PASS EVERYTHING :/ impossbile better become im possible this time. Econs, Chinese, Math, Chem... then i'll be up for movies :D Hope there're nice movies to watch... or if not, feel like going to WWW/US to play. heehee. OMG i shld be thinking of how to get content into my head instead of planning for before death =.= Just hope before death wouldn't exist.
It's not that i dont want ppl to know... being watched on for more than a thing is horrible. Hope my results wouldn't affect what's gonna come after... Thanks for reminding me to study, if not i doubt i would have studied as much for H1 (:
Upsetting you time and again.. sigh.
Shall go for a swim after exams ^^
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
hopes for a time stall
Been studying a bit... need to progress faster in order to have a hope of only passing my exams :/ not much time left!! still need to go back to school on the 23rd for chinese lesson and oral. OH NO! hate all these craps :/ but i've no choice... this totally doesn't exist in economis :(
Not really looking forward to end of exams. Isn't exactly ready for bombarding yet... hope things go normally bah :/
Not really looking forward to end of exams. Isn't exactly ready for bombarding yet... hope things go normally bah :/
Saturday, June 19, 2010
(:
5 Days to H1, 8 Days to start of H2
Holidays has been like holidays, in a way. Been slacking quite a bit, which is bad. Scared for mid-yrs but can't get down to studying. I NEED TO STUDY :( but one good thing is, i've only 3 days of papers!! If I remember correctly.. just that mother tongue and mathematics is on the same day. and H1 paper is nxt fri! Followed by econs :/ Time's running out, got to treasure every second! But I doubt i'm treasuring every second, given the fact that i'm right here now typing a post.
On a side note, i'm officially getting my own room... after my sis kinda snatched mine away and the room became a shared-room. Now shifting is in progress and i'll get my new room soon! Hopefully soon enough. LOL. So tonight, I have no idea where i'm gonna sleep... cos the old bed has been removed and the room's not really set-up yet. Plus, the bed is kinda there but there's no mattress... so there's a hole in the middle. I can't possibly sleep on that eh.. HAHA! So might squeeze tonight with 3 other ppl. O.O let's just hope it works =x
Another thing, I'm going to eat wanton mee again tmr @ far east plaza! (: Like after so long!! Then gonna walk arnd town and maybe catch a movie or something. Sunday gonna get back down to serious studying.. don't feel like studying now alr.. shall clear my H1 studies by sunday!!! Two words: Exams suck :(
Holidays has been like holidays, in a way. Been slacking quite a bit, which is bad. Scared for mid-yrs but can't get down to studying. I NEED TO STUDY :( but one good thing is, i've only 3 days of papers!! If I remember correctly.. just that mother tongue and mathematics is on the same day. and H1 paper is nxt fri! Followed by econs :/ Time's running out, got to treasure every second! But I doubt i'm treasuring every second, given the fact that i'm right here now typing a post.
On a side note, i'm officially getting my own room... after my sis kinda snatched mine away and the room became a shared-room. Now shifting is in progress and i'll get my new room soon! Hopefully soon enough. LOL. So tonight, I have no idea where i'm gonna sleep... cos the old bed has been removed and the room's not really set-up yet. Plus, the bed is kinda there but there's no mattress... so there's a hole in the middle. I can't possibly sleep on that eh.. HAHA! So might squeeze tonight with 3 other ppl. O.O let's just hope it works =x
Another thing, I'm going to eat wanton mee again tmr @ far east plaza! (: Like after so long!! Then gonna walk arnd town and maybe catch a movie or something. Sunday gonna get back down to serious studying.. don't feel like studying now alr.. shall clear my H1 studies by sunday!!! Two words: Exams suck :(
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
service learning trip
PHNOM PENH
Came back from Cambodia yesterday noon. Things were on the whole okay. Quite fun, service learning trip not shopping trip so didn't get to shop much. Nothing much to shop for also. Didn't take any pictures, didn't bring my camera... so this post is going to be wordy.
First day checked in at the hotel, wasn't too bad. Explored the genocide museum... quite grossed out. It was scary, how people was tortured for no particular reason :/ On the way to the museum there was this guy at the gate, one side eyeball-less. SCARED SHITS OUT OF ME :/ he was damn close to Sheryl somemore. Went to killing fields, some bones still stuck in the ground as they were uncovered as flooding occurs... where sands were deposited elsewhere. chinese tombs were half destroyed.
Second day headed to Baray T-house. Stayed for 2 nights... as it was nearer to the village and kadhamhar primary school. Worked the afternoon... built base for the walls (fence). Group 2 evil man! Tease me what potential!! Didn't interact with the kids as we gave up our slot to another group. But we took back our slot the nxt day anyway. hee. Didn't do much either, but was tired. Salute to the kids there, stronger than any of us!! Got owned by them totally!! Malnutritioned kids but stronger :/
Third day first half went for interaction with grade 3 kids. Fast learners I must say! Took some time for them to warm up though. And it's harder to keep them in place as they're younger and more active in a way. Things went chaotic when we brought them out of class to teach them hair washing.. any other kid at school who didn't have lessons would join in. Since they all look similar, we couldn't recognize those from our class and it was hard to coordinate stuff. But we still had to sort things out. Teaching them chicken dance was kind easy... they followed and most of them enjoyed (: After lunch worked again... continued wall building. Insects present at night were crazy!! The guys were having ranger war.. LOL!! Totally acted like girls. The guys even created names for them: airborne rangers, abseil rangers... dunno what other rangers. LOL!! Jokers.
Fourth day all 3 groups supposed to work, in the end we were told the kids were waiting for us to have class with them. So we did last minute lessons. Re-capped chicken dance with the class for performance. Our performance kinda screwed up :/ cos not all from our class and they don't know the dance.. so in the end looked messy. haha. Headed back to the city from the village area at 2plus cos the bus sank into mud and we couldn't leave. Shopping couldn't be done as planned as it was too late.
Last day at Phnom Penh woke up early to shop! Slightly less than an hour? Then headed to the airport for departure to Singapore!! There wasn't anything that was available for shopping at the Phnom Penh airport... was quite bored. Ha. Touched down in Singapore and went to watch The Karate Kid at night! (: It was cool!!! Nice show!!! RECOMMENDED.
I wanted more time with you...
I couldn't bear to see you torturing yourself again so I said I didn't, actually I did. Green waters is where the sea is really deep... something is still left there.
some things doesn't have to be named... now deeper.
Came back from Cambodia yesterday noon. Things were on the whole okay. Quite fun, service learning trip not shopping trip so didn't get to shop much. Nothing much to shop for also. Didn't take any pictures, didn't bring my camera... so this post is going to be wordy.
First day checked in at the hotel, wasn't too bad. Explored the genocide museum... quite grossed out. It was scary, how people was tortured for no particular reason :/ On the way to the museum there was this guy at the gate, one side eyeball-less. SCARED SHITS OUT OF ME :/ he was damn close to Sheryl somemore. Went to killing fields, some bones still stuck in the ground as they were uncovered as flooding occurs... where sands were deposited elsewhere. chinese tombs were half destroyed.
Second day headed to Baray T-house. Stayed for 2 nights... as it was nearer to the village and kadhamhar primary school. Worked the afternoon... built base for the walls (fence). Group 2 evil man! Tease me what potential!! Didn't interact with the kids as we gave up our slot to another group. But we took back our slot the nxt day anyway. hee. Didn't do much either, but was tired. Salute to the kids there, stronger than any of us!! Got owned by them totally!! Malnutritioned kids but stronger :/
Third day first half went for interaction with grade 3 kids. Fast learners I must say! Took some time for them to warm up though. And it's harder to keep them in place as they're younger and more active in a way. Things went chaotic when we brought them out of class to teach them hair washing.. any other kid at school who didn't have lessons would join in. Since they all look similar, we couldn't recognize those from our class and it was hard to coordinate stuff. But we still had to sort things out. Teaching them chicken dance was kind easy... they followed and most of them enjoyed (: After lunch worked again... continued wall building. Insects present at night were crazy!! The guys were having ranger war.. LOL!! Totally acted like girls. The guys even created names for them: airborne rangers, abseil rangers... dunno what other rangers. LOL!! Jokers.
Fourth day all 3 groups supposed to work, in the end we were told the kids were waiting for us to have class with them. So we did last minute lessons. Re-capped chicken dance with the class for performance. Our performance kinda screwed up :/ cos not all from our class and they don't know the dance.. so in the end looked messy. haha. Headed back to the city from the village area at 2plus cos the bus sank into mud and we couldn't leave. Shopping couldn't be done as planned as it was too late.
Last day at Phnom Penh woke up early to shop! Slightly less than an hour? Then headed to the airport for departure to Singapore!! There wasn't anything that was available for shopping at the Phnom Penh airport... was quite bored. Ha. Touched down in Singapore and went to watch The Karate Kid at night! (: It was cool!!! Nice show!!! RECOMMENDED.
I wanted more time with you...
I couldn't bear to see you torturing yourself again so I said I didn't, actually I did. Green waters is where the sea is really deep... something is still left there.
some things doesn't have to be named... now deeper.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
cambodia
Service Learning Trip
Leaving for cambodia tmr morning... hope it'll be a fruitful and fun trip! Be back 5 days later (:
Leaving for cambodia tmr morning... hope it'll be a fruitful and fun trip! Be back 5 days later (:
Thursday, June 3, 2010
is it really working out?
nobody told you to do it, u can just leave it be... starting to doubt whatever's happening :/ haiz... EQ cui alr. don't know wtf is wrong with me... my fault again. don't wanna keep saying sorry... it'll come to nothing in the end. at most one day i explode and do whatever nonsense. i dunno why can't you just leave me alone???
sick and tired of everything.
sick and tired of everything.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
is it working out?
Back from LTC! It's quite okay... DID ZIP LINE LIKE FINALLY!!! Long awaited activity ^^ Completed all activities that we were supposed to complete.. camp wasn't as tough as EI camp, personal opinion. EI camp was more strict... fire drill wouldn't last for 40 min =.= TERRIBLE. feel kinda ashamed as well :/ nvr experienced such thing before.. Oops. Food in camp was surprisingly better than expected.. HAHA. overall LTC was fine... trek back to school was crazy!! but we endured (: Lots to post about for LTC... but kinda lazy to elaborate :P
Don't know what's happening. Don't know how should I feel.
Haiz...
Don't know what's happening. Don't know how should I feel.
Haiz...
Saturday, May 29, 2010
the rose
LTC Camp starts tmr... need to report at 7am. Breaking camp on tue afternoon (:
Updating a bit then gonna sleep. June hols started!! Mid yrs started too!! GP paper on thur.. H1 paper coming up on the last day of holidays and when term starts I'll have to sit for the rest of the papers. 1st week of holidays alr packed, then gonna study for mid yrs! Can't screw this shit.
Had party last night, things were fine I guess? Curious (Kaypo) kids... L.O.L speechless.
I'll miss you. Don't be sad alr alright??
Don't wanna worry, cheer up kay :(
The rose -- Westlife
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns, the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves, your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed
It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never, learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never, takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot, seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never, learns to live
When the night, has been too lonely
And the road, has been too long
And you think, that love is only
For the lucky, and the strong
Just remember, in the winter
Far beneath, the bitter snow
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love
In the spring
Becomes the rose
Updating a bit then gonna sleep. June hols started!! Mid yrs started too!! GP paper on thur.. H1 paper coming up on the last day of holidays and when term starts I'll have to sit for the rest of the papers. 1st week of holidays alr packed, then gonna study for mid yrs! Can't screw this shit.
Had party last night, things were fine I guess? Curious (Kaypo) kids... L.O.L speechless.
I'll miss you. Don't be sad alr alright??
Don't wanna worry, cheer up kay :(
The rose -- Westlife
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns, the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves, your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed
It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never, learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never, takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot, seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never, learns to live
When the night, has been too lonely
And the road, has been too long
And you think, that love is only
For the lucky, and the strong
Just remember, in the winter
Far beneath, the bitter snow
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love
In the spring
Becomes the rose
Thursday, May 20, 2010
privacy
ANNOYED
Why is there no privacy instilled in this freaking household... don't you guys even understand that each individual needs their own space? what the hell is wrong with you!!!!!! i'm so freaking pissed off right now. don't you understand it is MY message? must you freaking read it? f-ed up. you wanna be so paranoid u go be paranoid towards the other siblings.. must you target me? ARGH!
SUPER PISSED OFF.
stupid... made it so obvious that the msg was read... when i didn't even read it? give them basic respect but my phone is nvr safe... what the shit is this?!
Why is there no privacy instilled in this freaking household... don't you guys even understand that each individual needs their own space? what the hell is wrong with you!!!!!! i'm so freaking pissed off right now. don't you understand it is MY message? must you freaking read it? f-ed up. you wanna be so paranoid u go be paranoid towards the other siblings.. must you target me? ARGH!
SUPER PISSED OFF.
stupid... made it so obvious that the msg was read... when i didn't even read it? give them basic respect but my phone is nvr safe... what the shit is this?!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
i'm back!
BACK!
It's been very long since I last updated... more towards "don't know what to blog" than "no time to blog". LOL! *ONE VERY IMPORTANT THING: I BOUGHT A YELLOW NUM BAG!!! :D :D :D omg it rocks!! it's yellow!!!! Haha (: Nth much to blog about actually, previously busy over council investiture rehearsals... now investiture is over and I seem to be free on certain days, but got to catch up with my work :/
Stressed being in the same class as Jessie... she nvr broke any rule, but I alr broke rule number 4 countless times :/ Oops.
*4) Complete assignments on time
Not that I don't want to, just have this bad habit of staring at the same question if until I solve it. Not a very practical way of doing stuff... trying to change :P Been late to school for 5 times alr :/ (lucky this is not in the contract... heh) up for detention... oops! Embarrassing, and feels bad.
oh yes, attended Temasek Junior College's investiture... cool. SAW LYN TAN HUI LING!!! :D Happy to see her after so long... now I'm waiting to see SARAH REBEKAH TAN. hehe. Still hoping I can attend Deborah's guitar performance on the 22nd.. let's hope I don't have a pile of homework waiting for me and I've time to go!! Been long since I last met her too.
Went for class dinner just now... 7 of us only. Some people are just damn funny luh!! L.O.L! Chicken drumlet was good! :D Pizza hut!!!! But the counting of the money was omg tedious!! so many coins etc. haha. anyway, it was fun. Kinda pissed Jessie off I think.. oops :/
Need to catch up with my work after coming back from cambodia during June hols.. GP paper and math lecture test next week! :/ Hope I pass... fail GP = GG. Scared! Mid-Yrs coming up! Cannot fail or contract breeched.... Don't want to be suspended, bet the feeling will suck. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! School hours extended till 4pm tmr :O let's hope I survive. Lols!
LTC camp coming! Looking forward to it! I needa get sandals O_o
It's been very long since I last updated... more towards "don't know what to blog" than "no time to blog". LOL! *ONE VERY IMPORTANT THING: I BOUGHT A YELLOW NUM BAG!!! :D :D :D omg it rocks!! it's yellow!!!! Haha (: Nth much to blog about actually, previously busy over council investiture rehearsals... now investiture is over and I seem to be free on certain days, but got to catch up with my work :/
Stressed being in the same class as Jessie... she nvr broke any rule, but I alr broke rule number 4 countless times :/ Oops.
*4) Complete assignments on time
Not that I don't want to, just have this bad habit of staring at the same question if until I solve it. Not a very practical way of doing stuff... trying to change :P Been late to school for 5 times alr :/ (lucky this is not in the contract... heh) up for detention... oops! Embarrassing, and feels bad.
oh yes, attended Temasek Junior College's investiture... cool. SAW LYN TAN HUI LING!!! :D Happy to see her after so long... now I'm waiting to see SARAH REBEKAH TAN. hehe. Still hoping I can attend Deborah's guitar performance on the 22nd.. let's hope I don't have a pile of homework waiting for me and I've time to go!! Been long since I last met her too.
Went for class dinner just now... 7 of us only. Some people are just damn funny luh!! L.O.L! Chicken drumlet was good! :D Pizza hut!!!! But the counting of the money was omg tedious!! so many coins etc. haha. anyway, it was fun. Kinda pissed Jessie off I think.. oops :/
Need to catch up with my work after coming back from cambodia during June hols.. GP paper and math lecture test next week! :/ Hope I pass... fail GP = GG. Scared! Mid-Yrs coming up! Cannot fail or contract breeched.... Don't want to be suspended, bet the feeling will suck. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! School hours extended till 4pm tmr :O let's hope I survive. Lols!
LTC camp coming! Looking forward to it! I needa get sandals O_o
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
pre-invest!
Updates
Hey! So I haven't been blogging. Been busy with school work (though many left incomplete) and investiture rehearsals. Most importantly, busy sleeping. Think I've been sleeping A LOT! but people say I look tired. Ironic. I've no idea why either. HAHA.
3rd time late for school yesterday... SIGH!!!! detention coming up.. sickening. annoyed the whole morning. lols :/
Nothing much to blog about, except that I really need proper time management. Creating a timetable may just work.. maybe I should try soon (: Still have econs work to complete before I get punished (again :/). TATA!
Invest rehearsals all the way till the day itself.. looking forward to invest and the end of it (:
Hey! So I haven't been blogging. Been busy with school work (though many left incomplete) and investiture rehearsals. Most importantly, busy sleeping. Think I've been sleeping A LOT! but people say I look tired. Ironic. I've no idea why either. HAHA.
3rd time late for school yesterday... SIGH!!!! detention coming up.. sickening. annoyed the whole morning. lols :/
Nothing much to blog about, except that I really need proper time management. Creating a timetable may just work.. maybe I should try soon (: Still have econs work to complete before I get punished (again :/). TATA!
Invest rehearsals all the way till the day itself.. looking forward to invest and the end of it (:
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
pubco (:
PUBLICITY EXECUTIVE
Well, didn't get house captain but it's ok. Publicity's good too (:
Don't know if i should feel disappointed.... but well kinda mood-less now. lols!
Council's been good (: Going home real "early" everyday... heh. Attending TJC's investiture tmr!! I GET TO SEE LYN TAN HUI LING (in her pisai green uni -- it's how she describes her uni L.O.L) like finally!! LOL :D looking forward!! ^^
Well, didn't get house captain but it's ok. Publicity's good too (:
Don't know if i should feel disappointed.... but well kinda mood-less now. lols!
Council's been good (: Going home real "early" everyday... heh. Attending TJC's investiture tmr!! I GET TO SEE LYN TAN HUI LING (in her pisai green uni -- it's how she describes her uni L.O.L) like finally!! LOL :D looking forward!! ^^
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