It's been very long since I blogged. Results coming out tomorrow.. My fate is sealed. Nothing can be changed.
Haiz I said the wrong thing again. Sorry.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
6 months
LOVE YOU! :D
Time is flying like nobody's business. It's been half a year. Hope we're going the right way (: It may seem confusing at times, anger, happiness, sadness. That's what we've to go through ain't it? Let it be then, but too much of something is always no good.
Happy six months darling! I'm posting this earlier as i'm getting tired, I feel like sleeping.. and I know you've been waiting for it. Don't be sad!!! I'm tired, but that doesn't mean I won't blog yea? :P Time is passing fast, 6 months. Never expected this from the beginning. Thanks for everything, good and bad. There were benefits somewhere.
I've watched many many movies with you!!! Watching horror movies are the best cos you'll be scared!! It's kinda funny to watch you get freaked out, and myself quite calm. LOL! I do get freaked out at times though. HAHA! Oops.
I wanna go shopping!!! I feel like shopping for alot alot alot of things!!! But I don't know what things. HAHA! We're having our movie spree again recently, they should totally have more horror movies!!!
Time is flying like nobody's business. It's been half a year. Hope we're going the right way (: It may seem confusing at times, anger, happiness, sadness. That's what we've to go through ain't it? Let it be then, but too much of something is always no good.
Happy six months darling! I'm posting this earlier as i'm getting tired, I feel like sleeping.. and I know you've been waiting for it. Don't be sad!!! I'm tired, but that doesn't mean I won't blog yea? :P Time is passing fast, 6 months. Never expected this from the beginning. Thanks for everything, good and bad. There were benefits somewhere.
I've watched many many movies with you!!! Watching horror movies are the best cos you'll be scared!! It's kinda funny to watch you get freaked out, and myself quite calm. LOL! I do get freaked out at times though. HAHA! Oops.
I wanna go shopping!!! I feel like shopping for alot alot alot of things!!! But I don't know what things. HAHA! We're having our movie spree again recently, they should totally have more horror movies!!!
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
hard on me
No matter how much I let out, things will still be like that. _______, thanks for listening to whatever I said (: I managed to let go a bit. It sucks, really.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
sick :(
SICK!!
Madness, started having slight headache after school on friday. Thought it was still quite okay, and given that I don't see doc. yea. lols. Woke up yesterday with headache and throat hurt like mad! Walk a few steps and have to stop cos feel like vomiting :/ sucks ttm. then still went over to darling's place cos alr say hao liao. yea. instead of bussing, since I wasn't feeling well, I cabbed :/ anyway cab fare was cheaper than usual. so okay luh. lols.
then darling took care of me!! hee (: thanks! :D don't :( alr!! i'm better. will be okay soon. had fever, 37.9. after sleeping dropped to 37.5 and after a while dropped to 37.0 till now. yupp, just hope it doesn't go back up. throat still hurts!!! sucks ttm. swallow saliva also pain. eye kinda hurts a bit as well. sucks to be sick man!! it's been a while since I was sick. why must it come at this time!!! worst cramps this time as well. why does this month suck so bad...
Madness, started having slight headache after school on friday. Thought it was still quite okay, and given that I don't see doc. yea. lols. Woke up yesterday with headache and throat hurt like mad! Walk a few steps and have to stop cos feel like vomiting :/ sucks ttm. then still went over to darling's place cos alr say hao liao. yea. instead of bussing, since I wasn't feeling well, I cabbed :/ anyway cab fare was cheaper than usual. so okay luh. lols.
then darling took care of me!! hee (: thanks! :D don't :( alr!! i'm better. will be okay soon. had fever, 37.9. after sleeping dropped to 37.5 and after a while dropped to 37.0 till now. yupp, just hope it doesn't go back up. throat still hurts!!! sucks ttm. swallow saliva also pain. eye kinda hurts a bit as well. sucks to be sick man!! it's been a while since I was sick. why must it come at this time!!! worst cramps this time as well. why does this month suck so bad...
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Saturday, October 16, 2010
tumblr seems cool
TUMBLR.
I feel like changing to tumblr. Should I should I?? Haha.. anyway, meeting darling later for buffet or some sort. Been meeting up a bit too much luh... but yea. HAHA.
I feel like changing to tumblr. Should I should I?? Haha.. anyway, meeting darling later for buffet or some sort. Been meeting up a bit too much luh... but yea. HAHA.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Wild wild wet & escape
Went to wild wild wet and escape with darling today. It was supposed to be a happy day, but I spoilt it for him. Sorry, I'm exploding easily nowadays.
It's okay. Maybe I should learn to get back my previous temper where a volcano will just be forced to become extinct. No more.. Everything shall be kept in a safe box where no one else knows. So I'll just stop making people around me unhappy. Can someone invent some vanishing powder? Because it may just be useful for some people...
It's okay. Maybe I should learn to get back my previous temper where a volcano will just be forced to become extinct. No more.. Everything shall be kept in a safe box where no one else knows. So I'll just stop making people around me unhappy. Can someone invent some vanishing powder? Because it may just be useful for some people...
Thursday, October 7, 2010
finally over
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!, for now...
whether or not I'll make it, leave it for later. let's just not spoil my alr very unstable mood now (:
I'm just gonna have fun all I can before I've to face the consequences :/
oh well, I'm not in the best of mood to blog, BYE!
whether or not I'll make it, leave it for later. let's just not spoil my alr very unstable mood now (:
I'm just gonna have fun all I can before I've to face the consequences :/
oh well, I'm not in the best of mood to blog, BYE!
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
pissed off
PISSED OFF
i'm losing my freedom because of shitty results that are being produced? now my sis is doing well studying something she's interested in, and i'm here "studying dead books". i don't know.... i'm vexed, frustrated... pissed off, whatever. totally in no mood. didn't continue studying chem, gonna fail tmr?
is being honest bad? i was just being honest and frustration came about. "你以为很好听啊？" retaining isn't something good, but... nvm what's said has been said. whatever harm has been done. it's not a reversable reaction. i'm handling something harder and tougher now, is it being fair to me? you think i'm not stressed? i didn't intend to come into a JC, but i did. I don't know... i think i no longer feel happiness. what fuck is this society doing to people?
i'm tired. i need to vent out everything...
haiz... screw life.
tired of everything.. seriously, I GIVE UP.
i'm losing my freedom because of shitty results that are being produced? now my sis is doing well studying something she's interested in, and i'm here "studying dead books". i don't know.... i'm vexed, frustrated... pissed off, whatever. totally in no mood. didn't continue studying chem, gonna fail tmr?
is being honest bad? i was just being honest and frustration came about. "你以为很好听啊？" retaining isn't something good, but... nvm what's said has been said. whatever harm has been done. it's not a reversable reaction. i'm handling something harder and tougher now, is it being fair to me? you think i'm not stressed? i didn't intend to come into a JC, but i did. I don't know... i think i no longer feel happiness. what fuck is this society doing to people?
i'm tired. i need to vent out everything...
haiz... screw life.
tired of everything.. seriously, I GIVE UP.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
number 5
Mambo Number Five
Happy 5th month darling! ^^ Here's your long awaited blog post. Jiayou for promos!! 3 more papers left (: then we go on movie spree again okay? hee. the last movie we watched was ages ago! :D can't wait for thur after 11am! and and fri you sure champion again not? lols :P
my hiccup is finally gone!! I think I'm going to sleep soon. Good Night! (:
Happy 5th month darling! ^^ Here's your long awaited blog post. Jiayou for promos!! 3 more papers left (: then we go on movie spree again okay? hee. the last movie we watched was ages ago! :D can't wait for thur after 11am! and and fri you sure champion again not? lols :P
my hiccup is finally gone!! I think I'm going to sleep soon. Good Night! (:
Thursday, September 16, 2010
post exam
EXAMS PLEASE END
i can't wait for post-exam activities man!!! PLAY LIKE MAD before torture starts again. HOPEFULLY i can be promoted *cross fingers* of course crossing fingers doesn't work. but then again, i'm absorbing faster now. i just need to dedicate my time to my studies. for this period of time. 2 weeks!! or less, very short. i hope i can clear, i really hope so. pass with you!!! (:
although it really seems interesting, and i really want the feeling of my taiwan trip back, i won't go. ouch.
anyway, other than all that shits!!! I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO AFTER EXAMS.
there's quite a cool enrichment, SAND ART!!! WHOOO!!! haha finally get to get in touch with it!!! (: provided i get my choice? heh. i hope i do get it!!! not sure if it's the same one as i'm aiming for, but in any case it should be similar. if i don't get into that, then i'll be somewhere going one of the hip hops bah. and and, i wanna go to the beach again!!! the breeze, the peace (other than the noise pollution). or like, universal studios!! [which i promised to go with you, after promos okay!] and like, shopping/window shopping?? hahah any one of which is fine!!! :D just let me have a breather. and and, most importantly the factor of exercise!!! badminton is fine. it's been a while since i've played it. netball/badminton for IHG, i can only go for one and netball it is. HAHA (:
yay yay!!! i'm looking forward to end of promos. LIKE SUPER LOOKING FORWARD!!!!
this post is going to be bloody long.. cos i suddenly feel like blogging. HAHA! i've been slacking luh, i shouldn't be blogging but studying :/ oops. okay going to soon... like SOON! it's been 4 months, ups and downs. feeling lost, getting back. a range of feelings. heh. oh wells, i guess it's just this way.. recently it's been worse? stress cos of promos? things will get better. de-stress whichever way!! just don't let one day go to waste alright? (:
Elton Sim Cheng Hui! HEH. you said my blog post isn't about you, it will be soon!! like one whole post. I haven't had the mood to blog, you know why. random note: Mdm Chan is super kaypo :/ oops!! hahahaha. anyway, I LOVE YOU! :D
does my blog post finally look bright and colourful?
i can't wait for post-exam activities man!!! PLAY LIKE MAD before torture starts again. HOPEFULLY i can be promoted *cross fingers* of course crossing fingers doesn't work. but then again, i'm absorbing faster now. i just need to dedicate my time to my studies. for this period of time. 2 weeks!! or less, very short. i hope i can clear, i really hope so. pass with you!!! (:
although it really seems interesting, and i really want the feeling of my taiwan trip back, i won't go. ouch.
anyway, other than all that shits!!! I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO AFTER EXAMS.
there's quite a cool enrichment, SAND ART!!! WHOOO!!! haha finally get to get in touch with it!!! (: provided i get my choice? heh. i hope i do get it!!! not sure if it's the same one as i'm aiming for, but in any case it should be similar. if i don't get into that, then i'll be somewhere going one of the hip hops bah. and and, i wanna go to the beach again!!! the breeze, the peace (other than the noise pollution). or like, universal studios!! [which i promised to go with you, after promos okay!] and like, shopping/window shopping?? hahah any one of which is fine!!! :D just let me have a breather. and and, most importantly the factor of exercise!!! badminton is fine. it's been a while since i've played it. netball/badminton for IHG, i can only go for one and netball it is. HAHA (:
yay yay!!! i'm looking forward to end of promos. LIKE SUPER LOOKING FORWARD!!!!
this post is going to be bloody long.. cos i suddenly feel like blogging. HAHA! i've been slacking luh, i shouldn't be blogging but studying :/ oops. okay going to soon... like SOON! it's been 4 months, ups and downs. feeling lost, getting back. a range of feelings. heh. oh wells, i guess it's just this way.. recently it's been worse? stress cos of promos? things will get better. de-stress whichever way!! just don't let one day go to waste alright? (:
Elton Sim Cheng Hui! HEH. you said my blog post isn't about you, it will be soon!! like one whole post. I haven't had the mood to blog, you know why. random note: Mdm Chan is super kaypo :/ oops!! hahahaha. anyway, I LOVE YOU! :D
does my blog post finally look bright and colourful?
Sunday, September 12, 2010
why're you so fucked up?
BITCH
why the fuck are you freaking like that? does it make a difference if I go out with someone else? you don't even know what's happening right. freaking fucked up. you can go out all day till dawn and I don't even do that but you complain I'm going out everyday. I'M FUCKING STUDYING. what're you doing? your fucking leisure activities till after 3am and u're still not home. fucking hell, do you fucking know what you're doing? must you just shout at me when u're fucking unhappy with something and haven't even gotten the facts right? what's your fucking problem? u do whatever you want and want NO ONE to fucking control you... then why must you fucking spoil my mood and shout and me for whatever fucking reasons you have?! I have my promo papers coming up.. maybe you should just fucking shut up before I've no fucking mood to study and screw my papers up. When I don't get promoted, you'll have your fucking reasons to put the blame on something I know YOU WILL. so fucking hell, stop your fucking annoying actions. I've enough of your shit, and some others have had enough too. u're just plain annoying, learn to control how you speak before you get your fucking facts right. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
sorry for the super vulgar post... just freaking pissed off.
why the fuck are you freaking like that? does it make a difference if I go out with someone else? you don't even know what's happening right. freaking fucked up. you can go out all day till dawn and I don't even do that but you complain I'm going out everyday. I'M FUCKING STUDYING. what're you doing? your fucking leisure activities till after 3am and u're still not home. fucking hell, do you fucking know what you're doing? must you just shout at me when u're fucking unhappy with something and haven't even gotten the facts right? what's your fucking problem? u do whatever you want and want NO ONE to fucking control you... then why must you fucking spoil my mood and shout and me for whatever fucking reasons you have?! I have my promo papers coming up.. maybe you should just fucking shut up before I've no fucking mood to study and screw my papers up. When I don't get promoted, you'll have your fucking reasons to put the blame on something I know YOU WILL. so fucking hell, stop your fucking annoying actions. I've enough of your shit, and some others have had enough too. u're just plain annoying, learn to control how you speak before you get your fucking facts right. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
sorry for the super vulgar post... just freaking pissed off.
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