Jiaxi's gathering

JIAXI'S BIRTHDAY GATHERING


yeap! today was the gathering! :D nice seeing Jiaxi again after SO LONG ^^ was kinda fun i guess? hehe.. i hope it is. i can't say much luh.. cos i had a share in organising :P everything went smoothly and i'm glad with it. Had feedbacks that it was fun and good.. thanks! :) But i'm sure there's room for improvement right? must tell me ok! :D Really glad that things turned out fine and everyone had fun, or should i say most? :/ HAHA!! some time in between i wanted to go toilet then Rah came out with me.. then something happen till we laugh like mad. Rah still threaten me wan tell Jiaxi :/ CANNOT AH!! RAH CANNOT TELL AH!! :P between both of us only ok?! :D TY!! ^^

Of course, made new friends and found some quite 谈得来的, like stephanie. hehe^^ Wanna say thanks to those who made it a point to come down and celebrate Jiaxi's birthday for him ok! :D Really, without you guys the gathering wouldn't have been a success! Thanks alot! Hope you guys didn't regret coming ok? :D and hope you guys enjoyed to the fullest! Also, wanna thank Jiaxi for sacrificing his sleep and coming down for the gathering. Without him, this gathering wouldn't have been a success too! So, i wanna thank all who was present at the gathering today! :D Thanks a million!!

Hope this gathering is an unforgettable one ok?! :D

Didn't bring camera today so i only have some pictures that Rah sent me. The others, have to wait :)

Some that i took with my dears! The group photo and the photo i take with Jiaxi i'll post up when i get them ok? :)

going to sleep soon.. slept at 5am and woke up at 7plus am.. getting tired after a long fun day. GD NIGHT!

slice

Rah FINALLY decided to send me the pic she took of me eating the desert from "SLICE". i've been waiting!!! hehe^^ she's in a good mood today so decided to send me. TYTY!!

anw, today woke up at 10plus then came up to use my laptop. Watched my really really old drama till about 12 then received a msg from Rah say meet @ 1.30pm instead of 1pm. so ok lor.. continue watching my drama till i decided to leave house and walk to newton mrt, my dad ask me go down eat :/ so i was late AGAIN :( so sorry! i was waiting for my mummy to go to the supermarket after that to get the fried rice ingredients for tomorrow. anw, when we were at the counter my mum suan-ed Minghui! :D WHEE! I LOVE MUMMY! :D i can't rmb exactly what she said but it was super funny Rah and I kept laughing. Came home after that and slacked awhile, see Chris film his new show's advert downstairs then came up to wait till 5pm. So while slacking, watched my drama again :) hehe^^ left for novena to collect the b'dae present for Jiaxi. SO SCREWED :( i think it's super ugly i don't even feel like giving him :/ sigh..

anw, came home at around 8plus cos there was prayers :) then here i am now.. and i still have to go do things for tomorrow. bye!

I LOVE THIS PIC THOUGH IT'S BLUR.. I JUST LIKE IT :D

Jiaxi's gathering tomorrow :) been some time since i last saw him...

omg random, but I LOVE BABIES!!! :D

happy and sad

RAH = CLOWN for today :)

sigh.. still kinda moody cause of _______. ok whatever =.= i'm kinda happy today too :)


was about to leave house with mum then my dad said he needed the car.. so ok lor, in the end didn't go out till 3plus 4pm. went to meet my dad & mum's friend and her daughter, who is also my friend @ taka :) ok long winded, aiyah i just felt like typing that way :P we were there earlier than them, so we roamed around, and i made my mum buy me LOTS OF FOOD :) fattening :/ bought bread from four leaves then i made my mum buy me more food from Tori-Q ^^ then i kept telling her that i wanted hokaido ice cream, hahas :) then she said i have to 忍 and she reminded me that i'm fat, which is true :( so fine, we ate our tart and i ate my Tori-Q while we waited for our friends to come :) while waiting, i msged Rah to ask her if she wanna meet after work cos i felt like eating desert from "SLICE", so yeap we arranged to meet at around 6.30pm. met our friends at singtel cos my friend wanted her plan changed.. she has the same plan as me, student plan. but cos she exceeded by A BIT and her dad wanted her plan changed :/ man.. i bet i exceeded more. heh O_o she exceeds less than $10 a month.. and i can exceed from $30+ plan until $50+.. ok right, that was like once :/ anw, after staying in singtel for so long, she didn't change plan.. cos everyweek the phone on promotion is different and this week's happen to be the same phone she's using now, so they didn't wanna change. lols. so we left the shop and i still bugged my mum for hokaido ice cream. so obviously i got it! :D i bought double scoop somemore O_o i shared ok! but my mum only took abit... ok right, i bet i put on 5kg today.. i ate SOOO MUCH :/ anw, after that my driver came to pick them up and i headed for cine on my own. i wasn't late! duh.. i was at taka =.= and they left at like 5.47 or something, i had tons of time till 6.30. then i msged Rah to assure her i won't be late cos i was already walking over. LOL :)

Rah super funny today i swear. man.. CLOWN, and she agrees she's the clown of the day :) anw, i called her at 5.48 according to her but according to my memory it was 5.51 cos i told her there's still 9min till she off work. ok lame =.= then she say i call at the wrong time, ok lor.. i didn't know her boss same office also mah :/ sorry :( anw, dunno what time she came then she wanted to collect her order from one of the pushcart stalls in cine, but it wasn't ready yet so we went down and she had her sprite float and i had this pink panther drink (it's guava with aloe vera). yupp. then Ming Hui and JS came @ 7plus then chat for awhile and headed for pasta mania. the 3 of them had their dinner and i just sat there and stone =.= chat alot of crap, Rah was seriously a clown laughing like mad. she made me laugh so much making me think of sam's expression.. laugh until stomachache luh :/ anw, headed for far east after that cos i wanted desert from "SLICE" remember :) on the way we saw yanyan aka liang yi.. she's still as shuai qi and nice, Rah chat with her a bit and we all took pic with her, yupp :) i tried a different flavour this time at "SLICE", had blueberries but very very little :( not bad luh yupp. i'll try another flavour nxt time. hahas. anw, crapped alot as usual, Rah tried making me laugh again but obviously getting tired alr luh! :P left the shop at 10plus then headed for the mrt and home. and now i'm here blogging as my eyes are closing. getting tired and going to sleep soon bah. yupp.

wanna thank Rah for making my day more happy today :)
Ming Hui was so lame and crappy, say what he got 2 lions on his shirt =.= [and he said i look like banana!! cos i was wearing yellow :(]
JS joined in the fun too ;)

it's suppose to end

IT HAS NEVER HEALED,

AND IT NEVER WILL

wtf luh.. over means over already right?! why must it always be like that?! so you think you both have enough then we don't have enough luh huh?! we're suffering more than you guys ok, if you didn't know =.= you guys think you're stressed, you think we're not?! you say you have enough of each other, so you think we don't think it's freaking enough?! you think we want this to happen all the time?! you know how irritating it is?!!!!! argh!! i don't even bother you guys with the slightest thing that happens to me, why do you guys have to be like that all the time?! have you ever wondered why we're always like that? there's always a reason behind something, and i guess this time the reason is you. wtf luh! this is freaking enough ok! we've grown up, yes.. but have you ever wondered? are we old enough to support ourselves just yet? maybe, maybe not. can you guys stop being so stubborn and childish (sometimes)? it's not the freaking way to behave ok! because of the slightest matter this happen, so you think it's a game right?! we don't think so. when these happens, we become your messenger.. hello?!! can you think of how people will feel? you people raise your voices as and when you like, when we do the same thing.. you scream at us saying your head is spinning upon hearing these. so you think we don't feel the same?! don't only think about yourselves luh.. you guys just deny how you feel, you guys don't know the tone you put in when you speak, and all these affects the freaking situation don't you know???!!!!! aggrevate the problem, go ahead man.. sometimes i just feel like giving up already. but it just affects our feelings you know?! it just boils down to one thing: you guys don't care how we feel, you just go along with what you're thinking. you guys think you're right, you guys always think the other party is wrong. so you think it's going to work out like that?! it's not you know, it's making things worse. you guys want people to understand you, but you don't understand people! how're you going to make communication work like that?! you guys know the other party's character, but you just don't wish to give in. yes, the other party may have just gone overboard, but do you guys have to raise your voice to make the situation worse?! have you ever thought of that?! you guys always think that you're right, but hello?! others have their own point of view and their own stand. how can you just think that way?! it hurts, it really does. my heart has never healed, it has been broken into a million pieces ever since at least 5 years back. it has always stayed that way.. and i don't think it'll ever heal. these are supposed to have ended, but it hasn't. why?! why is it this way. why can't things turn out to be better. it's time to end, it's really time.
放弃的念头一直存在，面对的时候却放不下。
提心吊胆地过着每一秒，一听到响亮声就害怕，
这样痛苦的日子好难过。。。
心死了，再也没办法救活。


*也许明天就不在了*

yesterday

oh yes! a little update about yesterday. woke up kinda early then left for salon at around 11.30 then went to meet Rah at cine. reached at about 1.57.. not 2pm yet ok! lols.. we were supposed to meet at 1.30pm :/ heh.. paiseh Rah! :P walked around, Rah wanted to collect something but the push cart stall wasn't open. so we went to eat some jap food before walking over to far east when it started to drizzle =.= gosh! the weather sucked.. it was drizzling yet warm :/ and everyone were squeezing under the shelter outside lucky plaza and we had to walk through there.. it was freaking sucky! hahas went to far east and ate from the "SLICE" shop... not bad, will go back for more dessert :) didn't take photo of the dessert cos i forgot :P Rah took pictures of me with her phone! but she don't wanna send me.. RAH READ THIS: YOU SO BAD LUH!! BETTER SEND ME THAT PHOTO OK! I WANT! :D THANKS!!! ^^ hahas.. Rah you better send me.. ily! :D

anw, went over to mediacorp for the 45th anniversary programme. yeap! saw Elvin again :D yay! hahas.. but didn't manage to take pic with him cos he didn't stop his car, cos he didn't see us there thanks to his black window =.= stupid sponsors!! nvm nvm.. nxt time we'll stand infront of his car! wahahah! :D can't wait for gathering. yeap! Jiaxi's gathering is this coming sunday.. wheee.. so long nvr see him alr. i'm not good at this, and it's my first time.. hope they'll all have fun! :)

PASSED! :D

omg i passed re-exams!! so happy :D but argh, A.Tan say i borderline pass only.. and if i don't do well for progressive test they might ask me to retain =.= whatever can.. pek chek, so happy come spoil my mood like that. ZzZ whatever already luh.. i'm still going to be HAPPY! :D
post again l8r.. bye!

The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince

COFFEE PRINCE!


Aish! Just finished watching a kinda old show: The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince, Korean drama. ARGH!! i was waiting for the story to end, to see what will happen.. and now it's just so argh that it has ended =.= AHHH!! Why wasn't it longer? grrr.. it's nice! and..... sad :( ahh whatever.. i'm going to watch it again, but not now :) 17 episodes is so short.. singapore shows have at least 20episodes!! but guess what? They took like 5months + ? days to complete filming. lols.. fans surrounded the filming location luh =.= AH!! Eun Chan is seriously cute.. but she's a girl =.= ahh whatever.. i'm so into this show i'm going mad it has ended. ok.. going off to watch other dramas!



signing off this lame and not lame post =.=
bye!

quiz

QUIZ

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
around the world! to different countries :D
2. What's your favourite thing to do?
many to be said :P
3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
NO =.= haven't you ever seen couples who are not well of and are even happier than people who are wealthy?
4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
HAPPNIESS THAT LASTS FOREVER
5. Things you can't live without?
too many
6. What are you afraid to lose?
whatever i treasure
7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
i'll see when it happens.. i don't think of unrealistic matters :)
8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
many different things.
9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
definitely SMART, absolutely CHEERFUL and obviously A GREAT FRIEND.
10. What makes you happy?
?? don't know
11. What type of person do you hate most?
liars.. etc
12. If you have a super power what would it be?
doing perfect in my studies
13. Would you go for happiness or money?
happiness duh
14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
myself, family, true friends
15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
NO =.= why would you wanna die if you're in a happy relationship
16. Who's the last person who hugged you?
mummy :)
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
end this quiz
18. Who are you close to?
myself :D
19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like her/him?
uh.. why not
20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
haven't thought about it
21. 8 things that scare you:
cockroach etc.
22. 8 things that you like/love the most:
myself etc.
23. 8 important things in my room:
computer etc.
24. 8 people to do this questionnaire:
Jo Yee, Olivia Angelica, Huiying, Rah, Chantrice, Lyn Tan, Zeshan, Sarah Rebecca


*this quiz will be edited.. too tired now

over! :D

IT'S OVER!


RE-TEST IS OVER! :D whee!! so happy!! hahas ;) i wanna watch movie!! magadascar, some new movie coming out nxt week. HAHA! i'm going on a movie marathon! or maybe not, going broke :(
ahh!! money money money, please come to me! oh man i'm going mad. it's over! :D ahh anw, i have tuition l8r =.= but i'm going to stop this tuition alr :/ like 4 lessons and i stop? uh, expensive luh.. $100 per lesson =.=敲诈！Daylight robbery.. O_o :P hahahah.. MGS chem teacher. anw, i found another teacher for math and science... so nvm i can afford to stop this one. AHH!! i'm damn scared for nxt mon :/ hope i can pass :)

烦！

烦死了！

烦死了！一天少了平静不可以吗？一定要搞到那么吵吗？！够无聊的！都那么大了还像小孩子为了一点小事吵，闹够了没有！很烦你知道吗！你们要吵可以等我不在的时候吵吗！绕了我吧！
What's wrong with you people man, some small thing became some BIG thing =.= WAD THE CRAP! argh.. enough is enough, seriously. can you all just.. ARGH!! whatever, this is freaking RETARDED. don't ask me anything, whatever you want to do.. i can do nothing to stop you anyway =.=

anw, just had elect-lit paper today.. was kinda fine, hope can pass. now waiting for ss to be over tmr!! and now i have to study first =.= bye!

i need motivation, seriously.

I NEED MOTIVATION

nth much happened today, main point: I DID NOT STUDYYYY :( i'm like the most dead luh.. i need to find my motivation to study!!! right.. was supposed to meet Siew Jia @ 10am but we both woke up late, and the best part: i woke up later than her :/ so obviously i was super "early" again. haiz. we didn't study in the end. why? cos we were both very sleepy. right.. what an excuse. i need motivation! i'm so not going to joke about this [though i think i already am]. motivation come PLEASE :) i need you, yes YOU.

i really need you, where are you. let me get pass this please? though i know i'm going to go through hell and i'll need you throughout till Os are over, i still need you to be with me now. here and NOW. keep me awake, let me flip through my books with every single detail in my memory. only you can help me with this. PLEASE? find a replacement, and it'll never work. i need motivation by my side. motivation come look for me! i'm here, clear to your vision. I NEED YOU!

I NEED MOTIVATION, SERIOUSLY.

[edited]
we were eating at mos.. then i didn't get my fries. so then i told this boy who was working there (part timer i think.. he looks like a sec sch kid, like 14 or so)

me: excuse me, erm i didn't get my fries.
him: oh my fries ah, wait uh
-ok then we kept laughing at it for i don't know what- =.=

Re-exams suck luh..

OMG it's freaking nxt mon and tue! i feel so unprepared yet again. i seriously don't understand myself luh.. why whole day last min =.= ARGH! it's super pissing. i wanna go up, but i don't think i'm putting in enough effort. sometimes i feel quite irritated when ppl start asking me, cos i'm already so frustrated that i have no mood to go study for it. sigh.. i need motivation. i'm meeting siew jia to study tmr.. hope it turns out to be productive.

Chinese mood?

I'M CUTE? THANKS RAH! ^^

哈哈，不要脸的我。。讲自己可爱 :P 我在 Rah 的新博克留言，她读了说我留言的方式可爱。那我就回答，因为我的人可爱吗！哈哈！真不要脸，不要紧啦。。有点自信心吗对吗？:) 哈哈！我现在好 high，同时也有点 moody。。因为很多人不开心。我想念很多人，在读这个 entry 的你，我也想念你！因为我很久没有见到你了。。[也许会有些例外，可不要紧]

很快就要出门了！姐姐要带我去看电影，今天突然对我那么好。嘻嘻^^ 可我要 miss 掉今晚的《转角，遇到爱》了。旧戏了，但我还没看过！我不跟潮流 ok! 都不要紧，因为做自己最好！:D 要出去咯！拜拜!

quiz

ANOTHER QUIZ.. LOLS

1. The person who tagged Euu Is ?
Olivia Angelica
2. Your Relationship With Her ?
friends :)
3. Your 5 Impression on her ?
madness, not what she seems to be [more madness], crazy, loves to have fun, hates school just like me! (maybe) HAHA ;)
4. The Most Memorable Thing She Has Done For You?
i don't know?
5. If She Becomes Ur Lover, You Would...
haha.. she won't luh
6. If She Becomes Ur Lover, She Needs To Improve On?
she won't be my lover and i won't be her lover cos we're both STRAIGHT
7. If She Becomes Ur Enemy, You Would....
haha! it won't happen yo, we interact well^^
8. If She becomes Ur Enemy, She Needs To Improve on?
why would i want my enemy to improve? :P
9. If She Becomes Ur Enemy, The Reason Would Be?
me
10. The Most Desired Thing U Want For Her Will be?
what she desires to have :)
11. Ur Overall Impression Of Her?
Cheerful!
12. How Do You Think Others Would Think Of You?
it doesn't matter
13. The Characters You Love About Yourself?
EVERYTHING! i'm me!
14. The Characters You Hate About Yourself?
not character, but being fat :(
15. The Most Ideal Person You Wanna Be?
MYSELF :D
16. For People That Love & Care For You, What Would U Wanna Tell Them?
ILY too!! i'll always be here for you yea?! :D
17. Pass This Quiz On To 10 People That You Wish To Know How They Feel ABout Euu..
1- Kayfun
2- Rah
3- Natalie. C
4- Hazel
5- Kailin Khoo
6- Lyn Tan
7- Sarah Rebecca
8- Huiying
9- Siew Jia
10- Zeshan
18. Who is 6 Having a relationship with? [Lyn Tan]
i have no idea
19. Is Number 9 a female/male? [Stephanie]
female =.=
20. If Number 7 and 10 are tgt, would it be good? [Sarah with Zeshan]
?? c'mon we're all straight. LOL
21. What is Number 2 studying about? [Rah]
working luh :P
22. When was the last time you chatted with Number 3? [Natalie. C]
just now! :D
23. What Kind Of Musc Band Does Number 8 Likes? [Huiying]
DBSK. LOL!
24. Does Number 1 Has Siblings? [Kayfun]
yupp! a younger sister as old as my younger brother. hahas.
25. Will you woo Number 3? [Natalie. C]
nope, but if i was a guy i will :)
26. How about Number 7? [Sarah Rebecca]
ahaha same answer ^^
27. Is Number 4 single? [Hazel]
i guess not?
28. Whats The Surname Of Number 5? [Kailin]
Khoo
29. Whats The Hobby Of Number 10? [Zeshan]
Basketball
30. Does Number 5 and 9 Get Along? [Kailin and Siew Jia]
i don't know?
31. Where is Number 2 studying at? [Rah]
i said she's working =.=
32. Talk something casually About Number 1? [Kayfun]
she's a good friend!
33. Have you Tried developing Feelings For Number 8? [Huiying]
ahaha nope
34. Where does Number 9 lives? [Siew Jia]
i'm not telling :P
35. What colour Does Number 4 likes? [Hazel]
GREEN
36. Are Number 1 and 5 Best friends? [Kayfun and Kailin]
they don't know each other
37. Does Number 1 has any pets? [Kayfun]
nope
38. Is Number 7 The Most Sexiest Person in the world? [Sarah Rebecca]
she can be ;)
39. What is Number 10 doing now? [Zeshan]
SLEEPING. lols

siew jia agrees she's an idiot >.<

HAHA! SIEW JIA AGREES SHE'S AN IDIOT :O

haha we were chatting then she suddenly got so high. i ask her go watch "The Coffin" with me she don't want.. so 胆小 :P! ahahaha nvm.. then she's craving for milk tea and she got high just THINKING about milk tea =.= and then guess what?!

SIEWJIA: I WANT BUBBLETEA
SIEWJIA: SHIT
SIEWJIA: I GOT HIGH JUST THINKING OF MILK TEA
HAHAHAH wth
me: wth
me: =.=
SIEWJIA: HAHAHAHA YEAH I KNOW SO IDIOT RIGHT
SIEWJIA: HAHAH SHIT U I CALLED MYSELF AN IDIOT

hahahaha see!! she called herself an idiot, i didn't call her that :P HAHAHAH!! omg i'm like kinda high. shit i haven't been studying.. so bloody dead luh :/


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