BITCH

or maybe not..

Everyday spoil my mood.. like some BITCH luh. forever think she's right... wadever =.= why must I live in this IRRITATING environment?! everyday face the same thing.. DAMN ANNOYING luh! argh!!! why must people be like that.. why can't they be more considerate?! i didn't even hear _____ say anything.. u fucking think i'll ignore her if i heard it?! don't assume cos it hurts. my freaking earpiece was there.. if you were blind. you forever think i'm rude luh, or wadever crap that i've turned bad. don't be so annoying.. beyond hope alr luh. why must everyone irritate me!!! it's so fucking irritating.. my family members are so =.= esp SOME FUCKING IRRITATING ONES WHO ONLY TREATS PPL WELL WHEN THEY WANT FAVOURS, AND ANOTHER ONE WHO LIKE TO 火上加油. SORRY, I'LL DO THEM NO MORE. i'm beginning to know why i'm always cooped up in my room doing my own things and living in my own world.. but still, life ain't any better.. i can still hear naggings. like please luh! can you just be quiet for a while. the moment you open your mouth, it irritates me. I GET SO FREAKING IRRITATED SO EASILY NOWADAYS I DUN UNDERSTAND MYSELF SOMETIMES. things were fine before you came back. and i have no idea why you said those things.. cos you suck? i think so. sometimes i wish that i'm all alone.. because things may turn out better. very super irritated, then i don't feel like going on anymore. don't ask me for favours cos i won't do them anymore. just settle your own things, i'm transparent to you guys as of now. slap me all you want, cos it doesn't matter anymore.. i mean nothing.

thinking back, my memory is filled with 3/4 of sadness all these 15 years of my life. even if there were happiness, all my happy memories won't take me more than one day to think of. if i really break down, i'll be able to tear for countless number of days. will i remain the way i always did? not any longer.