会吃钱的人。。第一次听过吧！

超好笑的一件事！ 有没有听过会吃钱的人？我刚不久就遇到了一个！做了那么不要脸的事还敢大声说，觉得自己很对。就凭着一点，我绝对相信我以前的选择是错的。。对自己真的觉得很失望。我怎么可能交出这么样的前友？！还够幼稚的。。
做错了，自己承担就好了。为什么要把跟你无缘无仇的人拖下水。。已经那么大了，想法还够幼稚！需要钱也不因该那么做麻！Elvin, 我替你感到冤枉!

I hope i can get this clear to you.. please (i'm just being curteous and live up to my standards of being polite.. i would love not to say it to u) pay us back our $10 if you don't even have the fc t-shirts. its not a way to go on saying that the t-shirts are with Elvin when they're not! it is not that i care about mere $10 alone.. i am quite certain that you have collected more than $100, which is NOT a small sum. and most importantly.. they were used to be paid for the tee.. i don't know what you have used the money on, and i don't wish to assume any further b'cos i know my limits. also, stop saying Elvin don't have the time to sign the t-shirts when he doesn't even have them! DO NOT push the blame to others when YOU are at fault. this post is specially dedicated to you MONEY EATER. i don't wish to say this, but i can't bring myself not to. this is so not the way for a person aged like u to behave this way. it doesn't live up to your reputation.. or can i say you don't even have a reputation to live up to. i'm sorry i have to say all these about you.. but they're just facts i can see.. I REPEAT i can be wrong, but those are what I SEE.
be happy i haven't used those particular words on you out here though i'd really LOVE to.

don't wanna say too much.. just reflect upon how much harm you have done to us.

被欺骗的感觉不知道该怎么解释，但真的好难受。。

前天，我们了解了很多无法想象的事。我们没有想到她会是这么一个人，对她真得很失望。。不是到该怎么解释，但如果与这件事有关的人因该会了解吧。知道了这件事以后，我的心情变得很糟。。我相信不只我这么难受，我们都一样，被她伤得很深很深。从一开始我都很相信她，没有对于她说得话起疑点。就因为这样我误会了很多人，虽然不怎么认识他们，也说了他们的坏话。对于这件事，我很内疚，也想向那些人说一声：“对不起”。这些人应该不会知道自己是谁吧。。让我一个一个讲出来吧！

对这些人，我真得很对不起，就因为相信了一个人的话，我对你们起了误会。

1. Audrey
2. Kailin Soh
3. Marcus Ng
4. Meiling
5. Pei Yi
6. Ryan
7. Rina
8. Xue Ting

可能还有，现在想不起，想起的时候再写吧。

Kaileng 和我最惨了。。我们算是与她最靠近得人了，但还是一样被搞到很惨，就像个傻瓜被耍。她说什么就相信，结果害到别人受委屈。
真的不了解为什么她要把身边的人搞得团团转。我不可否认她在这期间当了一个很好的朋友，但我也不怕说不需要。。浮面做的一切都不重要。想你自己所說得，友情最講的就是信任。。但你自己卻沒做到這一點，兩個字：失望！我真的不知道我什麽時候向你問過了某某人的號碼，爲什麽你會跟他說？也跟我說他問你我的號碼，讓我們倆都誤會彼此。我可以直接說你很奸！爲什麽要破壞我們的友情？！（不要想錯，不是你和我，是我和其他受害者）還有很多很多，要我講出來實在太多了。你是第一個，我也相信會是唯一一個讓我受到那麽大的打擊的前友。我會打出“前友”這兩個字我相信你也看得出，從前天起，我不把你儅朋友了。失去一個要好朋友並不好受，但被一個要好的朋友欺騙更難受！

對那些受害者我想說：不要再想了，越想會越難受。雖然我自己還在努力的不想，我希望你們也可以一樣，不要爲了奸人而煩惱。要忘了這件事，對於一些人也許不可能，我就是一個例子，也許因爲沒有被傷害那麽深過，我相信我不能忘掉。我會式式啦，因爲收者也不好受，但沒有把握。就讓時間儅我們的藥方吧，希望過一陣子后我們會好受點儿。

我只想对她说：现在你開心嗎？你给我们的美好回忆是从你的心真正付出的嗎？如果不是，我也不希罕这段友情。还有，现在你的心情跟我无关，这都是你没有三思而行的后果，你自己去承担！办可怜并不会让我从另一个角度看到你，我也不会同情你。但這件事發生了，第一個找的是一個無辜的人，我的猜測就是你想辦可憐，至少還有一個人關心你。就只有兩個字可以形容：卑鄙！
不是我狠心，我又想過要同情你，但我无法让我自己再一次被你傷害，這一次就够了。但如果没有這一次会更好。事情已發生，我無法讓自己再相信你。你不可能再踏進我友情之門。。這扇門已不歡迎你了，這是個殘忍的現實。你连做我敌人也不够资格。。看得出有多糟吧。


這讓我真正了解到“每一段路都是一種領悟”。领悟到友情之间信任的重要性。我相信歷史不會重復，因爲我已經決定讓你走出我的世界。這是個殘酷的事實。我們不會再是你的玩具了！

To:

you know who you are. you have OFFICIALLY disappeared from my life and not only from my circle of friends. you have hurt many including me and though i tried to pity you and thought of forgiving you, i just cannot bring myself to. just warning you, i repeat, just warning, i did not say you did it. all this you have brought upon yourself, so do not go and blame others. acting pitiful will not help salvage this current situation, you need to think DEEP and HARD and also think why did you ever start this mess from the beginning and leave us to clear it up. thinking of this, i don't think you deserve sympathy. you're really scary that's all i can say. no one knows what you are thinking. one sentence for you of my thoughts: please do not live in self denial, it will not do you any good. look at yourself and most importantly your heart in the mirror before assuming anything that will just make you a laughing stock.

all i know now is i have chosen to trust the wrong person and abandon those i shouldn't have in the past, i feel sorry and apologise to those i have wronged. i have been a fool all these while judging and criticising others just by what you have told me, and also having wrong impressions of them. i do not blame you fully for this because it was my stupid choice to believe you. though you are not totally at fault, you cannot run away from it, you are mostly at fault. i do not get why did you have to tell me all those about them?! what was your motive? everything you told me do not tally and they are NOT true at all. now i understand them better and i have chosen them to enter my life and have you dispensed. don't blame anyone else but YOURSELF for the current situation you are in now.. it is the result of your OWN doing. next time, think before you act. but there will be no more next time for you and me. just like what i have said in chinese, losing a good friend is miserable, but having a good friend betray, lie, and do whatever sorts to you is more miserable. especially i have always trusted every word you have been telling me ever since i talked and made friends with you. i really never expected this of you, it is really disappointing.

also, i don't get why do you ALWAYS open a topic of internal conflicts when there is no need to. maybe that's why your first ever one you wanted to support don't feel that comfortable speaking to you as he doesn't even like all these. and through what i see, i repeat, this is what i assume. you're trying to get smth out from who i am supporting because he's so pure and innocent, sometimes he spills out abit accidentally when you say too much. spilling out abit does not mean he's telling you about internal conflicts, they are two different things.. so do NOT push the blame to CT and JX that they told you when they DIDN'T. with this, i don't think you deserve to support JX. not wanting to put down his number of supporters but i pity him having a supporter like you. it is really disheartening.

don't deny whatever you have done. if you even dare to say and do it do act like an upright christian and own up to it. i pity those priests out there having a disciple like you. i am sorry if i have offended any christian soul reading my blog here but these are just my thoughts. you have a christian friend out here who is like tt. i cannot deny that. maybe you people find it insulting in the way i put my words, i do not know how to put it in another way. i really apologise if anyone is offended. i am not trying to criticize the religion.

i am happy this has happened now and not later. if it happened any later, the wound will be deeper. my dislike of you will turn into hate, and i am quite sure that it will. just like what i have said in chinese, i am happy that i have introduced those other people into my life and allowed you to walk out of my life. read hard, now i allow you to walk out, you are lucky. if this incident happened later, it will be KICK or even THROW. it is THAT serious, you might see this as a small matter, but it is NOT. you have hurt 10 over people at one go and if you still have the guts to think it is a small matter, i think you should just stop making friends and not hurt anymore people. we are not your tools for happiness!!

to those out there, some might know who i am talking about, have your guard. to those victims, i think i know how you feel.. let us allow time to heal our deep deep wound, especially Kaileng.
okays.. i do not wish to say any further.

Yesterday..

hmm.. went out with my mum to lido at 2 plus. Headed to far east for facial at around 2.50. yupps.. didn't do much lah.. damn sian. facial about 3hrs. nth to do.. super sian can. LOL. i took a pic with mask on.. don't wan put here lah. later scare ppl.. :P

ended facial @ about 6pm then sent dad's fren home to change, picked my sis from bugis then headed for party @ dad's friend's nursery. saw a huge moth.. the colour is super nice lah!! omg. my sis was super scared.. HAHA!! she scared of butterflies :P
stayed for a while only lah.. then go home alr. :D

updated blog halfway then while uploading pics fell asleep.. :/ ___ saw me sleeping nxt to the com.. 我绝对支持这句话：“世界上没有一件事是公平的。”又不是我一个人在玩。。为什么只是向我唠叨？=.= ___ watched me until i off my com.. wth lah. what is this man.. mood became worse than ever.. had some thoughts..

最糟的事已经发在我身上了，还有什么我不会碰到的波折。

some pictures:

my mum so mean.. don't want to take pic.

auntie Maggie and me. :)

the huge moth! colour damn nice right?! :D

13th March'o8

went to pray in the morning then met Joyce @ bugis.. and no surprise.. i rubber time again :/ could have reached earlier de.. BUT i had to forget my phone and went back home to get it. reached bugis @ like 3 plus 4 i think.. then went to see those guys film. hmm.. no have Jiaxi there :( but he went to pass something to his ap.. AND that time i left bugis for a while lor.. so 没有缘.. sian. went with Joyce to eat dinner then help with the get well soon card for Elvin. :)

By the time we went back to bugis they were @ the cinema.. we went up and met those guys again. Kaileng came like 5 min after we reached. she walk super fast lah!! O_O oh ya! and she bought this purple watch that had wrong timing and can't adjust cos the button spoil. and she just bought it while walking up to meet us.. LOL. she funny lah.. but that purple was nice.

took more pics :D Rachelle is super skinny lah! *羡慕的表情* but abit too skinny le lah. :/ they kept moving around then we just follow lor.. hee. then when we going back that time we ask Clement Sunday what time.. he say don't know yet msn tell Joyce/Kaileng. Rachelle so random "我有msn你们可以add我." haha! funny lah she. didn't take pic with her.. cam batt dying. :/ so off timing lor. :(

hmm.. called my mum and asked her to pick me b4 phone batt died.. so zun hang up le then phone off. waited for my mum for 1 hour plus can!! some more phone batt gone le.. so difficult to contact.. don't know how long more she reaching then don't dare go find place sit. stand near the bus stop until leg pain :/ my mood very pek chek le lor..

some more later never head straight home.. still went to pass my aunt some things... wah SIAN!! mood even worse.. reached home @ around 00.00am.

ok.. pictures shall do the job. mood is even worse than before :/

me and Clement.

Get well soon card for Elvin :D

what's inside the card..

wishes! :D

hope to see you on screen again really soon! :D

update on 12th March'o8

haven't been blogging these 2 days. shall start from 12th March

lets see what i did.. hmm. wanted to go dad's salon to wash my hair so dropped my younger bro @ his friend's house then headed to salon.. headed to MCS when i was done. Met Rah and some others. waited for ppl to come and it was alr 3plus.. they say report is 3pm.. in the end last min change to 4pm. =.= haha! i smart go there alr 3plus.. :P hmm.. Clement was the first to reach.. took some pics with him. then Rah passed him his pink cum red monkey. LOL

me and Clement (i can't zi pai.. fail! :/)
he decided he zi pai instead.. LOL. (BUT.. i wasn't prepared and i look wierd :/)

after that some others came.. Louis was late by abit and he walked super fast lah.. Rah also passed him his brown monkey.. lol. then wait a while more around 4.50 Jiaxi's bike drove into the carpark!! :D then i got quite high alr :/ i was like "he come alr!!" then i went up to recept n waited for him @ the lift lobby. he kena shocked when he saw me outside.. LOL. passed him the fried rice and took pic with him too! :D

took one pic then he go in le..

hmm.. then go sit @ where we always sit when we receive a call say 某某人 is coming ask us go hide.. don't let 某某人 see us. so we went to hide @ e stairway. we all felt hungry lah!! so decided to check with khoon hwee if he's @ MCS then see if he can buy rice for us. and so lucky! he was @ MCS. while waiting, we super sian so i took pic with Rah..

me and Rah :)

the zi char he bought is nice.. didn't know MCS canteen food can be nice. LOL. :P and it wasn't ex also lor.. reasonable price. anyways.. by the time we finish eating Joyce, Kaileng, Kailin and Xueting off le. so they came out.. then PeiYi came back around that time too. so surprised! at that time Jian Feng just arrived.. got jam :/ oh yes! learnt how to fold star with straw.. so cool! ;) shall fold nxt time for fun. Louis came out @ about near 7pm cos he had to go for class so let out early.. took pic with him too!

Louis and me! :D

fold until about 9plus 10 then they came out.. then all from sian until quite awake le. HAHA!!! hmm.. took pics with quite a number of them. took pics with Jiaxi again!! :D

Jiaxi and me! :D

some others i took pic with:Caleb and me! :D

took pic with Clement again..

went with the others to cine to sing after that.. i drank ice lemon tea. their ice lemon tea not very nice leh :/

ice lemon tea..

hmm.. sang till about 2 then left le. dad's fren came to pick me up.. the others took cab home. must be very ex :/

希望他心情会更好。。

Sinful Tuesday..

okay.. since i'm still awake from yesterday, surprisingly.. i'm getting a bit tired though. but i don't feel like sleeping cos my sis is sleeping in my room! :(
its now 12th March'o8, 6.30am as i start blogging about my Tuesday on 11th March'o8 :D..

hmm.. woke up at about 10am then came on com then went down @ around 12 plus to eat hokkien mee for brunch. yupp! haha.. i was supposed to meet my frens' Shermaine and Michelle @ 2pm to shop around but ended up i was still home @ 2pm. Guess what?! i reached at like 4plus. O_O feel so bad.. :( rubber time :/ that is like 2hours plus late lah!!! :/ never been so late b4.. some more it was raining. Met them at Taka's KFC and took MRT to Suntec to get their winter hats cos they're going to Japan!!! and cos SOMEONE like Michelle heard the place wrongly and thought her fren bought winter stuff from orchard ended up didn't have. i wanna go Japan!!!! yupp!! oh yes! we saw the Hokaido ice cream and i wanted to buy.. i'm having ice cream AGAIN!! so sinful :( but its nice!! ended up Shermaine and Michelle also bought :D
有福同享，有难同当. 有福时是那么说，但如大祸临头时这一句话还会存在吗？

headed to Vivo city to walk around and we saw the same shop which had like more choices and they so regretted buying @ Suntec cos there were nicer ones @ Vivo. hmm.. went to Food Republic to eat and when we reached we saw Dawn Yeoh leave.. she was with her family. so sweet.. and most of them were elderly people.. if i didn't see wrongly. :/ so embarrasing can.. i bought this lime drink and like was eating the ice cos i finished the drink and just felt like eating some ice.. though i was feeling quite cold alr. then like when i was talking.. something happened. it was so embarrassing can!! :/
haha! i think like its some artist bump into day or smth.. when we were sitting at the chairs nxt to the Korean snack stall while Michelle went to check out the currency @ the money changer and Shermaine saw another artise. LOL. so funny. Shermaine keep kena SUAN lah! :P

anyways.. i started telling them those 冷笑话s.. and they didn't like them :(
went to vcd shop but didn't find anything that we wanna buy except kungfu dunk.. its super funny!! but the vcd was ex so didn't buy. shall wait till it gets cheaper.. who cares if its outdated alr :P its the same show.. HAHA.
time FLIES!!! and it was 9plus alr!! headed home and they came over.. went back @ 1plus i think. can't remember.. though it was only few hours back. :P
hmm.. shall blog about what happens today when today ends bah. ;)

tataz!! i don't know what i'm going to do now. except STONE.
maybe i shall catch a slight bit of sleep b4 i wake up real soon. :D
ending this post @ 6.52am.

Happy Monday

hmm.. shall blog about what happened yesterday.. too tired to blog yesterday.

woke up at 8 plus then on com alr. around 10.40 Wei Yee came.. cos she was about to leave house 10.20 and i told her i not ready. Oops! =x then we went on to east coast and waited for Jiyin to come while she bought cold milo from macs. Went on to do Geography project at the coastal area... BUT we had to be so unlucky it started raining. O_o still no choice.. had to take pics if not have to go back there another time.. so ma fan. :P yupp.. took many pics on Headlands and Bays and breakwaters. yupp! then headed for shelter.. wth lor.. i didn't see this signboard and my head knocked into it lah. i totally blurred out after that. SUPER pain lah! now my bone hurts.. ARGH!! then Wei Yee and Jiyin still laugh at me :( they just don't understand how pain it is. the bloody signboard is made of THICK WOOD!!! ARGH!!and cos i was looking at the pictures in my camera i didn't take notice of where i was heading.. so my fault. :( but still... some kind of friends they are! hee. :P never warn me! hmph!!
anyways.. my mum came and sent us to esplanade after that. HOW CAN WE BE SOOOO UNLUCKY?! when we reached there it wasn't raining at all.. bright nice weather! BUT once we got off the car.. it started drizzling!!! O_O but we still went on to take seawall pics. those barnicles are disgusting! :P oh yes!! and THANKS WEI YEE FOR SACRIFICING TO BE IN THE RAIN TO TAKE THE PIC WITH THE SEAWALL.. HAHA!! :D cos we had to be in the picture to PROVE that we took them and not anyone else.. at least one of us had to be in the picture. yupp! it was quite fun actually.. haha! though it was raining.. O_o

done with all the picture taking and wanted to cab to millenia walk. while walking to hail a cab.. some tourist asked us the way to chinatown and instead of finding where chinatown is in the map the tourist had, i went to look @ how to go to millenia walk. LOL!!! Oops!! =x anyways.. Jiyin and Wei Yee was there to help find chinatown :P we ended up walking to marina square then millenia walk and we JAY-WALKED on the big road!!!! O_O couldn't believe myself.. never dared to. heh.

Jiyin's parents picked her up while me and Wei Yee just walked around and think of where to go to do our work. yupp! ended up went to burger king cos there was so little ppl there... oh my tian!! there was this girl... she was sitting like i don't know what. i told Wei Yee and when she saw.. we both started laughing like mad!!! it was so ridiculous!! we found out that she's a scholar.. no wonder. :P her actions were so hilarious.. its like LOL can!!

left burger king at like 4plus then by the time i got home it was 6plus cos went to places and places =.= irritating PEOPLE are so ARGH!!! self-centered~ oh well! 不值得为她而生气 :P
didn't hand up SS yesterday cos too late le. going to hand up today.. i finished!! :D -1 mark :(

came home and came on com again.. yupp! talked to _____ :D.. no need to 减肥 lah. :P then played bubbleshooter on com.. LOL addictive game lah.. these few days like play bubbleshooter so much like that. :P knocked out lor.. bro woke me up slightly later than 3am.. ask me off my com. =.= then i wanted to go back my room sleep he say he wan sleep there.. ended up i sleep in dad's room. SO COLD can!!! no wonder he don't wan sleep there. =.= BUT today i'm so going to sleep in my room. HAHA!! :P

some photos that we took: three of us :D

Jiyin and me -- while waiting for Wei Yee to go to the seawall :)

Wei Yee with the seawall.. lol ;)

Jiyin and Wei Yee on the headland..

headland and bay :P

this should be in the toilet @ millenia walk.. i look wierd. =.=

in the toilet @ millenia walk..

ate onion rings @ burger king!! fattening :/ ate other UNHEALTHY stuff too :/

that's all FOLKS!!
i feel like eating prata.. O_o *random*

Happy Sunday :D

haha! so cool.. remember i woke up at 7.34am yesterday? i woke up at 7.43am this morning! O.o
did SS.. still have 4 articles more to go! i think i'm progressing VERY slowly. i get too distracted easily :P

hmm.. went to MCS to meet Joyce and the others again. hee. waited and waited.. then took out chinese assesment to do. (don't waste time ^^) yupp! Rah and KaiLeng was SUPER high.. (don't kill me if any of u see this) KaiLeng was doing some 抱抱 actions and we were laughing really badly. sent Rah the shanghai tang song. oh yes.. some time before they came out.. i was telling them some really LAME and 冷笑话.. and Rah was laughing like mad for the char siew pao one. :P then they came out at 8plus as usual.. took pics with not only Jiaxi this time! and passed him the cornflake cookies.. :D took with some others too! :D hee. Clement damn mean lah! he saw me then he was like.. 你很orh. i was like ?!!! haha.. then he was like 开玩笑的拉. haha.. he's damn cute can!!

pictures:

me and Jiaxi! :D

me and Clement! :D

Louis and me! :D (he really look like LuoYi right? sometimes lah..)

went to the bus stop to wait for bus then took bus with Kailing and Xue Ting. and now i'm home! :D



some ppl just need to do some self reflection.. 繁星一下吧。。 自己做的是只有自己知道。 shouldn't go around telling ppl.. "its a misunderstanding.. 他们无悔我了。" =.=

okok.. stomachache now.. byebye!

high saturday..

some things i did today:

woke up at 7.34am this morning and thought it was too early so went back to sleep.. supposed to wake up at 8 and continue my work but then... i overslept and woke up at 11.35. :O i was supposed to hand in chinese by 11am!! too late. :(
anyways.. i went to sch at 4plus to find that i can't enter =.= so went in through the exit gate.. heh. shhhhh. yupp! so i still handed in my work in the end.
now MUST continue with SS and hand in by mon.. tomorrow staff room not open. :P

after putting my work in the teachers' pigeon hole, i went to Hazel's house! and passed her the cornflake cookies that i made. and i saw her cute sister!! but she's super violent lah! took her bolster and hit my FACE leh :/ then Hazel keep insisting her sister got cute genes from her =.= haha! talked to her about my self entertainment incident during OBS because her sister was self entertaining.. HAHA!! talked to her from like early 5plus to about 6pm. 1hour! heh. then my mum rushed me cos she wanted to go swimming and she was waiting to send me elsewhere.

left Hazel's house and headed to MCS to meet Joyce! while waiting.. i was like BORED because i had nth else to do. then saw Rah so went to talk to her. OH YES!! i played the shanghai tang song thingy for her to hear.. the funny version. she was laughing like a MAD woman lah!! LOL. (Rah, if u see this.. don't kill me :P) i played like about 5 times.. and she still found it funny! uh.. she's SUPER high today.. since morning cos of some ppl.. hehe
then the 唯我独尊 guys came out. saw Jiaxi! hehe.. took pic with him. i forgot to pass him the cornflake cookies!! :( tomorrow i shall remember! :D i wan take pic with Chengxi too!.. waiting.. then Joyce came and i passed her her share of the cornflake cookies after i temembered that i didn't pass Jiaxi. wanted to take pic with Louis but didn't, tomorrow then. heh. he's super funny lah! haha.. nice meeting them. i don't catch channel U shows cos stupid channel U is always appearing BLUR!! nice peeps they are.. hehe. and when i told Rah i'm going to send her the shanghai tang song Louis heard and wanted also. heh. bueh bah chang! LOL. he's super funny and lame. :P


Jiaxi and me! :D ..my hair so messy :/



Back home now.. going to sleep soon so can wake up early tomorrow to finish up SS and then head to MCS to meet Joyce again!

shall end my post with a wishing..

to Elvin,
you'll be fine with the minor operation..
believe in yourself and trust the skills of the surgeon.
go into the operation room with confidence.
see you with a big smile on your face, running and jumping again! :D
rest well!!

March holidays!

guess what?!


its the beginning of the March holidays!! but then again.. its time to CLEAR all my work and START on those i have to start on ;) and its time to study for upcoming tests too!! i'm thinking of my next LOOOOONNNNNGGGGG holiday and i think it's gonna be AFTER O levels.. and that's ABSOLUTELY sad :( but it might not turn out the same way cos i know myself.. drag drag drag.
time management is much needed for myself!! :P
regular work done and revision is needed at this point of time.. go up to sec 4!
the very gd thing is, when i'm going to sit for my O levels, my younger brother is going to sit for his PSLE!!!! :D this means i have less disturbance!!! haha.. i think it'll make not much difference anyway.

and yes!! guess what? seow is dropping my class for english!!! she says she didn't want and didn't expect to drop our my class.. and she was informed yesterday. she bloody picks on me all the time lah!! but then... she's a gd teacher. and guess who is going to replace her?! FIFI TAN!!!! uh.. i don't know how she'll be like lah. i shall ask my sister! heehee. projects and works.. never ending even till adult life. when you work, you'll have WORK to do!! you just have to find your own time for entertainment and recreation.. that's when time management comes in.

the ARGHs:
1. had to go for prize giving after sch =.=
2. have so much work to complete by tomorrow!! haha.. i still have chinese (the same piece of work!! -untouched- :P)
3. term 2 approaching with tan? how she'll be like.. i wonder
4. i want a nice holiday but can't!
5. got scolding for smth retarded.. like as if its my fault the copier is NOT working =.= (but its my fault for losing the paper lah :/)
6. got another THREE demerits for being late.. UGH (now i have FIVE demerits!! not even half a year yet)
7. bet i'm gonna have detention in term 2.. what a bad start ( i was late on the 5th of march =.=)

the OKAYs:
1. i got extension for ss! but i'll still try to finish by today and give tmr
2. learnt a lesson to start on my articles early!! heehee.. (its again time management)
3. looking forward to tomorrow
4. most importantly: HOLIDAY!!! :D (though not exactly holiday.. but beats having to wake up early for sch)

the BESTS:
1. i can sleep and wake up late!!
2. i can go out and watch movie!!
3. i can spread my work out a few days instead of rushing everything in one day (so long as i finish them b4 holiday ends :D)
4. i think i'm going for facial this coming tuesday (pimple outbreak!! :'( *sobs*.. reaction too big :/)

what do you think the cookies tasted like?

hmm.. the "cookies" didn't taste as nice as the previous time according to my sch mates. :/
used a different kind of chocolate.. will use back the one i used before the next time! :D

oh yes.. during english lesson today, seow was super angry with me cos after 30 min, my paper was still blank. we were supposed to choose one topic out of the 12 given and do our compo. but i didn't know which topic to write. so after 30 min, my paper was still blank. she was giving out some times mag paper.. when she walked up to my desk she saw my empty paper.. and pls lah! i wasn't the only one who couldn't think of what to write can?! argh. anyways.. in the end all of us got to bring back our essay to complete but to be handed in tmr. so like i have to do sooo many things. ARGH!! sch sucks. she was bloody pissed with me cos i didn't go up and ask her for help in the first place when i couldn't think of what to write.. and she CLAIMED that i didn't try. wth. how would she know.. so what if my expression shows that i don't care? does that mean i don't? whatever u think. it doesn't really matter..
picking on me like no tomorrow =.= IRRITATING!!!

got loads of work to finish.. ss, english essay,chinese book thingy etc. and holiday homework! plus geog project and math pair work.. this is never gonna end.

still missing zippy..

cookies (that are not exactly cookies)

haha! these are the so-called "cookies" i made :D
hope it tastes as good as the previous time :/
tired now! made like 100 over.. but most credits went to my mum.. she did more today.. b'cos i was too tired to do anything much. haha :P

ok.. shall end here.. going to shower and sleep. (and rush to finish all my work tomorrow :/) i stink from sch :/ gross!
byebye..

i think i'm gonna fall sick.. or have stomach ache. :/

OMG LAH!!!! argh!! why i so 贪吃?!!!
i came back from sch then i saw the kueh bulu.. the new yr goodies one. then i thought it looked fine.. so i started eating one after another. and guess what? after eating like don't know how many thousands (exaggarating).. then i realised that it was spoilt alr. i'm like !*@&##&*(!()*!#)!!@ wth!! i ate food that had mould growing!!?? come to the thought of it.. i feel like vomiting. :/ GROSS!!!!

oh yes! i have like lit work to do.. now that i rmb.. i blogged about it the other time yea? can't remember when. shit.. i got english tmr.. i'm SOOOOOOOOO dead. and i got chinese to finish too!! have to finish reading one book in one day?! that's so not me :/ AND ss!! 7 articles in like 3 days including today?! i'm racing against time!!! but oh well.. its my own fault. should have started on the articles loooooooong ago. [this shall be a lesson learnt :P i'm gonna start doing my term 2 articles during the hols XD]


i'm gonna go make some stuff now.. blog about it l8r.. maybe with pictures too! :D
byebye!

back to sch with my out-of-classroom-learning

going back to school tomorrow :O *yawns*
i so have to clear my work really SOON
1. haven't done lit (was due on mon when obs started)
2. haven't done ss (due coming fri if i'm not wrong)
3. haven't started geog project (due coming fri or later.. can't rmb)
etc.. i think there are more.. can't rmb at the moment.
ahh! its too early to drop back now. :/

oh ya. got my jap exam result back. didn't make it lah. :( wasted $$$ sian lah. can't even go nxt level. must take back basics again :(


still missing zippy! can we bump into each other somewhere soon?

the beginning of my outward bound

as its told to us. when the outward bound course ends is the time our ultimate outward bound challenge starts. i really think outward bound helps quite a bit.. especially when you have a really nice instructor, u'll remember the things you learn for as long as you can. as you can see from my previous post, i find outward bound fun.. hope the others did too. though i really look super black now. :(

hmm.. more about yesterday. went to attend wedding lunch yesterday afternoon. the food wasn't really that good though. oops! =x then went to dad's fren's house to sing etc after that. and my dad's friend fried noodles with abalone!! it tasted MUCH nicer than those dishes we had in the afternoon. =x but its the truth. :P yupp! came back just a while ago at 00:??am. though really tired, but had fun! its time to do essay on OBS tomorrow.. and whatever lit stuff i haven't finished when it was supposed to be done b4 OBS. oops! :P

我们会再见面吗？希望可以在街上碰到你，问候你。
跟你相锄的那五天，我真的玩得很开心。

still missing z.p. aka zippy!! :(