fcuking off

sian lah.. got so much work to do. mood actually not so bad.. then read blog tags PEK CHECK le. can't stand this kind of ppl.. whole day act smart.. JC so what? spoil sch image nia. don't wanna say too much.. SIAN MOOD.. this never becomes better, it just adds on and become worse. ok.. got work to do. fcuk off liao. true.. maybe i should just fcuk off and shut up. things will get better..

VERY tired

oh mans.. i think i'm really tired. i can't believe it mans! was watching "the truth" aka 迷图 while doing my work at the same time. geog summary table which is due tmr end of lesson, and geog HAD TO BE first period :( so i have to do BY today! and i haven't finished BECAUSE i actually fell asleep halfway =.= *YAWNS*
ohoh!! so happy! sold of $30 of carnival tickets. ppl pls continue supporting and buy tickets from ME! :D carnival is coming sat, 19th april from 10am-4.30pm held at SCGS! :D do come down! if you can't decide now, just check us out on the day itself! tickets will be sold ;)

gonna continue with my work now.. come back to blogging another day.. :D bye!

SIANNNNNNNN

managed to catch wwdz ytd with BLURRED channel U. haix.. i know ppl sure angry with results de. i thought germaine wasn't that gd? i would rather others won. i'm sorry.. just stating my opinion. i esp didn't like the way she talked....so act cute.. EEEE.. gross! haix.. don't know what to say. she can't speak properly =.= whatever it is.. just don't make her win the whole thing pls.. i don't think she deserves it :/ though i don't know the girls side well, but after watching yesterday's episode, i'd rather F2 or F5 win pls.. even if it wasn't F8... i wouldn't want HER to win =.= just didn't think she was gd and also didn't think she deserves winning that theme lah..

many many things happened these days.. also don't know why. mood so sucky these days. hate this feeling. ahhh.. sucky mood. so tired.. half asleep in class, caught a cold.. still having slight cold today. TOTALLY SIAN!! didn't even have the mood to blog past few days. tsk.. HAIX!!!!
stupid mosquito in my room.. whole day come disturb me then make me wake up with bites.. IRRITATING!!! mans.. HATE mosquitoes. who doesn't??? =.= totally siannnnnn in school mans.. laugh also on the surface happy nia.. feeling is still SIANNNN... totally no mood mans.. my test 2 results for all subjects DROPPED :( haix.. damn. nxt time i pull until football socks high man! ok.. LAME. nth better to say.. just so sian and moodless.

SC Carnival coming up nxt sat! research must be done blablabla.. must raise $1000 profit. what shit mans.. but no choice for Project Work, what choice do we have? :( project work on top of school work.. the feeling is just so SUCKY. mans!! math journal writing due by end of this week.. also means 3 days left to do. HAIX!!!! when will this workload ever end? i don't think it will.. SIANNNNNNN

haix.. this post is full of *SIANNN* and *HAIX*.. don't know why also. can't find any better word to describe my mood now :(
okays.. back to work now. feel like i have NO LIFE when it comes to work.. stay on the com too long also nth much to do after a while. i need to watch tv.. but now is like NO FEEL to watch tv. nth seems to be nice and worth the time to watch. i NEED to catch that advert.. making me so lifeless :( oh yea.. found another show to catch.. but i don't think i'll follow every episode. no mood to bah.. the truth! mi tu.. its quite a nice show from what i see in the first episode. catch it if u bother to.. it's really time to get back to work.. need to hand in tomorrow MORNING.. and again, HAIX.. this is never ending.. as it's said, life goes on as a cycle.
so i suggest, find light for your own life.. if not u'll lose your way.
p.s: whether don't seem to be too gd yea? people falling sick.. :/ take care everyone! ;)

yesterday

woke up @ abt 8am ytd but went back to sleep.. then woke up at 12 plus. still decided to go back to sleep.. alr not feeling well. :/ the nxt time i woke up alr 5plus!! O_O i thought 2plus at first.. then i realised 5plus!! mans! haha. didn't go back sleep alr.. ate my first meal of the day.. LOL!! @ 6pm.. arnd there. oh yes! had cake at night!! dad's fren's b'dae and she brought this real nice fruit cake!! mans!! yummy! :D yesterday was like a sleeping day for me lah! having a cold seriously sucks!! mans! supposed to go do project work today but i guess i can't go. still feeling sick and moodless. haix.. someone break promise.. DISAPPOINTING yet again. but i predicted it coming this time..

slept @ 1plus this morning and woke up @ 5plus then went back to sleep and woke up @ 7plus again.. till now. didn't feel like going back to sleep. found mosquito bites and i saw the stupid mosquito.. irritating mosquito!! BLEH don't wanna fall sick pls!! feeling sick since yesterday... SUCKY!! ARGH..
shall end off and blog abt today l8r tonight! ;)

心情：糟

沒想到結果會是這樣。当我知道時，我的心情又氣又被冤枉和誤解的感覺。但我又不可以在這時候退縮。。經過討論和思想，我已做出了決定。我覺得不會改變，所以決定專題作業后我们只是同学。雖然想通了，但那種感覺還是不能擺脫。難受！也許我也因該反省一下下。也許我錯了，也許我又不知不覺得罪到某某人的時候。但我覺得尊重是互相給彼此的事，你可以批評人家，爲和不能接受批評呢？這不是終點，別人給你的尊重你儅狗屁。但儅別人不再尊重你的時候你卻不能接受。。你覺得這樣的做法對嗎？也許我過渡敏感，但我想說：我最恨被冤枉了！你說你恨不被尊重的感覺，但你現想你自己有沒有對別人好一點。單説別的，你可以“酸”別人，但儅你被“酸”的時候你卻不能接受。不想再多說了，反正已經做出了決定。

sports day

cos of discussion for what to wear for spirit of the class on yesterday, dragged to other topics, aiyah.. don't wanna say.. SIAN-NESS!!
sian to post ytd. hmm.. after sch went home then waited till 7 plus then FINALLY managed to go out meet frens. but no choice had to waste time in the car, then FINALLY get to go really MEET frens @ 9 plus going 10. =.= don't wanna say more... totally MOODLESS

had sports day today. woke up slightly l8r than usual :P cos we had to reach toa payoh stadium by 7.30am rather than the usual time of 7.15am @ sch. hehe. hmm.. we didn't win anything, BUT we participated and tried our best, so it's alright ;) sports day was so slack this yr mans! i didn't even know we had to stand for the national anthem so was still sitting when the anthem played :/ then we suddenly realised that we were supposed to be standing. LOL and like.. i think sports day wasn't as fun as the previous years, ppl were not enthu, felt so tired. haha! ALEENA'S PIG IS SOOOOO CUTE!!! with the cute belly! hehe

after sports day went for movie with yenhua. watched shutters, not scary at all.. yenhua didn't scream = no thrill, not scary and the story line wasn't that gd either. it was LAME, like what yenhua said =.= haha!! b4 the movie, yenhua said she needed smth to hug and she wanted to go carefour to get red fbts so went with her and she saw stuff toys. she got this really cute cow for $12.90, not so bad lah. quite worth the price.. other than she norm gets a toy for a horror movie to hug. so i was telling her to BRING stuff toys to hug if she was gonna watch movies. we went to look @ fishes after that.. sounds retarded yea? we were quite "excited" over those fishes, no idea why also. LOL!! went to action city after that and the first thing that caught my eye was the CJ7 stuff toy!!! oh mans!! i couldn't resist myself so i got it. cos they stated there *while stocks last!!* and i found it quite expensive lah. cost me $9.95 rounded off to be $10.. O_O ahh!! it's freaking cute!! oh mans! yenhua agrees with me :D oh yes! and the thing that first caught yenhua's eye was a polar bear stuff toy, but it was like $20++ so she still thought her cow is cuter.. LOL

movie ended at arnd 4.50pm then decided to go off after that cos yenhua had to be home by 5. hmm.. so lucky!! saw my driver nearby.. coincidental!! he was @ the red light. so got on the car and headed home. :) sent yenhua off to the traffic light near the bus stop and when i got home, i realised smth..

i forgot i had math tuition today, but then by the time i got home i could still have tuition, cos my younger brother was still having tuition :( SAD CASE!!.. but the thing is, i had tuition for a while only, cos had dinner at night, dad's fren's b'dae! too bad.. tuition was bad today, was TOTALLY moodless!! haha! finished amath work during tuition then ended tuition =.= how lame was that. haha!! my younger brother still asked why i ended to early.. supposed to be 2 hrs, ended up 1 hr or less, can't rmb :P ah!!! freak my younger brother, his last tuition with this irritating teacher today =.= he got another one that he thinks he understand better.. whatever :( ah!! don't like this teacher, but i asked for it :/ called him back on my own accord.. why am i so dumb?! :/ ARGH!!!

anyways, just came back frm dinner but not feeling THAT tired compared to just now cos i slept in the car :D but i think i'm still gonna collapse on my bed and the next moment fall asleep.. :P
okays, shall end here for now. no pics taken today b'cos didn't charge camera batt, so my cam was LOW BATT :(
-OFF- *flat battery*

Spirit of the class competition

judging of class mosiac is today! hope my class will win.. our mosiac not bad k! :P
hmm.. spirit of the class competition is quite.. oh nvm. class cheer competition tomorrow after sch. oh mans! class cheer not ready yet. hope things will go well tmr. no embarrasment pls!!

class tee shirt is done! wheeee.. SO HAPPY! we thought it couldn't be made in time for the class cheer competition. talking about tomorrow, got emath test on GRAPHS. :/ oh mans!! hate graphs.. kinda sucky. my results are dropping alr.. oh my! have to buck up like, right NOW. :/ mans!! can't believe my results dropping in term 2. CA1 marks not settled yet, but marks alr dropping. 30% byebye.. :( ahh!! but i don't wanna say bye to the 30%.. level of difficulty gets higher as we go on :/ NIGHTMARE!!!

had Project Work today. everything not done. sch carnival coming up. no research, no nothing. making a shirt for our group! :D i don't really wanna fail project work.. argh. carnival seems to be getting fun. saw the list of games, EXCITING!! shall keep u guys in suspense, wanna know? come down! buy tickets from ME!!! ;) PW file due on mon.. SIAN!! have to do survey and research during weekends. SIGH!!

sports day on fri!! NO LESSONS!! WHOOHOOOO!!!!!! haix.. wanna go out on fri! should watch movie? or do smth else? aiyah.. shall decide tmr or fri. ;)

reminder for myself: it's really time to buck up! prioritise your activities!!
talking about that.. it should be time to study for math tmr!! no more flunking or just passes pls :/ oh my.. aim for distinction!! :D i'm supposed to to well throughout the yr mans.. looks like i'm failing my mission.
人生這段路一定會有各種波折，但要勇敢面對，才能獲得最後的成功！ :D

U ARE E ONE

i'm like sick today.. but oh well. still gonna blog :P yeap! bloggin about ytd! mostly.. and abit of today. hehe.

hmm.. went to mcs to watch u are e one live yesterday. everyone did their best! efforts are felt, but efforts can't be awarded always :P oh yes! before the show started, me and kaileng go play.. here's the pic: REMEMBER, IT IS A JIE WEI SHOT!! NOT REAL! :P

Kaileng and me. IT'S A JIE WEI SHOT!!! :P

yupp! took pics with Rah too.. shall put up some pics we took..

Rah and me ;)
Kaileng, me, Rah ;)

JUST FOR FUN!! hao you "feel". :P

oh mans! yesterday was so HIGH!! LOL!!

show ended at 9, went out to wait for them.. while waiting, took time to study geog. took pics with 3 of them, but one not in a v gd mood.. so yupp putting 2 up only. ;)

Jiaxi and me :D

Clement and me :D

after that got abit high again.. then b4 leave tried taking jie wei shot with kaileng again, but failed. first one still more real.. LOL

shot 1
shot 2

ps.. not in a v gd mood to blog. mans!! feel sleepy =.=

today sucks man.

flu, DOUBLE PERIOD english, got amath test back.. score so sucky :( SCREWED UP geog test. didn't finish paper AGAIN. MANS!! i feel like killing myself!! i studied since thur!! but i couldn't really rmb much.. ARGH

WHY IS IT WHENEVER I HAVE GEOG TEST I HAVE FLU?! :/ first test also like tt! =.=

oh yes! BOTH KAILENG AND ME ARE STRAIGHT!! those pics are PLAIN FOR FUN :P

ok lah.. shall end here.

*disappear*

It's SO early!! :P

oh mans! i'm awake at this time for school?! don't intend to go back to sleep in case i oversleep :P hmm.. don't know what to do so decided to blog.. hee ;) maybe i shouldn't be blogging and make use of this time to study for geog test tmr! yupps.. plan to go out after school anyways. time is precious. :D

yes! to those peeps competiting tonight, all the best and JIAYOUS!!! :D

SCAREDY CAT

something just makes me laugh!! someone changed her blog link so i can't go. this morning i go still can go.. i tried going again a few minutes ago, this blog cannot be found! O_O WOW!! =.= haha.. one thing i can infer from this: SHE DON'T DARE TO FACE WHAT SHE'S DOING. and SHE DON'T DARE FACE ME. like hello?! if i dare to tag and scold with my name there, why not face up to it and reply if you don't think you're in the wrong. oh mans.. i can't believe a person aged 21 is like that. she really don't have a reputation to live up to. haha.. who cares about her. someone still said:" i believe time will prove that i will change." whatever CRAP :P

oh yes! i'm not afraid to say that she msn-ed Audrey that she'll meet us up for the fc t-shirts next sunday. Audrey also didn't purchase the t-shirts, what for tell her? want her to put up in yg? no problem man! i can help her put up also. =.= i just find her actions so funny! tell someone who did not purchase the t-shirts. i bet all those who purchased are still in the dark. i purchased the t-shirts, why don't tell me?! don't dare talk to me. i hope she doesn't go MIA.. tsk tsk.. 21 yrs old acting like (2+1=)3 yrs old. you can be 3 yrs.. those you're dealing with are not. so too bad.
p.s: Audrey, i think she predicted that you'll tell me anyway, so i dare say it here.

no point wasting my time getting angry over this kind of ppl. anyway, i'm not angry.. just putting MY thoughts on MY blog. :P

Tests, tests and MORE TESTS =(

AHHHH!!! freak the tests.. pratically screwed up every test except emath quiz and geog quiz. OH MAN!!! :/ this sucks.. amath test CONFIRM fail alr lah :'( it's gonna pull my marks down.. FREAK!!!! chem test.. oh man.. sucks too. i cannot fail chem!! argh.. seperation techniques so irritating.. read the first question wrongly. WRONG ALR!! :( seriously hope i won't fail :/ geog quiz quite confident can get high score ^^. emath quiz got 9/10! :D minus one mark cos nvr simplify =.=
yea ok.. that's all for now. i gtg study geog.. plan to go out on mon :P
tataz!! ;)

It'S yOuR BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEVERLY!!!

29th March, today, is my sis's birthday!! wheeeee.. got dinner tonight. i wanna go out!! :(
never mind, i learnt smth ytd.. : TO LOVE IS TO SACRIFICE.
means i have to sacrifice going out and go for dinner! :)

SCGS Carnival :D

First up, doggie is back! :D so happy!! wheeeeeeeee
ok ok.. main topic:

hey readers!
my sch will be holding a carnival this coming month!! hope you guys can come and support.. :D some information on what's happening: we're working in groups as project work and each group will be selling their own choice of goods. my group will be selling some snacks and beverages. currently we have some ideas already, but i hope i can have some feedback.. eg. what kind of drinks do you want as a main drink for our cocktail? ok.. this is just one of my group's survey question. i'll be selling tickets worth $10/pc but i'm sure you'll need more than that for a carnival right?! :D

one main question:
WHERE DO ALL THE PROCEEDS GO TO?
the proceeds earned from the carnival will go to charity. i'm not very sure on the main details, but partial of the proceeds will go to the darfur project my sch is working on. this will be helping the people in darfur.

here are the details for the upcoming carnival:

Date: Saturday, 19th April 2008
Time: 10am-4.30pm
Venue: Singapore Chinese Girls' School
190 Dunearn Road
Singapore 309437

the carnival, as stated, is held from 10am-4.30pm. but as we all know, we don't have to stay for the whole day. :) rest assured a carnival of fun! and expect the unexpected ;) this carnival is in hand with our family night held every year previously. As you can see, there is not much time left, act NOW!!! :D


Do support us in helping the needy! ;)
you can mail me if you're interested in buying the carnival tickets!!: baby_jaslen@hotmail.com or tag at the tagboard. your help will be GREATLY appreciated. :)
p.s: i'm sorry to those whom i don't know.. but i'm not licensed to sell to strangers.

-TOTALLY Pissed off-

wth lah!! irritating freaking aircon service man.. he should just quit the bloody job since he so not sincere in doing it. FCUKING HELL!!!!!! in a fucked up mood since i receive my mum's sms in sch.. :/ FREEEEAAAAAAAAAKKKKKK THAT GUY!! thanks to him, my dog is in the hospital now.. it was bleeding cos it was hit by the freaking aircon service guy.
ARGH!!!! no mood :(
hope doggie's fine..

dear readers..

to my readers out there, except 某某人 (cek ak but don't feel sorry towards 某某人 , 某某人 should read) ..though i know there are not many. this is to my not many readers..

i might have been harsh with my latest 2 posts and because something has drastically happened since 19th March'o8. but i'm glad it happened now and not any later.. b'cos if not i think i'll be worse. :/ i apologise to those who come to my blog happily and have to read all these. there is disappointment and whatever sorts feelings in me now, but my posts will get brighter each day :)

okays.. i'm going to go back to sleep!