Aish

I NEED YOU, TO GUIDE MY PATH.

YOUR SAY MEANS ALOT TO ME..

WHATEVER HAPPENS,

I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU.

YES, YOU.

i'm feeling so lost i don't even have a clear view of my own feelings on the inner side. this is really bad, something affected my mood and i don't know what did. haiz.. why was it after that i feel so bad? i really wish i could do something, i'm loving emo songs more and more.. i don't know, they just seem to fit into my life. is that what i want? i don't know.. i need more light shining towards my days ahead, i need to see clearly what's ahead of me. i don't wish to go on like that. i'm missing people, many people. i'm missing alot of things.. many, many things. i'm not working towards my aims.. what's with me? sigh. i feel so stressed suddenly, i feel like breaking down, right now. but i can't. wish i could cry my heart out.. but i can't. i wouldn't want to be seen this way. i need to get things right, i need to know myself. maybe a mirror would help me see myself clearly? :/ I DON'T KNOW :(

anw, went to IMM to meet and chat with Doreen for a while then headed to Jurong Point after that to meet Ming Hui to pass him his dvd. yeap, 想你的時候 had promo at Jurong Point. Joshua, Peifen and Chiong Fang jie was there. hmm.. Dasmond didn't go cos he had filming. ya.. Dad's fren filmed this show, so was standing nxt to him.. then suddenly Joshua appeared behind me :O man he looked 10X better than in the show :)

reached home, realised my sis liked Dai Yantian too.. she's going gaga over him =.= he's kinda good looking i admit, but he's not one of the best inside like my sis said O_o she's blind :P

i'm looking forward to Elvin's gathering, but no personal camera is allowed = no candid shots. well, haven't seen him in a long time.. looking forward to a fun gathering. Hope my mood gets better...

I miss _____ and _____.

will you let me pour my grieves to you?