i somehow feel i've not done enough.. ahh whatever. i don't know what to do alr.. :/ i'll explode in time to come...
is everything frustrating when there is presence of stress? i hate this kind of feeling.. i mean, everyday is just another death sentence! there's nothing to look forward to. SIGH.. sometimes, you just feel like giving up and at the same time want to strive till the end.. just stucked in between.
i just feel i've not done enough, not even for myself... like some useless freak living off earth's resources.. can someone just dump me somewhere else when i'm not noticing?
my candle has dimmed and will never be lit up again.. it's quite impossible :(
living in darkness, living in fear... lost my way of living in the past. life's just so... DULL
when someone wants something, why can't they just say it? why must they beat around the bush? i don't know why...
walking into a world of fears...
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