I was like late for my paper today =.= DAMN! 5min less.. and i didn't finish summary.. and that's the only thing that pulls my whole paper up. so means now i'm DEAD! my chance of retaining is like 70% or more :/ SIGH! :( whatever luh.. EXAMS ARE OVER!! :D
still kinda sad by yesterday's results :/
如果再让我重新选，我还是会支持三月！They do have the potential luh :) AHHH!!! i wish i could vote.
三月-- still my 1st choice :D (i'm not going to care what others say :P)
大风吹-- could be my second choice. they have good vocals :) except for 1 =.= and she look like ghost!! (think stephanie will know who i'm talking about.. HAHA :P)
兔子-- not bad luh.. many ppls' favourite. could be my second choice too, together with dfc :)
异世界-- gd stage usage luh.. also the only grp that can 把全场搞 high. but then.. still cannot win sb1 de :/
Monday, October 6, 2008
Superband Grand Finals
sigh.. it's ok but you will just be disappointed kind :(
we shall not be so upset.. :/ i still believe in 三月.
Grats Tuzi for clinching the championship :)
we shall not be so upset.. :/ i still believe in 三月.
Grats Tuzi for clinching the championship :)
Friday, October 3, 2008
Childrens' day presents!
HAHA!! i'm no longer a kid i know, but then my dad's fren gave me children's day present again!! she gives me every year.. so nice right?! i know! don't be jealous!! :P she gave my bro too!!
My present!
My bro's
btw, i think the words on the wrapper so suits my mood now.. it says:
Life was beautiful then. I remember the time. I knew what happiness was. Let the memory live again.
MAMAMIA!!
bought @ $18.95 from CD-RAMA(not as bad as some other cd shop which was selling @ $20.90 =.=)
Weiyee and I bought sweets!! -- mine's the top one ^^
$4-- Weiyee's
$4.50 -- mine
I BOUGHT MAMAMIA'S SOUNDTRACK DISC TODAY!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! THE SONGS ARE NICE!! GO BUY GO BUY!! :D
btw, i bought from united square @ CD-RAMA in popular ^^
Went to get sweets from umeya after that.. those sweets are from EUROPE! no wonder so ex!! O_o but mine was cheaper!! cos Weiyee had less sweets.. i had MUCH more.. now you know why i'm so fat :P
Studied
Went out to study with Weiyee, Yenhua and nicole @ tpy. yea.. for end yrs duh :P some old pics!!
Her reaction when we started laughing upon seeing her contact list..
This was taken from yenhua's phone!! she saved her tutor's name as ____. LOL!
Her reaction when we started laughing upon seeing her contact list..
Macdonals
AHH!! macdonals cheated me of my money.. they gave me a medium sprite which was $2 and charged me for the price of a medium ice lemon tea which costs $2.55 =.= uh whatever.. it's over but i just wanna say: MACDONALS IS A CHEATER!!
Sprite + Receipt = EVIDENCE
p.s: i was @ the macs @ plaza singapura..
Sprite + Receipt = EVIDENCEp.s: i was @ the macs @ plaza singapura..
pics frm Ino
Heys!! sorry for the long long long OVERDUE pics :/ here are the pics i took from indonesia/on the way there:
EWW!! see the holder thingy? see how dirty it is!!
think twice b4 you take Garuda Indonesia :)
On the bus i forgot to where. Do you see the curtain? The dotty thing.
Do you see the diff with and without the curtain? other than the dotty thing.. THE CURTAIN DOESN'T WORK AT ALL!! i still felt the heat.. uh =.=
We went to visit the volcano!! the larva is still HOT btw.. yea. we didn't go down cos we had other plans. COOL RIGHT?! there was still smoke somemore! I SWEAR INDONESIA IS A BETTER PLACE TO STUDY GEOG. you can see the real thing there!!! the place we went to was meant for tourists btw.. yea :)
EWW!! see the holder thingy? see how dirty it is!!think twice b4 you take Garuda Indonesia :)
On the bus i forgot to where. Do you see the curtain? The dotty thing. Do you see the diff with and without the curtain? other than the dotty thing.. THE CURTAIN DOESN'T WORK AT ALL!! i still felt the heat.. uh =.= 
We went to visit the volcano!! the larva is still HOT btw.. yea. we didn't go down cos we had other plans. COOL RIGHT?! there was still smoke somemore! I SWEAR INDONESIA IS A BETTER PLACE TO STUDY GEOG. you can see the real thing there!!! the place we went to was meant for tourists btw.. yea :)
What was claimed to be volcanic stones.. but i guess it might be true. The colour is quite beautiful actually :)
My bro was being retarded =.=
Thursday, October 2, 2008
life sucks
Why must it always be this way? why can't i just have PEACE and a freaking HEAVY STONE THAT WEIGHS A THOUSAND TONS OFF MY CHEST?! Why must you both be like that?! i really feel like giving up, but it really affects me. if you think it's gd for both of you, have you thought about what will happen to the people around you. Whatever, i know you don't care. In this world, there are always times where ppl are self centered. That's what you're being right now. My heart dropped upon reading that msg, my eye twitched in school but i focused on other things so i won't think too much about it. It did happen.. around the same time my eye twitched, i know it. If it will have to happen, it will happen and there's nothing i can do about it. I have to face it with courage right? But i don't know how i am going to. Tears rolled down, but there's nth i can do.. HELPESS :(
I chanced upon your message, i sensed something wrong. I had to click on that button, to see what i didn't wish to see. There isn't anything i can do, feelings are being hidden inside. You just didn't think of the consequences. I really don't feel like giving a damn anymore, i really don't. This is VERY VERY tiring, i wish it could end NOW. Like, right NOW. But will it? Sad to say but i don't think so. I have no freaking idea when will this end, maybe it won't even till the day i die. I will never know the answer, and i will never understand why. Sad memories weigh a ton, happy ones can be lifted by a finger. Why is that so? I have no idea. Sometimes i wonder, why did i have to go through this never ending torture. I never understand, why didn't i have a choice then. This sucks like nobody's business. I can't say anything, i can't do anything. Why must there be such thing as worries? Does it even help if you worry anymore? Matters are not resolved by worrying, but seriously, i can do nothing else now. This sucks!! This is plain unwanted pressure!! Why must this happen to me? I have bad thoughts, but i know they won't work and they'll make things worse. Will i stay strong? I don't know. Is there always a sad face behind a happy face? Well, for me i guess it happens all the time. But what can i do? But live with it :(
I HATE VACUUM CLEANERS CAUSE THEY SUCK!! SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY MUST VACUUM CLEANERS EXIST?! They might have just been the culprit who sucked my happy spirits away. Will you return them to me? PLEASE? I'll keep them nicely, so you won't think they're wastes or dust anymore. I really want them back, I really really really do :)
You might not mind, but I/We do and i'm very very very sure of that. Just think twice, before you act like a vacuum cleaner again.
p.s: I REALLY HATE VACUUM CLEANERS!!! :(
They sucked happiness out of my life. Will i see the bright colours once again? I don't seem to see them though they're appearing all around me. What i see is just black and white.
I chanced upon your message, i sensed something wrong. I had to click on that button, to see what i didn't wish to see. There isn't anything i can do, feelings are being hidden inside. You just didn't think of the consequences. I really don't feel like giving a damn anymore, i really don't. This is VERY VERY tiring, i wish it could end NOW. Like, right NOW. But will it? Sad to say but i don't think so. I have no freaking idea when will this end, maybe it won't even till the day i die. I will never know the answer, and i will never understand why. Sad memories weigh a ton, happy ones can be lifted by a finger. Why is that so? I have no idea. Sometimes i wonder, why did i have to go through this never ending torture. I never understand, why didn't i have a choice then. This sucks like nobody's business. I can't say anything, i can't do anything. Why must there be such thing as worries? Does it even help if you worry anymore? Matters are not resolved by worrying, but seriously, i can do nothing else now. This sucks!! This is plain unwanted pressure!! Why must this happen to me? I have bad thoughts, but i know they won't work and they'll make things worse. Will i stay strong? I don't know. Is there always a sad face behind a happy face? Well, for me i guess it happens all the time. But what can i do? But live with it :(
I HATE VACUUM CLEANERS CAUSE THEY SUCK!! SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY MUST VACUUM CLEANERS EXIST?! They might have just been the culprit who sucked my happy spirits away. Will you return them to me? PLEASE? I'll keep them nicely, so you won't think they're wastes or dust anymore. I really want them back, I really really really do :)
You might not mind, but I/We do and i'm very very very sure of that. Just think twice, before you act like a vacuum cleaner again.
p.s: I REALLY HATE VACUUM CLEANERS!!! :(
They sucked happiness out of my life. Will i see the bright colours once again? I don't seem to see them though they're appearing all around me. What i see is just black and white.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
house bunny
went to "study" and watched house bunny today! hahas.. it's nice!! must go watch.. 5 stars!! ^^
anyway, today can be considered a happy day!! but then, stupid amber lim from my school kinda pissed me off!! she like put words into my mouth, and said her friend told her.. ask her who she don't wanna say. more likely she dunno who to name =.= she's just retarded luh.. then after that still dare say " i am angry" like please luh.. what rights do you have to get angry. just F*** off thank you :) you're like some retard luh.. only ur guy fren will care about you. you're a vacuum cleaner = sucker :)
hahas!! yay!! JAPAN!! :D
anyway, today can be considered a happy day!! but then, stupid amber lim from my school kinda pissed me off!! she like put words into my mouth, and said her friend told her.. ask her who she don't wanna say. more likely she dunno who to name =.= she's just retarded luh.. then after that still dare say " i am angry" like please luh.. what rights do you have to get angry. just F*** off thank you :) you're like some retard luh.. only ur guy fren will care about you. you're a vacuum cleaner = sucker :)
hahas!! yay!! JAPAN!! :D
FUCK LUH
wth luh.. don't come irritate me when i'm already so irritated can?! why must you always nag at me when i play my computer?!! =.= URGH!! you know how irritating you can get?!!! though you're nice sometimes.. but wth. just stop irritating me luh!!! when ur freaking other daughter plays the computer from noon till like 6plus in the evening and go out and come back at 1am and play the comp again till 6am, you don't say anything. now after my exams, i spend more time on my game.. cannot meh?! wth luh.. so irritating!! =.=
exam period i almost everyday go out study, come home @ 9plus 10pm u dun even complain. normal days, i go out shopping/watch movie/have fun.. come back arnd same timing, then u'll start nagging "why come home so late?!" / "where you go?!" / "don't need study uh!"
i dunno luh.. why must u all always have ur ways.. sometimes i just dunno what to say luh. there's always a reason i dun wanna stay home, or do something. you don't like people to force you, so don't force ppl. ur dearest son going to have exam, play everyday.. u don't say anything. i'm going to have exam, nvr even play everyday.. u nag nag nag. what's with you luh.. got something against me uh! sometimes u like treat the whole world as ur enemy luh!! u think only u stress uh?! quarrel tt time whole day say 20 over yrs.. pls lor.. very soon i more than 20 yrs can!! =.= u dun come gimme this kind of unwanted pressure luh huh. sickening can!! i dunno what u adults are thinking luh.. unreasonable all the time. we kids quarrel u find it irritating, what "dun make me kill u uh!" whatever "depression" luh. =.= then when u quarrel, we interfere, "大人的事小孩子不要管". has it ever occurred to u, u think u know a lot about our stuff uh? so what if u were a kid, what u went through was different. pls luh.. things change in such a short time.. dun think u know so much luh huh. whatever happens in the future, whatever the other generation learns, i bet i cannot do also luh huh.. not saying i'm very clever or what. =.= give u a very good example luh.. elder bro, 3 yrs older only.. amath test paper dun have "alpha and beta", and he dunno what crap is that. dun keep asking me to ask him luh, COS HE DUNNO!! =.= and like u'll know.. so stop acting smart luh. cannot deny u're good in PRIMARY math luh.. sad to say, u can't help me luh. people want tuition will ownself find right.. and i alr told u so many times i asking my fren's tutor.. why must u keep urging me to take that particular tutor. i don't want luh! =.=
dun keep bugging me to switch off my comp luh.. play so long alr, eye also no problem. stop using that as an excuse luh.. just go give more care to your youngest son luh.. so young alr wear glasses.. i know myself can!! =.= urgh.. u're getting more irritating luh.. and i study depending on my mood one can.. sadly. and you spoil my mood most of the time, then u say it's an excuse not to study. so ok lor =.= whatever u say u think it's right one luh.. ur elder daughter takes after you. not that i dun know you care, but sometimes it's being over and irritating =.= urgh.. pls luh. and, if you're not willing to do anything, just don't do luh. don't come nag so much =.= nobody force u luh.. the thing is, dun say i didn't do when i did luh.. not like u always do everything for me like u did for ur other kids. whatever luh.. i dun care. i just have to come to a conclusion that nth is fair luh. younger bro good results or not, skip one week of school and follow u all to Japan. ok lor.. let it be luh.. there's nth i can do also. dun wan bring, dun bring luh.. also not i pay for air ticket, what can i say. there's a lot of unfair things i can name luh.. i just dun wanna say. and, dun always come threaten me luh.. i can use computer outside also.. no difference =.= not like u nvr take b4.. ZzZ
i dun care anymore...
exam period i almost everyday go out study, come home @ 9plus 10pm u dun even complain. normal days, i go out shopping/watch movie/have fun.. come back arnd same timing, then u'll start nagging "why come home so late?!" / "where you go?!" / "don't need study uh!"
i dunno luh.. why must u all always have ur ways.. sometimes i just dunno what to say luh. there's always a reason i dun wanna stay home, or do something. you don't like people to force you, so don't force ppl. ur dearest son going to have exam, play everyday.. u don't say anything. i'm going to have exam, nvr even play everyday.. u nag nag nag. what's with you luh.. got something against me uh! sometimes u like treat the whole world as ur enemy luh!! u think only u stress uh?! quarrel tt time whole day say 20 over yrs.. pls lor.. very soon i more than 20 yrs can!! =.= u dun come gimme this kind of unwanted pressure luh huh. sickening can!! i dunno what u adults are thinking luh.. unreasonable all the time. we kids quarrel u find it irritating, what "dun make me kill u uh!" whatever "depression" luh. =.= then when u quarrel, we interfere, "大人的事小孩子不要管". has it ever occurred to u, u think u know a lot about our stuff uh? so what if u were a kid, what u went through was different. pls luh.. things change in such a short time.. dun think u know so much luh huh. whatever happens in the future, whatever the other generation learns, i bet i cannot do also luh huh.. not saying i'm very clever or what. =.= give u a very good example luh.. elder bro, 3 yrs older only.. amath test paper dun have "alpha and beta", and he dunno what crap is that. dun keep asking me to ask him luh, COS HE DUNNO!! =.= and like u'll know.. so stop acting smart luh. cannot deny u're good in PRIMARY math luh.. sad to say, u can't help me luh. people want tuition will ownself find right.. and i alr told u so many times i asking my fren's tutor.. why must u keep urging me to take that particular tutor. i don't want luh! =.=
dun keep bugging me to switch off my comp luh.. play so long alr, eye also no problem. stop using that as an excuse luh.. just go give more care to your youngest son luh.. so young alr wear glasses.. i know myself can!! =.= urgh.. u're getting more irritating luh.. and i study depending on my mood one can.. sadly. and you spoil my mood most of the time, then u say it's an excuse not to study. so ok lor =.= whatever u say u think it's right one luh.. ur elder daughter takes after you. not that i dun know you care, but sometimes it's being over and irritating =.= urgh.. pls luh. and, if you're not willing to do anything, just don't do luh. don't come nag so much =.= nobody force u luh.. the thing is, dun say i didn't do when i did luh.. not like u always do everything for me like u did for ur other kids. whatever luh.. i dun care. i just have to come to a conclusion that nth is fair luh. younger bro good results or not, skip one week of school and follow u all to Japan. ok lor.. let it be luh.. there's nth i can do also. dun wan bring, dun bring luh.. also not i pay for air ticket, what can i say. there's a lot of unfair things i can name luh.. i just dun wanna say. and, dun always come threaten me luh.. i can use computer outside also.. no difference =.= not like u nvr take b4.. ZzZ
i dun care anymore...
childrens' day
HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY TO ALL KIDS!
ahh.. i miss those celebrations, and i suddenly realised that primary school kids have more holidays!! or maybe not. oh whatever.. i lost my feel of blogging!! oh man :(
anw, audition is driving me nuts!! i hate getting disconnected.. and KHOO KAILIN!! is freaking 3 lvls higher than me.. cos she's been playing EVERYDAY =.= and my chance are super sucky. HAHA!! i bet most readers (if there's even 1 O_o) don't even know what i'm crapping about. it's okay.. WEI YEE THINKS I'M CRAZY. but but!! let me tell you the truth, maybe i am! :P no luh.. i'm just.. 1/10 high now.
oh yes! period during exams.. what did i do? er.. still came online, just tt i don't blog.. cos no feel =.= leave my msn on "away" state and try to study.. which sort of DIDN'T work :/ studying at macs was more productive, and was SUPER productive in adding on to my FATS *sobs* :'( eating macs everyday was kinda SUCKY! and i'm going there again tmr.. oh well.. MORE GYM NEEDED!!! ahh.. my "slimming programme" never works.. cos i spend most of my money on FOOD =.= like wth right! ZzZ some food are just IRRESISTABLE!! but people who are obessesed with losing weight will think differently.. too bad i'm not :P
period after exams! not really over yet, still have paper 2 for chinese and english on friday and mon. then it's over but the beginning of another event.. the await for our results. which is MUCH WORSE :( i guess. the moment chem paper finished on mon, 29th september, Chem students from 3co CHEERED!! :D cos, we don't have major major subjects to study anymore for the year!! only left with chinese and english paper 2. HAHA! :D then Wei yee and I headed for Plaza Singapura to watch movie!! watched MAMAMIA!! it's nice!! rated 5 stars i guess.. go catch it if you haven't!! ^^ i wanna watch house bunny!! and i WILL watch it!! and kailin's going to watch "The Days" with me ;) and and.. i wonder if painted skin is nice. AHH!! movie marathon!! hahahas.. oh yes my class is organising a movie marathon but sadly, opened to secondary 1-3 students from my school only! :P and.. it's supposed to be on the 6th october but Mr Jo said it's likely to be postponed. O_o Mrs Tang!!! quick give us ur reply!!!! :)
i'm going to study tmr? do chinese cloze passage from assesment book.. HAHA!! ok that's lame.. but i guess it helps!!! it does ok! :P i clinched my A1 for chinese end of yr paper last yr cos i practiced my cloze passage :P i dunno what to blog about alr lah.. wait till my feel comes back.. then i'll blog A LOT!! :D BYE! ^^
ahh.. i miss those celebrations, and i suddenly realised that primary school kids have more holidays!! or maybe not. oh whatever.. i lost my feel of blogging!! oh man :(
anw, audition is driving me nuts!! i hate getting disconnected.. and KHOO KAILIN!! is freaking 3 lvls higher than me.. cos she's been playing EVERYDAY =.= and my chance are super sucky. HAHA!! i bet most readers (if there's even 1 O_o) don't even know what i'm crapping about. it's okay.. WEI YEE THINKS I'M CRAZY. but but!! let me tell you the truth, maybe i am! :P no luh.. i'm just.. 1/10 high now.
oh yes! period during exams.. what did i do? er.. still came online, just tt i don't blog.. cos no feel =.= leave my msn on "away" state and try to study.. which sort of DIDN'T work :/ studying at macs was more productive, and was SUPER productive in adding on to my FATS *sobs* :'( eating macs everyday was kinda SUCKY! and i'm going there again tmr.. oh well.. MORE GYM NEEDED!!! ahh.. my "slimming programme" never works.. cos i spend most of my money on FOOD =.= like wth right! ZzZ some food are just IRRESISTABLE!! but people who are obessesed with losing weight will think differently.. too bad i'm not :P
period after exams! not really over yet, still have paper 2 for chinese and english on friday and mon. then it's over but the beginning of another event.. the await for our results. which is MUCH WORSE :( i guess. the moment chem paper finished on mon, 29th september, Chem students from 3co CHEERED!! :D cos, we don't have major major subjects to study anymore for the year!! only left with chinese and english paper 2. HAHA! :D then Wei yee and I headed for Plaza Singapura to watch movie!! watched MAMAMIA!! it's nice!! rated 5 stars i guess.. go catch it if you haven't!! ^^ i wanna watch house bunny!! and i WILL watch it!! and kailin's going to watch "The Days" with me ;) and and.. i wonder if painted skin is nice. AHH!! movie marathon!! hahahas.. oh yes my class is organising a movie marathon but sadly, opened to secondary 1-3 students from my school only! :P and.. it's supposed to be on the 6th october but Mr Jo said it's likely to be postponed. O_o Mrs Tang!!! quick give us ur reply!!!! :)
i'm going to study tmr? do chinese cloze passage from assesment book.. HAHA!! ok that's lame.. but i guess it helps!!! it does ok! :P i clinched my A1 for chinese end of yr paper last yr cos i practiced my cloze passage :P i dunno what to blog about alr lah.. wait till my feel comes back.. then i'll blog A LOT!! :D BYE! ^^
Monday, September 29, 2008
JAPAN!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!! MY MUM JUST TOLD ME THEY'RE GOING TO JAPAN ON THE 24th OCT?!! AND THEY MIGHT GO WITHOUT ME?! WTH!!! IT'S SO NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!! :/ THEY'RE NOT LEAVING FOR JAPAN WITHOUT ME. SKIP SCHOOL MANS!! ONE WEEK! NO!!!!!!!!! THIS IS NOT HAPPENING... I'M GOING! I'M GOING!! I WANNA GO!!! ALWAYS WANTED TO GO!!! JAPAN HERE I COME!!! WAIT FOR ME :D AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I JUST HOPE THEY WON'T GO WITHOUT ME :)
MAIN SUBJECTS ARE FINALLY OVER!!
WOOHOO!!! MAIN SUBJECTS THAT NEEDS STUDYING IS OVER! :D hope my dead blog will come back alive soon.. like it was ever alive. lols nvm.
had amath and chem paper today. i dunno what to say, but yea. exams never rock anyones' life. :P back to party time! :D not exactly, but who needs studying for languages? chinese paper 1 and 3 tmr. SLACK TIME! :D i wanna go singing!!! lols.. sounds wierd but nvm. AHHHHHHH!!! i'm super high today.. but it's just the beginning of another ending. O_o sadness. ending of studying for exams, and beginning of the arrival of my results :/ i shall not think so much.. TIME TO ENJOY! :D sucked not having the time to blog mans.
anyway, feel so broke suddenly. spent $68 on outfitter clothes!! bought 4^^ ahh never mind! it's once in a while thing. thanks to exams, i eat at macs almost EVERYDAY, and i'm growing fatter than i ever did.. and the worst part is, i'm already like obese so imagine me now :/ and the worst of the worst of the worst, i spent so much $$$$$$$ this month.. i feel SUPER BAD :( like $20o just vanished into thin air.
i dunno what else to block.. when my inspiration comes i'll blog longer! :D
bye! ;)
had amath and chem paper today. i dunno what to say, but yea. exams never rock anyones' life. :P back to party time! :D not exactly, but who needs studying for languages? chinese paper 1 and 3 tmr. SLACK TIME! :D i wanna go singing!!! lols.. sounds wierd but nvm. AHHHHHHH!!! i'm super high today.. but it's just the beginning of another ending. O_o sadness. ending of studying for exams, and beginning of the arrival of my results :/ i shall not think so much.. TIME TO ENJOY! :D sucked not having the time to blog mans.
anyway, feel so broke suddenly. spent $68 on outfitter clothes!! bought 4^^ ahh never mind! it's once in a while thing. thanks to exams, i eat at macs almost EVERYDAY, and i'm growing fatter than i ever did.. and the worst part is, i'm already like obese so imagine me now :/ and the worst of the worst of the worst, i spent so much $$$$$$$ this month.. i feel SUPER BAD :( like $20o just vanished into thin air.
i dunno what else to block.. when my inspiration comes i'll blog longer! :D
bye! ;)
Sunday, September 21, 2008
exams are a pain
why do those numbers act as the destiny of our lives? aren't they just numbers? to some people, yes.. they're numbers. to some people, those numbers control their lives, those numbers direct them to what they do. that's retarded.. why are we following numbers?! when one grows old, are those numbers of use? are those "A"s of use? the answer is: NO. but in this practical world, that's what everyone wants to get, an "A".. because it gets you somewhere.. but only up to a certain age! you will still be "useless" to people after that. is it really worth wasting your youth studying so hard? maybe, maybe not. i don't have my own answer to it as well.. but that's what i'm forced to get =.= i'm forced to slog it out.. just to get good results, and still be useless when i grow old. I bet you hardly see any elderly in any company.. that's cos the teens take over their role.. and they become useless, even with all the best education in the world, or even one who used to top everything. when the next generation comes in, you'll be cast aside.. and just left to rot.
Life is just UNFAIR :(
Life is just UNFAIR :(
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