眼前只是一片黑暗。Okay, so things happened. Hard to say, hard to explain. It's just a messy shit that we've been facing, not 1-2 years but close to 5 years now. Who endures for such a shit long time?? On top of that, other things.... can say it's a whole lifetime. I can bet no one experiences the same shit, these happen, but not the same way as I experience it. If any others experience the same shit I'm going through, sorry then. But I totally feel you cos I'm facing this shit too. Bro had enough. I have the same thoughts too actually, but where am I headed towards? I myself don't know. These kind of things are hard to bring up, you've gone too far and you have no clue. Thinking a lot... 有些事没那么简单。