pubco (:

PUBLICITY EXECUTIVE

Well, didn't get house captain but it's ok. Publicity's good too (:
Don't know if i should feel disappointed.... but well kinda mood-less now. lols!

Council's been good (: Going home real "early" everyday... heh. Attending TJC's investiture tmr!! I GET TO SEE LYN TAN HUI LING (in her pisai green uni -- it's how she describes her uni L.O.L) like finally!! LOL :D looking forward!! ^^

EI :D

ELECTS INDUCTION

Had EI camp from 23rd - 24th. Broke camp at about 1.15pm yesterday then went to lot 1 to eat before coming home. The bus ride was embarrassing luh!! Dropped my HP and wallet and my first reaction was "f***" :/ and i kept dropping my wallet =.=

Anyway, EI was kinda fun! except that PT was crazy :/ 5.2km endurance run in the morning at 7.30am! survived it though (: nvr thought i would. fire drill was hilarious.. both times! 2 different people reacted differently. and both reactions were just plain funny. lols. 2nd "fire drill" was to start night activities.. lols. night activities were kinda fun, except that my group became SUPER SMELLY after our 3rd station. and our butts were burning hot cos of the chilli sauce :O every station we went to after that, the station masters will go "omg you guys are so smelly". Kimberley even said we claimed the smelliest group award. LOL! not our fault kay! we HAD TO sit on the chair that had mixture of sauces.

Last part of camp was dry... kept falling asleep cos of the lectures :/ and my 红鸡蛋 dropped right after we broke camp! thanks to kang kiat who made me shift my egg from the other side of the table =.= LOL!! totally forgot my egg was shifted.. ZzZ
On the whole, EI camp was okay. Used to camps alr what.. lols (:

falling asleep =.=

FELL ASLEEP AGAIN ):

I need to stop falling asleep omg... supposed to discuss important stuff and poof I just disappeared =.= Sorry Xun Xin!!! :/

dead and dun wanna live again

GRATS ELVIN (:

I can't make myself put a big smiley cos i'm just not in the mood. Grats Elvin for taking the improvement award home.

It's not how u treat me, it's how u treat the other one. Many things left an impact on me, shall DNA test be done? sounds ridiculous, but seriously.. you guys have done many things to keep me in doubt if i belong :/ My heart is dead, i think i can say that. u're just plain ridiculous at times. i'm not even forcing u to do it for me.. i did it myself, and u went on nagging. i just need some peace and quiet, if u'd be willing to shut up. if it was the other one, he'd have screamed and u'd just do with no complains. what's there to say u help with whatever u can when u're hoping for something in return? and u use that to nail us when we do something against ur wish. wad shit. enough is enough. wait till i don't return, maybe u'll lead a happier life. there are times when u are nice, yes. i get contented easily.. i can't and don't expect much from you. i give up. i'm sick and tired of letting this go on.

biased =.=

WHATEVER.

When I'm the one that needs it, he gets it. I'm not even asking... and he keeps asking. Then when I ask, you.... aiyah. Do what you deem right luh, I can't really be bothered anymore. At least I've another one who cares :/

eunicelimbixian.petty.

UPDATES

A whole week of school passed again. Heh.. school's been fine, except for slight hiccups which I have no idea why happened. M ok with it though.. Looking forward to temasek's invest! Will be able to see Lyn ^^

Nothing much to blog about... Star awards tmr! I hope I'll have time to tune in to channel 8 though. Not attending the show, too busy :/
ELVIN :D

things have changed, and it seems awkward now... tell me why.

updates

TIME TO REVIVE BLOG? HEHE ^^

Haven't been updating... blog's so dead. heh. Been running from tuesday-friday for the past 2-3 weeks. i think.
Tues, thur = pe...wed, fri = council physical trng. feeling slighty fitter but not getting any slimmer :( LOL! feels good after exercise luh.. but during exercise it's just KILLER. LOL!

School's been fine.. planning for council invest now. In logco (: Went to support canoe finals on fri, missed lessons... good and bad. Good = get to drag for homework submission. Bad = miss lessons and may not be able to catch up. Plus the lazy me, sigh. Need to stop being so lazy :/ Need to study econs.. failed both 1st test and class test, cos i didn't study :/ ROAR.

Went out to clear work today, obviously failed to clear AGAIN =.= haiz. supposed to meet Xunxin and Janessa @ 9.45am at JE lib but the pig me woke up at 10plus :/ and met them at about 2 :/ then they had to leave at 5pm. lols. Elton came over after that then continued work till library close. Yishu was there =.= annoying me, touching my pencil case without asking cos he was bored. ZzZ. feel so grossed out now. and he stole Xunxin's onion ring! HAHAHA

convo was super funny:
[ys was looking for help for econs]
ys: what's your H1 subject?
me: China studies
ys: CSC or CSE?
me: there's no china studies in chinese (=.=)
ys: ohhh
-a while later-
ys: *looking at my econs work* did i remember u saying that ur H1 subject is china studies?
me: ya so? doesn't mean i can't take H2 econs wad
ys: *gave the embarrassed look*

zzz damn shit luh =.=
okay i shall go off!

stupid shits

I. HATE. THIS. SHIT.

totally ruined my mood to do newsroom... hate this shit feeling. WHY?
how i wish i can easily let things go... why do i worry so much?? =.=

studying with xin

Studying @ KFC

Went to study with Shu Xin @ KFC, Plaza Sing today... for her = productive. For me, not productive. Fell asleep for 30min even before I started work.. then did only abit after I woke up.
Bought two shirts from Outfitter Girls and influenced Shu Xin to get too.. HAHA oops :/ Then headed to join my parents for dinner.. Jap food. Not very fantastic, tasted better california makis... doubt any other california maki can be compared to it. But, no more :(

Going to Universal Studios tmr.. hope it's gonna be fun. Suddenly don't feel like going but I'm not gonna let this chance pass.

突然感到很烦，不知道该怎么说。。。眼前一片黑暗，都不知道自己正往的方向。
错了吗？

3.2km (:

3.2km, 8 rounds

Ran 8 rounds for pe today... quite okay luh, cos we could run at our own pace... just that chilli acted up :/ okay I need to refrain from chilli. It's bad. Having headache now =.= and stomach feels weird... no idea why :/ but I still got chinese work to complete!! yea, since yesterday or in fact, hols :/ roar.. HATE CHINESE HOMEWORK. WHY MUST THEY EXIST. LOL!



Oh yes! This is a must mention!



MARILYN RAN TODAY!!! 7 ROUNDS, think she walked some but AT LEAST SHE RAN. WHOO!! :D GOOD JOB :D now Jessie owes her milo... HAHA!

MARILYN BE HONOURED I PRAISED YOU HERE. LOL :P

chinese! :o

:O

WHOO!! Went to sleep at 8plus pm yesterday cos I was alr flying up somewhere amongst the clouds :/ Set alarm at 9.30pm but obviously an Elephant cum Pig like me who sleeps like a log didn't hear it. Luckily woke up at 12plus... then being myself, obviously play with games/chat online. Totally not prioritising.. ZzZ. But they're just to tempting!! Stoned and slacked till 2plus am then started on Chinese. Oops! ALMOST complete!! Left with 1 essay and 1 comprehension passage; a few MCQs and a few structured questions... due on Wed (which is tmr!! *argh*) Oh well... Chinese homework sucks, I'm serious. Have to "touch up" on Econs work cos have to add on explanation which I was obviously too lazy to do :/ HAHA! but that's due on Fri and I love Econs although I kinda suck at it.. so yea :D

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ECONS

Okay, I've absolutely no idea why I'm not going back to sleep after completing quite a fair bit of chinese.. the last time I was crazily awake at this kind of timing was a week ago. HAHA!
I feel so slack :( and I SENSE THE NEED TO MUG

frustrated

I JUST FEEL SO EMPTY WITHIN

Why do I feel frustrated at a certain someone? Why is it that you can and I can't??? Why Why Why... damn sian now. ROAR. Just cos u're older doesn't mean u've the upper hand okay, bitch. Feeling so vexed.. the things you grumble at doesn't make sense at all because you do that all the time. U don't ask, so why should I? and I don't take your personal things... it's just a freaking footwear. Like you don't put on mine. U can rant, so can i. Why make things so difficult? Why am I even feeling vexed over such small matter? I just don't feel that I belong. Somehow... I need the beach, I need to K! Argh... I need time. Sometimes 24 hours is more than enough if you slack your day through... if you realise that you've many things to do, it's NEVER enough ):

I need to:

1) MUG
2) go to the beach and scream my lungs out... spend my day there. awesome

3) K!!! -- waiting and waiting... I need more time, 24 hours is NOT enough! ):

and the list goes on...

Sometimes I wonder what friends are for, and who are your true friends. Truth comes to light one day, u'll never be able to hide it. Just a random thought.

NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY I LOVE THE BEACH SO MUCH.

I didn't use to appreciate it as much as i do now....... it's just where peace comes in (:

mugger

WHAT TIME IS IT?
IT'S MUGGER TIME!


Really need to mug like I've never mugged before (which is so true). Lots of homework left!! I've no idea what I've been doing, though I started doing hol work early... but I've still got lots to complete!!! ROAR! I'M GOING TO TURN MYSELF INTO A MUGGER -- Hope it really happens. HAHA!

MUGGER TIME!!!

thank you!!

THANK YOU KIMBERLEY JOANNE!!!


This is one thing I decided to post after a whole night of thoughts. I AM REALLY GLAD AND FORTUNATE TO HAVE YOU AS MY ATTACHE FOR CAMPAIGNING. Thank you for speaking up against the rumours, thank you for believing in me. I am really glad that I got into council! :D I do not know how did those rumours surface, but you will not be disappointed. I gave in my all during campaigning, if I really did complain about council, I wouldn't have done so. I did not join council for my testimonial, but to give myself a challenge and make myself a better person.

Speaking of foul language outside class? yes. In class? not in my memory. So I've no idea how it got to you guys as feedback as well, but i'll be more cautious in future. I thank you guys for believing in me, and giving me this chance. I'll treasure it.

Okay, I really think too much... like what Dilip says. HAHA oops =x

council

IT'S A NEW START (:


I got into council :D Got comments that I scold vulgarities in class... not in my memory but I'll be more cautious in future. It's making me wonder... but maybe i should stop wondering. At least council took me in (:
Friends who didn't get in, cheer up! I'm bad with words... I don't know what I should say :/


Meeting Jiaxi l8r, I'll prob fall asleep soon before going out again. Lots of homework to complete!! I WILL COMPLETE THEM (: