Frustrated

omg i need some space luh.. i didn't come to this world to be some genius you know. if i was one, i wouldn't be in sec 3 this yr and on the line not knowing if i'll go up. you don't have to be smart to make something out, but you do need the cert to prove i don't know what.. cos not as if things we learn now will be applied when we go to work, unless we're not advancing. but then again, i have no choice cos i'm living in singapore.. and things are going like 1000X faster. Holidays are never holidays, so why are they called holidays? they should just change it to study leave =.= i have tons to do this hols, esp studying for my re-exam :/ shitty luh.. fine! i have like 10days left to study.. i'm going to start mugging like l8r.. going to sleep now! and wake up at 6.55 to watch the 7pm show ^^ then go back to study at 8 (or maybe not), watch BY MY SIDE at 9pm! :D watch it ok! it's N-O-T NOT stupid :) then maybe go study at 10, or if i'm too tired i'll sleep then wake up early to study. fine! my life revovles around studying till like i enter the working life.. which will suck as much i guess :( LIFE IS AN AGONY AT TIMES. don't disagree cos everyone agrees :)

right.. had chem test today and i think i screwed it up! damn luh.. totally sucks. counted for CA1 nxt yr ok! means i can't even slip my grades in anymore tests. but now my focus will be re-exams cos it will determine my future :/ I HOPE I PASS, I WISH TO PASS.. nobody wants to fail. we don't do well doesn't mean we didn't want to do well.. i know my chinese teacher for nxt yr alr if i pass re-exam. she's a gd teacher and she's nice :D

-i know that not enough effort was put in for end yrs :( i'm not going to let it happen for Os. please luh.. i'm playing now cos i know i won't be able to anymore. and in fact, i'm not even supposed to be playing now till after Os are over nxt yr, which is why i say living in singapore = no life-